I listen to your music everyday , i support you on all other social media, im truly a big fan of u man. Ur music is art

it's type of songs that i would have in my dreams and really want to listen after that night

still one of the greatest songs ive ever heard

Been listening for so many years yet keep finding new gems, love ur music guardin, come tour UK

lyrics
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it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
(x2)

hell if i
stay inside all fucking night
where were we when our love died
getting drunk and killing time
sober mind
clouded eyes
do you believe me when i say goodbye?
sorted my things & i hopped in my ride
where are my keys did i leave them inside?
forward in time
our paths collide
i caught a glipse of you right from the side
wanted to meet but you said that you're fine
chatter my teeth when i'm nervous it's fine

it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic

follow hateful

alone in the attic (prod. hateful)

lyrics
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(you said i could be anything that i aspire to be
but no one in this world could ever want to be me)

this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you
this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you

bet he drives down all the same roads we did
it's okay i just hope they're still scenic
i can't help but feel like the world is ending
why did we waste time together just pretending

stolen

prod. by @ayjd
cover art by jake clifford

lyrics
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we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

with you
and i
we laugh
and we cry
and we’ll dance
till we die
cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming
compared to the shit that’s happening outside

truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out
yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south
and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out
put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth

we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

follow ay!jd

contact (prod. ay!jd)

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
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what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

prod. @galvanicmusic

lyrics
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i’ve got a lot to say
don’t listen to what i say
cause everything feeling that i fucking feel
is never just honest babe
never honest babe
like woah oh
i’ve been falling with the breeze so let me fucking go

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout?
cause everything is golden
i’ve been in my zone and
if you wanna roll, we can smoke it later
live inside this moment
write it & compose it
italicize & bold it to formulate a
time to recall
a door down the hall
another sort of prequel
to fit this sequel
i kinda sorta feel small
not noticed at all
until i wrote a song for it
i wrote a song for it
here’s how it goes
a bunch of weed smoke
i panic
start to feel so
sick down to my toes
i’m manic
time just feels slow
it comes and it goes
the static
is all i see though
as i decompose
how tragic

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

make it out (prod. galvanic)

prod. riley knapp

lyrics
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have you ever had a night like this before
we’re just walking but it feels like so much more
have you ever had a night like this before
have you ever had a
have you ever had a

have you ever seen a street so fucking bright
illuminating architecture all throughout the night
december weather feels like august maybe mid july
it’s our adventure we could do anything that you’d like
pull me closer i’ve been craving you
oh me oh my
i stole a kiss or maybe two it’s hard to memorize
i fall for you more everyday you leave me mesmerized
my heart is sewn onto my shirt for you to crystallize

turquoise inside my pocket it’s a good luck charm
you touch lingers leaves the hair sticking up on my arm
that’s okay baby no really please don’t be alarmed
cause one touch from you to me could never do no harm
you’re the calm after the storm
and if you’re cold i’ll keep you warm
just trust in me & how we form
together in the sheets
we tangle tight & then i swore i asked you

have you ever had a night like this before
we’re just walking but it feels like so much more
have you ever had a night like this before
have you ever had a
have you ever had a

luminary (prod. riley knapp)

lyrics
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i’m crossing out my problems off the list in my brain
if my blood spills onto the carpet we gon wash out the stains
and if the ceiling starts to crumble we could move to LA
ain’t nothing here to keep us balanced cept the liquor & pain

she says she loves me but she don’t believe half of what i say
and i confess it’s fucking tragic but i built it that way
off of the times i was impulsive let my grip slip astray
i started smoking once again just to get rid of the pain
it’s okay
i breathe in
you breathe out
we lie here thinking bout
everything all around
so alert to all sound
the knocks on the windows the floors always creek
so we take a lil peak & get back in the sheets
it’s a whole nother world in this valley of streets
but we choose to embrace all that we cannot see so

we swim for miles while the sky is fading
breathe in like fires in the air just waiting
i won’t be back home soon
i’ll be falling out the window
(x2)

falling out the window

lyrics
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overthinking is a sickness
hopeful that you’ll get this
hope it reaches you
and your death doesn’t dismiss it
flask full of some liquid
eyes fixed on a misfit
i can hear footsteps from
someone in the distance
and they call your name
as you sink and fall into your grave

optimistic is this witness
life too short to risk it
you’ve got the potential
to make better decisions
i thought i could ditch this
skin suit from existence
ascend to higher realms
in a search for more consistence
and then i saw nothing
and fought until god caved

output

ft. @itschasm
prod. @curtainss x @its-naawoj

lyrics
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remember when they said we wouldn't strive
but we wrote it out & cracked the fucking code
remember when we lost our fucking minds
so sedated shit but now we on the road
yeah now we on the road
heading out on tour the journey just began
i ain't ever done this shit before the pressure comin in
and if we comin' to your city hope you catch me if you can
they've been asking how i did it but the answer is a plan

so i slipped into the void & let that shit just free my mind
threw my clothes inside a suitcase one month after i got signed
independence gave me purpose and my team always aligned
i put my heart into this music left everything else behind
and if you wondering about me i guess i've been doing fine
found knowledge inside my compass on interstate 95
from florida to philadelphia smoking palm in the pines
my purpose is proving to you what's possible within time
with a conscience so fucking heavy and everything on the line
you'll lose yourself in the midst always noted of all the signs
too focused on criticism opinions of the divine
my art is a fucking vessel ventriloquisting my spine

remember when we cut the line & said we with the band
had a bottle of some henny & we shaking lots of hands
yeah this is so unusual but fuck it here's the plan
we gon sip another claw and play some ceelo in the van
play some ceelo in the van 
then we post it on the gram
life is but a dream when you've been feelin like the man
i'll wake up tomorrow different city different fans
i've been dreaming about this shit since the day i learned to stand

and i wake up take a puff of the pen
me and bro were smokin tryna ascend
to the clouds
different shows
different towns
different lives that i see
different vibes that i read
hope i make my life just like my dreams
i don’t care if i go to extremes
it’s inside my genes so it seems
so imma be best and surpass with my team

on the road (ft. chas m) (prod. curtains x naawoj)

ft. @sewerperson x @lilnarnia
prod. @youlooktiredx

lyrics
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wish i would’ve stayed in my bed
put all my dreams in my nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath
(x2)

looks like you’ve got nothing done
your value is lost
oh what have you become
the critic inside you is holding a gun
to your head one false move and the chamber is spun
i’m a fake to myself live uncomfortably numb
mechanism for coping is biting my tongue
i’ve lost focus in all this sought solace in sun-
-light is burning my eyes which direction is it coming from
stupid thoughts hault my momentum run from everyone
and everything ignore your friends & family it’s fun
i stopped caring so damn long ago zero to one
i commentate my complications constantly i’m done

wish i would’ve stayed in my bed
put all my dreams in my nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath
(x2)

you cannot hurt me
but she gon break me down into a fine pulp
this shit taste like chicken i can barely tell its asphalt
sumn creep up behind me when i turn around its no one
she could rip my face from off my body and its my fault
pause
she dont really mean it she just do it for the applause
i choose not to believe it all of a sudden i am calm
im convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts
i just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going
girl can u tell me whats up
i cant read ur face when u got ur walls up
look out on the lake u could see it light up
its even better in the winter u should try to come up

seems like summer never started
haven’t left my apartment in months
why can’t I just get you out
keep screaming with my head down
feels like nothing is an option
and im always exhausted
tryna pull myself together
check my phone and its december whatever
wish i would’ve stayed youda liked that
put all my dreams in a nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath

yeah
she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again

willow ave (ft. sewerperson x lil narnia) (prod. youlooktired)

lyrics
--------
i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

cuba lake

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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