I made this instrumental and vocals & mix & cover art. Copyright 2022. Lyrics:

Catfish, filters,
needing touch but having no one else.
Old friend; hay dare,
you never told me how you felt.
bong rips; regrets
never can believe how hard I fell.
your scent - my sheets 
i still can't wash out your smell!!!!!
You left for so long.
Why'd i let you back?
i know it's so wrong.
these things i do when I'm sad.
drown all these thoughts, never thought i'd be on smack 
how can something feel so good when i know
i know, i know, it's so bad?
how can something feel so good when i know
i know that i know it's all bad¿
no love, no text
no drugs, no rest
throw up *$w0c3w3ff*
only got a little bit of hope left 
every 4X4 that goes by i think it's you,
every single lie you say i think it's true
tell me where i went wrong!
i was better when i was alone
now i'm feindin for someone
just so i can hold
onto the past, nothing can last
I'm in the bags, i think i'm trash 
why you gotta lead me like this?
why you gotta leave me like that?

(HOW CAN SOMETHING FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S SO BAD?) SAD FALSETTO rnb grim jones sc MELODIC ROCK SONG 1

HOW'S IT FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S BAD? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

You only keep what you got, by giving it away.

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Started playing again, during lock down in 2020, play bass & guitar, put together a home recording Studio set up , so everything wrote, recorded at home, got loads of idea`s, just trying to make sense of them. hope you enjoy.

HOW'S IT FEEL SO GOOD WHEN I KNOW IT'S BAD? (PROD. GRIM JONES)

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