I was never enough for her she got me fucked up.
Running around the town that bitch is stuck up.
Through all of my ups and downs and thru the ruckus.
I was never around enough and now I'm fucked up.

I was hopin that you tell me that you hate me.
Even tho you love me why would you have date me.
I'm like oh fuck girl yeah you know you can't replace me.
She a witch she a fuckin crazy lady.

She said I'm never around for her you got me fucked up.
I was never around for her cause she was stuck up.
Now I'm never around for her she got me fucked up.
Now she running around the town but she can't find love.

I'm like girl you had your chance now you're dancing with the devil.
I'm a young punk nigga yeah you know that I'm a rebel.
Watch it blow up in the wind and I watch as the sun settles.
Fighting all my demons trying to reach a higher level.

I'm like. Bitch I think I earned a medal.
Asked me how many songs I made for her I told her several.
Cause I'm never around for you. You got me fucked up.
And now I'm never around for you. Cause you we're stuck up.

Up down left right I done hit her with a cheat code.
Imma shoot my shot yeah just like its a free throw.
Coulda been huh. Like beauty and the beast though.
Though I had your love but it seems you grew an ego.

I was never enough for her she got me fucked up.
Running around the town that bitch is stuck up.
Through all of my ups and downs and thru the ruckus.
I was never around enough and now I'm fucked up.

I was hopin that you tell me that you hate me.
Even tho you love me why would you have date me.
I'm like oh fuck girl yeah you know you can't replace me.
She a witch she a fuckin crazy lady.

Crazy Lady... yeah... You got me fucked up. Yeah you got me fucked up. I was never around.

Never Around (Prod. Crxss)

Lyrics:

Look up look up to the stars yeah and see the stars above. In your love I do not trust cause you are not the one. Yeah girl you took a bullet then you shot me with the gun. A sadistic hoe yeah I guess that's how you have your fun.

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated.
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go. In the midnight glow. yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

For a love a gun I traded. Feel like every day I'm faded. Yeah love is complicated. Dismissive and evasive. Told her look what you created. Yeah the end I can't escape it. Yeah the devil and his daughter yeah I think that you're related. Yeah I know that you're adjacent. And I'm running out of patience. And can you feel vibrations? Yeah our love is the foundation. Lost inside temptation. So many complications and so many situations. Yeah I guess that love is really overrated.

Shes kinda sadistic. Yeah shes fucked up in her mind huh yeah shes kinda twisted. I tried to resist it. But she slit just like her wrist did. But I kinda dismissed it. Thought I'd understand. But she didn't admit it. She really insisted. Tried to give her love but she told me she don't miss it. Yeah she kinda hid it. Dopamine inside her brain I guess the pain is rented. But I couldn't assist it.

Can you hear my cadence? No empathy I hate it. I look up to the moon and I get unmotivated.
Told her you ain't have to say shit. Like girl how do I phrase this. Like I'm stuck up in the matrix. Yeah love is overrated.
I'm like whoa. I can't let you go yeah. In the midnight glow . yeah guess I'll really never know. Her whoa.

Guess I'll really never know.
Guess I'll really never know.
Never know.
Guess I'll really never know.
Guess I'll really never know whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.

Love Is Overrated (Prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Can't Think No More (Prod. Crxss)

Lyrics:

Yeah it really make me wonder. (Yeah make me wonder)
Yeah it make me wonder.... Inside the hummer. (Yeah I like that flow.)
Yeah it make me wonder whoa. (yeah it make me wonder yo)
Yeah it make me wonder whoa.

Yeah it make me wonder how I go from broke to chillin up inside a fuckin hummer.
Lost love lost souls and fucked up in the summer.
We gon get rich up in this bitch and I guess that's a bummer.
For all these hating ass niggas tryna put me under.

Now these girls up on my mind and it really make me wonder.
Did they really want my love or just wanted to put me under.
I guess I'll just wonder. I guess that that's a bummer.
Was fucked up in the summer.

Now I'm runnin out emotions I got no fucks to give.
We gon get rich up in this bitch and you gon see it on my wrist.
Yeah flick up for the pic. We gon have a picnic.
It's gon be steak up in this bitch even tho we sittin in a tent.

She told me she gon leave. But I don't really give a shit.
Fuck off with that drama girl Yeah I don't really miss it.
I'm just gone dismiss it. Cause I ain't really with it.
But I keep a pole. Cause you know I'm fuckin with it.

Said these hoes don't really get it.
Gon be chillin in the car and we ain't talkin rented.
Home run up with the bat. Yeah you know that imma hit it.
Yeah and these bitches they don't get it.

They some fuckin lames. Like Juice said they all the same.
Shout out to my nigga Juice I'm gon leave these bitches in the rain.
Cause what I say. We gon get rich up in this bitch and guess that's a bummer.
For all these hating ass niggas tryna put me under.

Now these girls up on my mind and it really make me wonder.
Did they really want my love or just wanted to put me under.
I guess I'll just wonder. I guess that that's a bummer.
Was fucked up in the summer.

Tell the new girl. If a nigga tryna to play with you.
Taze that nigga up. Spray em down just like you pikachu.
Pull up with that AK yeah and that bitch it go peek a boo.
if a nigga try to play with you.

Make Me Wonder (Prod. Crxss)

Lyrics:

Lend me your energy. (Lend Me Your Energy) Lend me your energy. (Lend Me Your Energy Whoa)
Lend me your energy yeah. (Lend me your energy.) Lend me your energy. Lend me your energy.
Lend me your energy whoa. (Lend me your energy whoa). What he say? Like goku. Aye.

Lend me your energy. Can you feel the tendencies. Though I had love. But I guess she was my enemy.
Told her I'm okay or Imma just pretend to be. Girl I got a remedy it's hidden in the melody.

Making music on my lows. That girl is my bridal. Swervin in the whip took a left then a right tho.
I been floatin. it feel like I'm flying to pluto. I been dying inside I wanted to let you know.

I been floating and goin in outer space tho. Kissed on the lips and I felt a sour taste tho.
Look me in my eyes then she told me I'm an a-hole. Ion really give a fuck imma pull off in the wraith tho.

Imma erase these hoes. I can't take these hoes. They some crazy hoes. Mace to the face these hoes.
Yeah get her out my mind I'll erase these hoes. Cause like I said I can't take these hoes.

I been sleepin thru the day yeah. Seeing that I'm stuck yeah inside of the fray yeah.
Told her if I go yeah. I leave without a trace yeah. Cause if imma go bitch I go to outer space yeah.

Cause I had to deal with it. She pop a pill with it. She gotta hidden fuckin knife I think she kill with it. Yeah I make the fuckin music just to deal with it. Now I'm hopin when I'm flowin I would heal with it.

Making music on my lows. That girl is my bridal. Swervin in the whip took a left then a right tho.
I been floatin. it feel like I'm flying to pluto. I been dying inside I wanted to let you know.

I been floating and goin in outer space tho. Kissed on the lips and I felt a sour taste tho.
Look me in my eyes then she told me I'm an a-hole. Ion really give a fuck imma pull off in the wraith tho whoa.

Energy (Prod.Crxss)

Lyrics:

Told me imma. Told me imma. Yeah she told me imma yeah.
Yeah she told me imma misfit. I don't really give shits.
Said I don't really give shits. Yeah I don't really mhm.

Yeah she told me imma misfit. I don't really give shits.
Yeah She told me imma misfit to misfits. I don't get it.
Bitch if imma misfit its cause that imma get rich. huh dumb bitch.

Said bitch I am a misfit. I don't really give shits.
Yeah I'll just be a misfit to misfits don't give shits.
My life is like a movie yeah were talking treillage.
Yeah we come in like we Vikings burning down the village.

I'm like bitch if I'm a misfit then how did I fit in it.
Hit once hit twice yeah you know that I get in it.
Said you gone see the diamonds on my wrist that bitch gon glisten.
Tell these niggas they broke yeah they can't even pay attention.

Yeah I feel the tension. That shit is up inside the air.
She look me in my eyes like I'm a misfit I don't really care.
I'm like. Bitch how the fuck you hate on me on me.
Then you're gonna say you're sorry sorry.

Yeah I don't wanna hear it. Devil said she gon kill me. I don't really fear it.
Bitch I'm already dead so why would I had fear it.
There was so much smoke up in the air you know I had to clear it.

Through. Through my ups and downs. I was wondering why you're still around girl.
Are you fuckin deaf you can't hear a sound girl? Told her get up out my face. You put my heart underground girl.

Said bitch I am a misfit. I don't really give shits.
Yeah I'll just be a misfit to misfits don't give shits.
My life is like a movie yeah were talking treillage.
Yeah we come in like we Vikings burning down the village.

I'm like bitch if I'm a misfit then how did I fit in it.
Hit once hit twice yeah you know that I get in it.
Said you gone see the diamonds on my wrist that bitch gon glisten.
Tell these niggas they broke yeah they can't even pay attention.

Can't even pay attention nigga.

Misfit To Misfit (Prod. Crxss)

Suicidal (Prod. Eskimos X AlsBeatz)

Lyrics:

I'm like can I have a moment I can't condone it.
Baby now I'm feel- mhm mhm mhm.

I'm like can I get a moment I can't condone it.
Trade my soul for love yeah and now I'm feelin hopeless. Yeah.
I'm feelin hopeless and I know I can't control it.

Drownin in emotions. Stuck up in the solace.
Just wanted her love. So for her I gave devotion.
Yeah she just gave me commotion. Yeah now I'm drowning in the ocean.

Yeah she look me my eyes and now I'm running for my life.
Yeah fuckin with my love. But I know imma be alright.
M-Making music is what I like. I choose my path don't want the hype.
And bad bitches is what I like but I know that they gone lie.

She ain't living right. Shes a crazy hoe fuckin with my mind I'm lost in lies.
And I'm lost up the times. I guess that I'll just be alright.

Watch me fade away. My heart on layaway.
Guess that I can't afford love. At least not today no.
She threw my heart inside of volcano. I swear I'm sick and tired of these lame hoes.

Can you hear my cadence how I just changed it.
From emotion to detached girl I hate it.
And I can't take it. So I erased it.
I thought I had love but I'm mistaken.

I guess that I'm mistaken.
Yeah she look me in my eyes she took my heart up for the takin.
Whoa I guess I'm stuck inside the matrix. yeah and I can't escape it.
I can't escape your thoughts yeah. Stuck up in my mind I guess I'm stranded in the plot yeah.
If you wanted love you know I'd be there on the dot yeah.
Put them chains up on my arms I guess I'm left to rot yeah.

eah she look me my eyes and now I'm running for my life.
Yeah fuckin with my love. But I know imma be alright.
M-Making music is what I like. I choose my path don't want the hype.
And bad bitches is what I like but I know that they gone lie.

She ain't living right. Shes a crazy hoe fuckin with my mind I'm lost in lies.
And I'm lost up the times. I guess that I'll just be alright. Yeah yeah.

Emotions (Prod.The Ushanka Boy)

Yippee Ki No (Prod. Eskimos x Triazo)

Long Way From Home (Prod. Eskimos X Zeux)

Looking for a manager.

Vocal are self-recorded and self-mixed. 

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Started Making Music March Of 2025. Over 550 Songs Created.

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Long Way From Home (Prod. Eskimos X Zeux)

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