IF I EVER WONDERED WHY

07 Oxygen

Spotify Link: https://open.spotify.com/track/4uyLA8pNKYaZjCs3YSiSoI?si=7211262134c5416d
New track I'm producing with my band from Marin County, California. Brad Curtis on Vocals, Joe Geraty on drums, Espen Skaar on bass and production

🎡Live On Spotify "Love Circus"

Central theme: freedom, understood not only as liberation from physical or social chains, but as a vital energy that flows in the blood and that no wall or mask can contain.
Lyrics:

Verse 1
Barefoot I wander on the burning line
Every shadow cracks, the night resigns
Hungry for 

Chorus
Freedom! A river roaring in my blood, fredom fredom fredom
Freedom! A bolt of lightning that splits the current, baby
Baby, baby, baby

Verse 2
No iron wall can contain such strength
no iron chain can bind his name
now off with the mask and off with the disguise

Chorus
Freedom! A river roaring in my blood
Freedom! A bolt of lightning that splits the current, baby
Baby, baby, baby

Bridge/End
And if I fall, I will not fall into the fire.
I am no longer a rebellious soul.
Who opened the doors to me? Who did I meet in that endless night?
My spirit now flies on wings of light
Freedom, freedom, freedom...

Atmosphere: part with almost mystical and desert images (“Barefoot I wander on the burning line”), which evoke a journey of transformation. Air and fire become symbolic elements of thirst, research and rebirth.

    Repeating “freedom”: it creates an effect of enchantment or liberating cry, as if it were a choir that accompanies inner liberation.

    Symbols:

        The river and the lightning: they represent the unstoppable power of freedom.

        The mask and disguise: they allude to false identities and the revelation of the authentic self.

        The chains and walls: they symbolize the constraints that the self manages to break.

    Final turning point: from the rebellious tone we move to a new inner peace: no longer a “rebel” soul that struggles, but a spirit that “flies on the wings of light”. It is the conquest not only of external freedom, but above all of inner freedom.

In summary, the passage tells a path of liberation and spiritual rebirth, with strong and almost visionary images, where the initial struggle turns into a luminous revelation.

THUNDER

Video: https://youtu.be/0iqjDjluIAU
Libros Plúmbeos 22 volumes of inscribed circular lead leaves, many letter forms were uncertain, and the texts themselves were cryptic and obscure. An investigation by the Holy Office in Rome concluded in 1682 that the Lead Books were heretical forgeries, exactly like this composition.

Del Sur

Libros Plúmbeos

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[Verse 1]
Oh, you weigh my every word
Listening but not heard
Like a prosecutor thirsting for a flaw
No context, no intent
You smile when I'm silent
Twisted when I speak
Every time I try to care
You frame it as deceit

[Pre-Chorus]
Try to meet you halfway
You just moved the line
Try to make things better
You redrew the crime
Prove that I wasn't guilty
You said let it go
But the next time you needed a villain
You staged me as the show

[Chorus]
I'm the devil in your eyes
The scapegoat for your pain
You rewrite the past just to make me wear the blame
No matter what I give
You see a hidden price
You never wanted truth, just someone to sacrifice
I'm done with the silence, the guilt, the disguise
I see it now
I'm just the devil in your eyes

[Instrumental]

[Verse 2]
You kept a ledger of offenses that only ever point one way
Didn't matter what I offered, you just kept saying that I betrayed
I watched you bend every memory to suit a new complaint
When I wouldn't play your version, you'd repay me with restraint

[Pre-Chorus]
I kept receipts, kept calm
You kept sharpening your blade
To myself, you just misunderstood
While you were busy digging my grave
Now I see the pattern
It's not confusion, it's a role
You needed someone to carry the weight so you didn't have to feel it all

[Chorus]
I'm the devil in your eyes, the one who's always wrong
You build your case with silence, then scream it loud and long
You say you want connection, but only on your terms
While you act like the one who's wounded, but I'm the one who burns
I tried, but I won't beg or apologize
I won't keep living as the devil in your eyes

Devil of your eyes Extended Verson

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One Day at a Time

Gregg Spychala