i cant keep goin
ineeda stop now
i feel like oaf1
luv frum all thots now

legs hangin off the edge
feelin so ded
get me out my head

i cant catch a break
so i never sleep
yk i feel alr
when u nxt 2 me
ik ill b alr
cuz u my destiny
i wrote this song 4 u
just like ecstasy

u slippin away
cuz i messed up
will u b ok?
ik u fed up
i accept the blame
dont need no extra
get up out ur way
so u can rest up

i needa stop now [p. hisohkah]

bad memories [feat. onyxXx] (prod. slashy)

you should stop talking to me (jam with joshrefe)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

It never really mattered that much what u think
And i looked at my phone saw ur face last tuesday
And friday rolled around just in time for the weekend
Its moments like these where my thoughts get deepened

Deep-end deep-end deep-end
Diggin deeper now 
fuck me up again
Deep-end deep-end 
run and tell a friend

last tuesday w/ ≋♥hm.wav♥≋ (+ t e e n p r e g n a n c y)

spotify/apple music

Last Tuesday w/ hm.wav (+ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ. )

https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
vocal mix by soundcloud.com/iamrellim

whip broke again and i still aint shit
you don’t what id do to fucking make this
you don’t know the road I’ve been down
just to stay here
pick it stick it flip it then erase it
check back try to relax 
dont mistake this as me coming clean
i aint sayin shit filler for an empty room

just to ease the pain in
roll a couple light em get up
for a minute now I’m changing
every line i right
i despise em all
i can’t stand this
delete another song
write another bar
just to hate it
work another day just to make enough
to get what little i want
that aint doing shit but rearranging
every fucking  thought 
i should have pushed way back
I’m just hanging by the thread 
we’ve sewn together
to make this bed
that we now lay in
have you even been
listening to a word I’m saying
so many delays
I’m losing count
tractions fading
I’m blasted in the black
lustful wishes
giving me a fucking
heart attack
this the tenth joint
I’ve smoked
in the past hour and
a half
fuck a fucking show
i just want my money back  

hop up in it
oh we back again
round for round
i be smacking hits
know you lames
all fuck with this
y’all be dropping duds
but they fuck with it
don’t you care a bit
change things up
maybe try to switch
sticking to the script
seems to work the best


putting my heart in to be washed away
waking up checking the fucking plays
lets see who aint gone respond today
another blog posting all the shit that i fucking hate
what the fuck is it gonna take
i love it and hate it all so much
i need a fucking break
watching the people move up 
who i want to cave
negative energy is all i can muster myself
to fucking bring
i don’t see why i can’t even think
a positive thought long enough
to keep me sane

still aint shit (prod killedmyself)

lyrics - 

close my eyes
i see you
we’ve faded
my anxiety misses you
i hate it 
don’t miss you
but i miss love 
it’s tainted 
my canvas 
your body 
i painted it

you were my entity 
my enemy 
i wore you like a tattoo
i have you all i had 
but we stayed as friends
you said that one day we would work it through

i gave up all my friends just for you
you didn’t like the shit that i would do
you always kissed me, said it wasn’t true 
but i felt your hands on my waist

you acted like you just needed a taste
but you’d be on me by the end of day
you acted like you just needed a taste 
( that’s why you cried when i left )


close my eyes
i see you
we’ve faded
my anxiety misses you
i hate it 
don’t miss you
but i miss love 
it’s tainted 
my canvas 
your body 
i painted it

miss love ( prod. born hero )

cocainkisses

@ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvws860D3Dg <3

consider this freaky bitch's sister with better mixed vocals by me obv

It's Not My Fault I'm Having A Bad Day (Prod. Imotape)

Perfect Hell

Issues (Intro)

featuring @xo-cam
produced by @hazeyminajjj

will we ever find ours?

tweny:

i got a love in my life but she doesn’t seem to pick up the phone
 maybe if she hears my rhymes for one last time, she would get a fucking grip and come back home
to a love filled life i know it’s like that now
but what i gotta offer is something that no one really knows
cuz they don’t wanna see me hold them

we connect like the earbuds to your phone
you bump tweny while your with him yeah i know
we fall apart square one we act unknown
we come back an addiction i would call it
so we can pick it up where we started 
x2

killfiji:

guess the love of my life dont fucking know
that when i look in the mirror i see his soul
ur the darkness and the light inside of me
but there’s something else that stands between

and we could make a million 
together we’re resilient 
if only it was something you could see
and we’re both going upwards 
even when we’re apart we’re still on the same trajectory 

what a day, what i’d do? 
would you throw me a bone?
cause all you ever do is leave me in the cold
we both see it all, and act like we don’t know
when it’s all said and done we’ll probably still be alone so 
would you come back home?

soulmate [ft. killfiji] (prod. haze)

making bangers from Sweden since 2018 including being on a long hiatus :)

It's Not My Fault I'm Having A Bad Day (Prod. Imotape)

Goth Virgin

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