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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

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photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

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//あなたは私に死んでいる//

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droppin' my friends like flies
i'm so mortified
i don't trust my sense of lust cause love ain't what i find
cue the voice inside
kill my fucking mind
smoke embellishes the curtains in my room at night
i'm just lost in my
head and i know why
you don't care but i declare this love will never die

i can help you isolate the fears you hide inside your brain
let it rain
i know pain
i know blood will always stain
i know crimson isn't cute when it's the color of your veins
what's a habit to a rabbit if he crawls out of his cage
what's a room key to a lock if all the doors just look the same
i'm so restless fill my chest with smoke and cyanide and shame
all my limbs work on a whim so please can someone light the flame
fuck my conscience gets so nauseous every time i hear your name

so you packed your bags that night
sewed up your wings to fly 
repetition kept me quiet but i got so high
nothing new in my 
realm i guess i'm fine
that's a lie
that's a lie
that's a fucking lie

how do you sleep at night?

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trust me (prod. by redrose)

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are we alive?
our vitals do not seem to show the signs 
when we collide
we always tend to read between the lines
and think too much about each other 
worried is an understatement i could hardly muster 
if she asks i’ll surely get so flustered
that i can’t begin to think or even speak to one another 

if she
comes by
she gon prolly spend the night 
if we 
get high
don’t trip you’ll be alright

i feel like tom from myspace
when she comes back to my place
started kissin’ all on my face 
so i put her in my top 8
stop playing fucking mind games
do you love me or am I wasting
time in all the wrong places
with you on my mind babe

if she comes by
she gon make you feel alright 
if we get high
we gon smoke until we cry
if she comes by 
she gon make you feel alive
when we collide
something clicks inside my mind

i feel like tom from myspace
when she comes back to my place
started kissin’ all on my face 
so i put her in my top 8
stop playing fucking mind games
do you love me or am I wasting
time in all the wrong places
with you on my mind babe

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tom from myspace (prod. brody)

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puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

tryna stay up
sleepy lil boi tryna wake up
this life is a game & she go nuts
this game that we play got me goin' nuts
and she knows i wanna fall in love again
she don't want that
she just want some friends
hell i want some friends
get my mind of this shit
kick it staying high until i land
six tricks on my ripstick

she just wanna be friends
she been tryna keep it on the low
we stay steady swingin'
i've been in the deep end on my own
fuck all of this distance
i keep it persistent with my love
fuck all of this pain
i'm going insane
think i'm better off alone

puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

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deep end (prod. youlooktired)

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it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
(x2)

hell if i
stay inside all fucking night
where were we when our love died
getting drunk and killing time
sober mind
clouded eyes
do you believe me when i say goodbye?
sorted my things & i hopped in my ride
where are my keys did i leave them inside?
forward in time
our paths collide
i caught a glipse of you right from the side
wanted to meet but you said that you're fine
chatter my teeth when i'm nervous it's fine

it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic

alone in the attic (prod. hateful)

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why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

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go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

hey
what something you dream bout?
babe
i've been tryna figure things out
blame
myself when i come down
hate
you more when the suns down 
fake
love is all i see around
lately
you've been tryna scheme around
make
me feel like imma be around
wasted
time is all i'm seeing now
and your freckles make me stare & cry
connect the dots inside your mind
thought we complete each other
why does this shit happen every time
i think you're seeing other guys
cause you don't talk about the lies
with me lately i'm going blind
to what's happened with you & i 

and we probably could've worked out
that's not how it turned out tho
heard you're back with him again
but you say he's just a friend uhm no
lost the love i thought i had back
but it always backtracks so
guess i'm alone in the end
with a bottle and this pencil

go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

follow dj khaled's son

again (prod. dj khaled's son)

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(you said i could be anything that i aspire to be
but no one in this world could ever want to be me)

this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you
this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you

bet he drives down all the same roads we did
it's okay i just hope they're still scenic
i can't help but feel like the world is ending
why did we waste time together just pretending

stolen

prod. by @ayjd
cover art by jake clifford

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we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

with you
and i
we laugh
and we cry
and we’ll dance
till we die
cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming
compared to the shit that’s happening outside

truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out
yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south
and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out
put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth

we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

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contact (prod. ay!jd)

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she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again
i swear the weather on the coast all depends
on where we are but it’s still home in the end

i felt hopeful for once
you’ve got all of my trust
you have no clue what you’ve done
we were drowning in love
i lost myself in us
i don’t know where to go
and who to call when things get like this

my car ran outta gas
you said you could pick me up
but i feel like an asshole
offered you some cash you declined
it didn’t matter
i was full of glee and you were full of laughter
laughter and after
we went home and watched shit
turned on the tv, kickin’ back we were exhausted
flipped through channels three to thirty six while eating chex mix
couldn’t find a thing so we resorted back to netflix
till we passed out
and then i got up off of the couch
i picked you up in my arms & wiped the drool from your mouth
both half asleep but i still stumbled silently through the house
until i came upon a path that i’ve never known about
and then i saw some lights in my reflection of doubt
my conscience beheading north while my heart trips to the south
and honestly i’m feelin’ torn in which direction i route
because i believe in everything we’re building around

hope again

prod. @galvanicmusic

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i’ve got a lot to say
don’t listen to what i say
cause everything feeling that i fucking feel
is never just honest babe
never honest babe
like woah oh
i’ve been falling with the breeze so let me fucking go

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout?
cause everything is golden
i’ve been in my zone and
if you wanna roll, we can smoke it later
live inside this moment
write it & compose it
italicize & bold it to formulate a
time to recall
a door down the hall
another sort of prequel
to fit this sequel
i kinda sorta feel small
not noticed at all
until i wrote a song for it
i wrote a song for it
here’s how it goes
a bunch of weed smoke
i panic
start to feel so
sick down to my toes
i’m manic
time just feels slow
it comes and it goes
the static
is all i see though
as i decompose
how tragic

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

make it out (prod. galvanic)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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deep end (prod. youlooktired)

guardin

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