lyrics
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kill me
take me out of my own misery
baby you know that you miss me
baby i know that you miss me
i don't want this to be simply
put but i miss you so dearly
i just want you to be with me
i just want you to be with me

projecting my thoughts on the ceiling
i watched as the paint started peeling
it couldn't withstand all the weight i'm afraid it's too late
now the structures revealing
the stars beyond boards in the distance
i reach to the sky for assistance
but heaven is lightyears away and the sky's rather gray
so i think that i missed it
i sit & i ponder bout whether
i'm able to predict the weather
cause if i am capable of it 
my dearly beloved we'd belong together
but that's only half of the story
i wish i could soak up the glory
but anxiety's got a grip on my shoulders
and shit i don't know if i'm sorry

and they say you miss all of the shots that you don't ever take
so i've been photographing every moment spent while i'm awake
i'm a critic my worst enemy my hours decimate
i'm afraid of running out of time it's hard to explicate
expediting life expectancies like how much can i take
i set standards while i drown myself compile all the weight
this discography's disgusting i'm ashamed of all i make
but this sequel subsequently pieced together all the breaks
breaking down inside my bedroom nothing new upon my plate
repetitious vicious cycles i'll recycle all my hate
channel every fucking ounce back towards myself oh what a waste
god if i could only disappear without a single trace

it'd be bliss
i would not be missed
they pretend they like you you disgusting piece of shit
salvage all the cargo from this busted rustic ship
so i can sail away upon whatever i equipped

phantom's return

ＷＨＡＴ＇Ｓ　ＩＴ　ＬＩＫＥ　ＴＯ　ＢＥ　ＦＲＥＥ？

//ごめんなさい//

you guys seriously have no clue how much you've helped me with getting through these past few months. i'm beyond appreciative of everything you guys do for me. i can't believe we hit 3k so quickly. this one is a little different from my usual sound, but nonetheless i hope you fuck with it. i love you guys.

thank you <3

threshold

Ｉ＇Ｍ　ＦＵＣＫＥＤ　ＩＮ　ＴＨＥ　ＨＥＡＤ
Ｉ＇Ｍ　Ａ　ＨＥＡＴＨＥＮ

//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

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guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

lyrics:

 sitting back wondering why the fuck you're with him ripping my limbs and tearing my skin i'm a fish tryna stay afloat without fins let me tell you about what insanity is watching my love with someone else while i break down, i've gone to hell say i'm okay but i'm not doing well probably didn't have to say a thing for you to tell it's impossible to love me i'm fucked up and i'm ugly i ain't got a shit load of money all the gifts i buy are fucking crumby all my efforts are pitiful i disappoint, that's typical stuck in bed feeling miserable problem after problem i'm additional i'm a mess without you i need you to stop the pain i need you to stop the pain waiting by the phone for that call when you say you're coming back waiting by the phone for that call haven't slept in so long now my eyes hardly get heavy anymore what do i do when i miss you but you're asleep what do i do when i miss you but you're asleep

audio of a broken heart

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, aidan grimm)

guitar by @noahwalker

thought that i could leave my room
i dont know how i could be so dumb
even though she do me so wrong
i still just wanna get along
yeah girl you wear your mask so good
but you aint really what you put on
we the only ones that know the truth
dont forget i know what you are

lonesome
never was the one to be 
bragging like im all that
acting like i know somethin
i dont owe noone did this on my own damn time
prolly somewhere working on a song getting high
yuh
dont tell me twice
looking at my phone i should be looking at the sky
yuh
im just tryn check out the vibe 
im not gonna do it if it dont feel right

backstage singing with my head in my hands
either scared or embracing the fear it depends
got my headphones playing in my ears so my head stay clear
but it never stays clear in the end

say you wont or say you will
i dont need to change
this is all a part of your mistake

i promise it gets better 
i promsie you it gets better than this
just keep your head up
i promise you it gets better than this

i like running with my eyes closed 
falling from the skyline
plummit to the sidewalk
walking on a fine line
you are not alone no you're not close
to the only one that's feeling suicidal
and im trying
promise imma sing when im dying
falling like im leaving the horizon
i just lift my feet and im flying

thought that i could leave my room
i dont know how i could be so dumb
even though she do me so wrong
i still just wanna get along
yeah girl you wear your mask so good
but you aint really what you put on
we the only ones that know the truth
dont forget i know what you are

Earthbound

9TAILS - I Know

ＴＵＲＮ　ＡＲＯＵＮＤ　＆　ＷＡＬＫ　ＡＬＯＮＥ

//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
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when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

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when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pMS--FQ5yxM

w/ @barrenwaste

yeah girl, i get it
im all too concerned
with the lesson that i never really learned
you aint somethin that i ever saw as a cure
so get lost
or get with it
this loves been finished
my hearts on fire
cuz i dont know how to quit it
 
and if i ever had a second to take back
id save it for someone
who aint lookin for payback 
i thought u loved me
but it isnt the same
so ill stay fucked up
tryna numb all my pain
 
just take me back
found my own little slice of home
itll never be the same
but i feel grown
aint nobody lovin u like i did
hearts offline
and my heads been split
hands on the wheel
runnin off of the road
you can have my life
if i got ur soul
same old shit
with a brand new bitch
fuck this life
im over it
 
if by now you didn’t know
i prefer to spend my days alone
held captive only by these four walls
haven’t answered a single call
all night
been dealing with a hell
of an internal gripe
triplet flows
keeping this brain alive
with how much im smoking
the future aint looking too bright
can barely remember
to write down a line
people keep asking
no i aint fine
dreading a pointless
unfulfilling life
somebody come and
take this mic
i could rant and rave
with all my might
dont wanna be too specific
na this shit aint even written
i can shit out a rhyme
that you call your best work
ya lady still love me
man i can be such a jerk
i take out my anger on
all in my path
ruining friendships
i never had
losing a loved one
that ill never grasp
dealing with the pain
that comes with it all
just me n the homies
fuck it we ball

https://linktr.ee/yesterday.nj

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girls don't like me (prod. yesterday)

lyrics
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puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

tryna stay up
sleepy lil boi tryna wake up
this life is a game & she go nuts
this game that we play got me goin' nuts
and she knows i wanna fall in love again
she don't want that
she just want some friends
hell i want some friends
get my mind of this shit
kick it staying high until i land
six tricks on my ripstick

she just wanna be friends
she been tryna keep it on the low
we stay steady swingin'
i've been in the deep end on my own
fuck all of this distance
i keep it persistent with my love
fuck all of this pain
i'm going insane
think i'm better off alone

puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

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deep end (prod. youlooktired)

wraith - empty prescription bottle

tried gathering all of wraiths songs and putting it in order. if wraith ever finds this page, message me on pm <3 i miss you man. i talked to you a couple times on snapchat. hope everything is good for you.

wraith - empty prescription bottle

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