Sadeyes gave a whole new meaing to stab me in the back again lol

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lyrics:

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll

The cape winds still speak to me
And prolong my pain to condition me
I swear ill be thicked skin come tragedy
And flip pain into these broken heart  melodies

With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know 
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

But tonight
Its ok
Were just fine
And This whiskey inside of me is sun light
I can wait
For my time
But Till then I step thru landmines
But I get by
And Ill survive
When I die ill wait for u to reach my side
And I cant lie
Ive been torn up
But in time we always heal and we grow up

I trip and I fall over my own two feet
Everything described is always never what it seems
But still I look great thru this horse shit mood
But whenever I talk I fail to hide the blue

Well I guess this is how the world gets even
We could of died that night but were breathing still
Well i must believe now if I had never
Without the shelter over head were at the weathers will
But now u know I know you so much better
Then however much the person next could ever
I guess you won and still im fine with how I never will
sure he’s the sun but it dont work without the chlorophyll
With storm clouds on this windless night
I could hear the whole talk this time
Off the lake thru this pale moonlight I know
I was bound to accept this blight I know
I hold my heart in my own two hands so well
Filled with glue and duct tape I applied myself
I think Ill just save the tears for when im by myself
In my head I never guessed I would’ve lost myself

bad_weather (splashgvng x milodrama)

lyrics:

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

I made a pact with my well-being 
But I couldn’t keep me from loving u still
The eyes of creation are all seeing 
And if they see me then I’m going to hell
Still what they pour Henny for
We all so blasted I don’t think we need no more
I feel I need a breather quick
My emotions don’t match with this mixed up gin 
Keep going 
I eat that cake then I perform
U cannot smoke this a me blunt
I roll backwoods until I go tree form
Bite on my lip till it comes off
Use me however to get off
Call me whatever u see fit
But after just pick up my pieces

And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

guardin:
yeah she's sucking me dry
not in the way that i'd probably like
i was afraid to commit to her patterns
living vicariously through her life
oh
feeling like i
wasn't enough to encompass your eyes
blistering welts like a page off of thrasher
half of the shit that i do isn't wise
torch where those feelings reside
kiss on my neck as i'm gripping your thighs
love isn't cheap when it's riddled with answers
i fall asleep always questioning why
cords tangled up like a dancer
timberwood lake house just south of dubai
you make my heartbeat grow faster
palpitation till it bursts through the sky
pierce through my skin till it's all bone dry
listen to my heart beat out as I die

sewerperson:
And I know u want me but I dont mind
use me and dump me this Friday night
Bite at my body and bleed me dry
Listen to my heart beat out as I die

friday nite fun ft guardin (twentytwo)

echo w/sewerperson (sk8miles)

2025-05-02-215940649_05052025.m4a

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//自分自身を探して//
//あなたは私を見ましたか？//

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https://soundcloud.com/september11th2001

lyrics
https://genius.com/guardin-nobody-prod-by-colcaine-lyrics

music video

nobody (prod. by colcaine)

produced by @killedmyself

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

come thru to the back round 8 we could roll up spliffs
blow a little smoke but girl u gotta go round 9 gotta make music

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

girl i got plenty to lose
but why is it worrying u
im caring for u
well stop and just leave me to do what i do

girl it dont concern u
never meant to hurt u
swear my flow and all my lyrics dont say shit about u

u know im not with that shit
problems id just say it to u
they never come out when i spit
my word is as real as it gets

everybody wanna snap chat streak
i havent been on snap all week
i been fucking with the wavs all week
dont put no pressure on me

gucci red snake sweater on me
hate put no stress upon me
i got no drugs up on me
but i got some in my body

i see light at the end of the tunnel
except im not dead 
im in bed
and i sleep in the breeze from the window

i feel so alive
trust me they never could feel what im feeling
i set bars so high that they touching the ceiling
my come up is coming i know i can feel it

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move

how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

september (prod. killedmyself)

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//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

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guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics:

9TAILS:

ill be 20
next year
but i dress like im old
sitting down 
12 hours
i could swear im 
growing mold

kraft macaroni
cooking up
on the stove
i got no where else to be
but ill say i gotta go
everytime she tells me i should stay some more
ion see no drugs so fuck it gotta go

gotta go
gotta go
i gotta go

not a single hour lately i dont wanna roll
not a single meal i wouldnt finish with a smoke
never touch a bogie and i put that on my soul
but i light so many woods its like a bought a pack of smokes

like i bought a pack of newports
living life like its a crash course
living life like theres a second try
i know u will but i dont think ill die
so im giving everything a try
whered u get it and how much it cost
how much of it cause an overdose

i dont wanna die but ill get close
how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes
fuck love i feel it getting old

guccihighwaters:

ill be 20 next year but i feel like im dead
i look like im 12 and my hair is a mess
flip the stack just like a tech deck
i ain’t smokin gas but if i did it would be septic

im fuckin ballin’
they tryna intercept it
they just get crossed up
like an intersection
y’all my sons
like i broke the contraceptive
she lackin vitiman D 
so she swallowed my erection

must be my aesthetic
shawty gimme neck
but it feel like anesthetic
i can’t feel my chest shit
my heart beatin fast
think it’s cardiac arrest bitch

woah big words i think i need a dictionary 
words inducing images but this ain’t pictionary
write in the morning
record in the evening
day in the life
but i breathe for no reason
by the way girl i gotta go
i just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

plus its cold out i think i see some snow
hopefully it sticks so i can stay inside alone
but

BOTH:

how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - gtg (prod. notmorgn)

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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trafalgar (prod. by hateful)

prod. by @tothegood

lyrics
--------
i feel naked
baby i was your replacement
roll a blunt don't face it
pass it off to me, i'm faded 
i won't make it
stand alone on my phone, don't trace it
driftin' in the water i'm floating
you left me for dead unloading

it's times like these i wish i wasn't insecure
wish i was a little more
wish i had the patience to erase the water from the shore
lift it to the clouds and get a taste of what i'm looking for
this was never easy 
fall asleep alone to raindrops on my tv
the sorcerer's are getting stoned i rented it in 3D
i've been staring at my phone just hoping that you see me

cause i can't see myself
i've got no reflection when reflecting on my health no
sever what i felt
loving you was deeper than just taking off my belt
i could write a million bars about you like i do
but that won't change the fact that i'm alone and so are you
missing what we had is something i will always do
and the weight is on my chest cause i'm a pessimistic dude

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naked (prod. by tothegood)

prod. by @4evrgone

lyrics
--------
lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

suffer alone until you get a grip 
until the acid drips 
from your eyes to your lips 
find your way out of all the shit you cause 
you can not hit pause
this is your monologue 
and i don't really feel like
you get me so let me just fucking live life
my patience is wasted because i'm too nice
fake friends take advantage i know it's happened twice 
like
they don't really care 
i'm fully aware 
baby don't you dare 
i've been looking at the way you look at him you stare
i'm not throwing up i'm just in need of fucking air 

lower than low you fucking piece of shit
you're nothing more than a kid
just something i wanna rid 
& i confess that i care too much
about everyone 
you're the weight that's pulling on my lungs  

i've been patient starting fires 
burning higher than before 
i've been patient growing tired 
of the lump that's in my throat

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useless (prod. by 4evr)

prod. by @lilsadeyes
feat. @lilsadeyes

lyrics
--------
sadeyes
------------
juliet i miss you so
you were my angel
now i'm all alone
one more scar
i've grown so dark
push that dagger straight
through my heart again

guardin
------------
stab me in the back again
blood stained polo cardigan
wasted fuck it i'll relapse
burning all the photographs
i can remember the smell of your hair
the smoke on your clothes lingers throughout the air
he doesn't love you like you think he can
fornicating in the back of his van

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codename juliet (feat. sadeyes)(prod. by sadeyes)

prod. by @partysmartie

lyrics
--------
lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

there's a ghost inside my bedroom 
at least i'm not alone but i can just pretend to
be awake with everything that i attend to
or sleep the day away & probably offend you 
i don't wanna waste another minute 
i can see the voices in your head don't wanna listen
the light reflects the glass you turn to dust & start to glisten 
kissin' you inside your bed is something i've been fuckin' missing
 
at night I turn my fears into my art 
crept inside my chest & ripped my beating heart apart 
i'll be wheezing coughing up their blood my demons will depart
imma add em up & drag em to the basement where i start
fix myself with bandages and roaches from last week
i've been searching for a purpose in some sugar coated sweets 
take a swisher & i crack it in the middle of the street
i could spark another thirty i'm not leavin' till i peak

lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

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by the creek (prod. by partysmartie)

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

prod LCS
https://youtube.com/LCSprod

lyrics
--------
i try so fucking hard to relax
but every time i try i relapse
sip whiskey till i fucking feel it
my head is fucked i hope you see that

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relax (prod. LCS)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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