lyrics:

9TAILS:

seeing signs hold up
she just blew my mind wow
we dont speak
she just talking with her eyes now
heave when i breathe
air and water blow my chest out
bury me
at the bottom of the waterwell

slow down a bit
got me sad i know u know that
feeling sick
baby hit me with the toe tag
why we here
where my friends and all my bros at
imma a shadow here
and i know that u know that

i know that u know that
i know where my phone at
imma call a friend
and they gon scoop me like u know that
since like way back
i been on my own shit
late night text
from ur number imma block it
i just hit playback
on all of the dumb shit
it was ur fault
and i know i shoulda stopped it

BARREN:

breathing down my neck
like you live for that
you must think that I’m
still not fucking over it
you need to get a grip
you’re losing all your shit
drink out the waterwell
move on and go home please
you fucking bitch
living out the same dream
over and over
again
you’re making it hard to 
break out of you’re fucking grip

im not even flaunting
im not even crossing
revolving door around my conscious
see right through
but don’t get caught
in it

TOGETHER:

seeing signs hold up
she just blew my mind wow
we dont speak
she just talking with her eyes now
heave when i breathe
air and water blow my chest out
bury me
at the bottom of the waterwell

slow down a bit
got me sad i know u know that
feeling sick
baby hit me with the toe tag
why we here
where my friends and all my bros at
imma a shadow here
and i know that u know that

waterwell ft. barren (prod. kodyak)

https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s
https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6NFHn7VH6jgV2nVWqW2bsa?si=kD9OnxvwS1i2nZ6pF5RJjA
https://www.instagram.com/poppytears_/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/poppyxtears
https://itunes.apple.com/nz/artist/poppy-tears/1268266116
https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/


LYRICS:

poppy tears: 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

it’s been sitting on my mind now its 3am
need some amtrip, a smoke and klonopin
it’s my only way too cope so I get it in
couldn’t tell you where I’ve gone or where I’ve been 

I’ve had one too many sedatives 
lil black lungs and my bodies thin
put it on my tongue and I’ll finish them
think I’m gona swim then I fucking sink

9TAILS:

water on my neck like a camelback
everything changed round the time I dropped heart attack
I can deal with sudden droughts in my happiness
but I can’t fuck with repercussions from the loneliness

and I can’t deal with all the thoughts inside my skull
seeing ghosts, when I smoke, ima die or hit a wall

feel fine when I’m up again 
dying out I’m never getting high again

I’m not ever coming by again 
I will take that to my grave and I will lie in it
all the memories that molded me to who I am
all the memories went up inside the firepit
inside the firepit..

ashes down in the centre of the graveyard 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card 
all our pictures lying melted in the sim card

♡ spotifried ♡

sink w/ 9TAILS (prod. kuroime)

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-ほぼそこに-

follow deadalive

my love (prod. by deadalive)

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//ごめんなさい//

thank you guys so much for the endless amount of support. working with my favorite artists is something i never imagined would become a reality, but you've all made it achievable. i cherish what this music has brought me & i hope we can all grow together in unison through it. i love you guys so much.

this is the first single off my upcoming album, "lacuna" which'll be out october 28th

huge s/o to my mans @i_x_t_a_i_l_s
i can't thank you enough for hoppin' on this one with me

follow 9tails

guardin x 9TAILS - suffocate

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//ごめんなさい//

@itsyungvan
@evencemusic

lacuna

follow yung van

your escape (feat. yung van) (prod. by evence)

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//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

follow 9TAILS

guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

lyrics:

i dont wanna get too fucked up
i dont wanna get too wasted
2 shots down of bacardi black
and i dont know where my face is

why do i drink this if it tastes shit
cookie smoking spaceship 
dark backyard for the 5th damn time
in a week i need to stop this

listen to me girl
angel and demons
fill the world
i cant protect you for much longer theyre stronger 
than i can handle
a vandal upon my soul
i could love you until im cold
but i doubt the quality of my loving is close to gold

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

i wanna die right now fucking right now
switch up in two seconds im just starving craving any help
dontchu yell
sweaty in the summer 
in my bed im screaming while i melt
terrors in the night 
i started becoming scared of myself
woah
talking to the mirror
off the drugs while im alone
i took out my septum and i threw it out onto the road
looking for identity
than throw that person to the floor
i might throw out everything
my shoes my hats and all my clothes
yo

this is not new to me
happens every night
happens every time i have too much im out of line
my friend dipset for the re-up cause he out of lines
ask me if its cool to use my dresser i said i dont mind

i dont mind
everybody on a seperate path these days to try and lose their life
its not our time
but why the fuck we acting like we outta try
what the fuck i gotta hide
damn

experiments
build experience 
dont get lazy though thats how you lose a friend
premature end
tear shed
so preventable
its so sad
a best friend
its too bad
theres no back
once you fall in
your brain is
quickly filled with toxins
a pill reacts with your perscription
breathing heavily
do you think ill live
could you hold my hand
my legs feel like sand
pins and needles
crawling up my back
neck numb
and my heart slow clap
someone bring me back
someone hold my hand
could you have

enough to hold
you down
stay around
stick around baby
stand your ground

looking down baby 
fix the frown
stay around baby 
stay around

stay around

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

floating away (prod. killedmyself)

lock da doors (samashi)

wraith - empty prescription bottle

tried gathering all of wraiths songs and putting it in order. if wraith ever finds this page, message me on pm <3 i miss you man. i talked to you a couple times on snapchat. hope everything is good for you.

wraith - empty prescription bottle

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