s/o my brother https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

lyrics

i never been smart
dont worry bout me bae u got a good heart
i kno i will love u till my times gone
n no we dont got time to think about the time lost

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

im seeing violence when i close my eyelids
n we may struggle towards the end but death is silent
n she love asking why im drinking like a pirate
but when its all broken down
its just a science

(ford)
give me guidence
everyday im breaking down in the quiet
will it ever go away im steady crying
when u lie u overtaking got me dying
so indecisive
said im priceless then u say im violent
girl im trying
i dont gotta hide it
perfect timing
still wont stop the whining
so im reliant on the pain thru all the shining
but it make sense
all the times u broke me down n made me reset
made me realize all the cries were never silent
everything u ever said was only pretend
for no reason
i did my best to make sure u knew that i felt
every feeling in the world when i fell down
ill move away
go to town
find a new crowd
youd see what love was all about if u stick around
i know the truth now
it was over from the start
u a rebound
u could never reach my heart
such a let down
why is life so gd hard is this even allowed
is this even allowed

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

death is silent w/ brecken (jacob vallen)

hope you enjoy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

let me just tell you 
some reasons
for leaving you aside
hard to even let you come near me
when you come tell me lies
and I Don’t wanna listen to nonsense for all of my life
yea I don’t wanna promise I’m looking at you for my light

it’s not you
yea you make me nauseous 
pop 2 in the mornin then clock in
at noon get a break for my social life
I tunes and YouTube keep me occupied 

yea like what’s new
every single day same thing no new shoes
yea like maybe it’s true
i don’t gotta live a life full of that loot
get off go home I don’t need you
not my problem don’t got a clue

yea yea that’s how I live now
big mouth made me move away to the big town

alright I getta lay down
new found under the light now
get out if you want the light off
so bright I’m livin my life god

there’s so much more to this life that you could never know
it’s so important inside that you protect ur soul

yea I wish I never met you
all the time that We spent gave a bad mood 

yea yea you should get a tattoo maybe it’ll last you longer than the last 2
yea yea
tried to save it that’s true but never knew you’d lemme get away with something so rude

protect your soul (yunny goldz)

take what you need
take the rest of me
been nauseous all week
you've been haunting my dreams

don't tell me you care
you're sittin right there
fuckin around while i rip out my hair

so tell me
was it worth it
i had never meant to be a burden

tell me was it worth it
i don't wanna wake up i don't think there is a purpose

but does there have to be a reason
i don't wanna be here anymore i'm barely breathing

while you're barely bleedin
you're the only reason that i'm drowning in the deep end

so rip out my heart 
tear it apart
if i were to keep it i'd have to restart

if that's what you want
i'll pack and depart
i'll gather my shit and head straight to vermont

to be with the trees
is all that i need
i don't need you here
i just want all the evergreens

and i might fall apart beneath the trees
that overlook the spot we used to meet
i promise that it's everything i need
should have never worn my heart upon my sleeve

and i might fall apart beneath the roses
a deathwish and a pocket full of poems
i promised you but you ain't even notice
i hate myself i'm drowning at my lowest

a pocket full of poems (king theta)

solitary headspace (splashgvng x cl6udy)

~2300~

produced by me

mix + master by Jake Mannix

granite

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

Thankyou once again to cobalt for the amazing beat <3 
Will maybe have one more song before Xmas if not everyone have a great Christmas and new year we can’t wait for the next love you all AIE🤎
Lyrics:

It’s been along time since I saw you smile in my arms 
Last night was a long ride and you didn’t talk much at all 
And I can see the pain right through your eyes
Baby don’t blame yourself it’ll be alright
Your old boyfriend made you the issue and that’s not right 


I won’t treat you like he did 
I can be just what you want 
We both you’ve been through a lot way too much
And it feels like your world is falling apart
No ones there with open arms 
All the bruises turn to scars
And you feel all the pain in your legs in your arms 
All the pain that excess from your heart
And you don’t recognise who you are 
Falling apart but nobody’s calling at all
But I’m right here right now
I know I don’t give the best advice at the best of times but it’ll be alright
I’m here if you wanna talk at all 
Im here if you want some company 
I’m not asking you to fall in love with me

its okay im sure things will get better (cobalt)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

i'll be found w/ Tameron (ushanka boy)

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

Lyrics:
Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

How long does it take to feel something?
I want it all because I got nothing
I want to hold you, kiss you softly
I understand you don't need to be sorry
I don't really need someone that is not you
Left me alone when I thought that I got you
Who am I supposed to love if not you? 
Who am I supposed to call if not you?
I'm afraid you won't be in my life anymore
I try my best to get you back but you're gone  

Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

I belong to you 
Thats what I always said
So I don't wanna leave right now
Do not let me down again
They tell me do not think about the past
But then the past comes back
And I'm not nostalgic
Of all the times that they left me
Why cant I just rest in peace
Why cant I just rest in peace
I do not want to live
Like this 

Thought we're gonna try it out together
Thought we're gonna try to stay forever
When I'll see you again? I guess never
How long does it take to feel better?
x2

Better [prod. Calley]

gothurted

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