how I used a knife

how I used a knife on myself

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bastard & lucille - greed

My eyes roll back in my head
Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

If you played your part it would be so different
Baby I understand it now
You look at me in my eyes
I swear I fall in a trance
I swear we were so in love
And feel on me with your hands
Dont know how I missed the signs
Ill just start all over again
Rain starts falling oh its going to snow again
Hear you calling I wont pick it up again
All my problems Ill deal with it another day
Storys behind those scars but I still love you baby

Lustful all around
You see me in your head
Watch out baby I swear the winters coming
My fault okay I get it
Do you hear me knocking
Do you hear me calling

5. bella,winter is coming (bunii)

alive

how the story goes

FATHER

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

why

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