s/o chxse bank
rip summer
got some new shit for y'all real soon
<3

august (prod. chxse bank)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

prod. by @ayjd
cover art by jake clifford

lyrics
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we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

with you
and i
we laugh
and we cry
and we’ll dance
till we die
cause the rate that we’re moving’s alarming
compared to the shit that’s happening outside

truthfully the talk about the virus freak me out
yeah eleven thousand people died this shit is heading south
and if the world is gonna end by august please just hear me out
put some optimism in & take your fingers out your mouth

we’ll drive into the sunset
my fingers and your thigh make contact
i could’ve swore you packed your contacts
in your backpack
right next to bottle of the cognac
this song is just a concept
of everything i’ve ever wanted
i wish the month right now was august
moving out west on a quest
for a life that offers all this

follow ay!jd

contact (prod. ay!jd)

lyrics
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she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again
i swear the weather on the coast all depends
on where we are but it’s still home in the end

i felt hopeful for once
you’ve got all of my trust
you have no clue what you’ve done
we were drowning in love
i lost myself in us
i don’t know where to go
and who to call when things get like this

my car ran outta gas
you said you could pick me up
but i feel like an asshole
offered you some cash you declined
it didn’t matter
i was full of glee and you were full of laughter
laughter and after
we went home and watched shit
turned on the tv, kickin’ back we were exhausted
flipped through channels three to thirty six while eating chex mix
couldn’t find a thing so we resorted back to netflix
till we passed out
and then i got up off of the couch
i picked you up in my arms & wiped the drool from your mouth
both half asleep but i still stumbled silently through the house
until i came upon a path that i’ve never known about
and then i saw some lights in my reflection of doubt
my conscience beheading north while my heart trips to the south
and honestly i’m feelin’ torn in which direction i route
because i believe in everything we’re building around

hope again

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
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what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

prod. @galvanicmusic

lyrics
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i’ve got a lot to say
don’t listen to what i say
cause everything feeling that i fucking feel
is never just honest babe
never honest babe
like woah oh
i’ve been falling with the breeze so let me fucking go

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

i said we could fucking make it out
grabbed me by the face & kissed me
then we started making out
i was listening to dgd & it was raining out
voices in my head been asking what are you complaining bout?
cause everything is golden
i’ve been in my zone and
if you wanna roll, we can smoke it later
live inside this moment
write it & compose it
italicize & bold it to formulate a
time to recall
a door down the hall
another sort of prequel
to fit this sequel
i kinda sorta feel small
not noticed at all
until i wrote a song for it
i wrote a song for it
here’s how it goes
a bunch of weed smoke
i panic
start to feel so
sick down to my toes
i’m manic
time just feels slow
it comes and it goes
the static
is all i see though
as i decompose
how tragic

let me go
let me go
i’ve been tryna find the road
if you get up in my whip with me
we’ll head to my abode
so baby whatchu doin i just wanna go home
i could scoop you like whenever
take you back home in the morn like
we we we we we could fucking make it out (x4)

make it out (prod. galvanic)

lyrics
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i’m crossing out my problems off the list in my brain
if my blood spills onto the carpet we gon wash out the stains
and if the ceiling starts to crumble we could move to LA
ain’t nothing here to keep us balanced cept the liquor & pain

she says she loves me but she don’t believe half of what i say
and i confess it’s fucking tragic but i built it that way
off of the times i was impulsive let my grip slip astray
i started smoking once again just to get rid of the pain
it’s okay
i breathe in
you breathe out
we lie here thinking bout
everything all around
so alert to all sound
the knocks on the windows the floors always creek
so we take a lil peak & get back in the sheets
it’s a whole nother world in this valley of streets
but we choose to embrace all that we cannot see so

we swim for miles while the sky is fading
breathe in like fires in the air just waiting
i won’t be back home soon
i’ll be falling out the window
(x2)

falling out the window

ft. @itschasm
prod. @curtainss x @its-naawoj

lyrics
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remember when they said we wouldn't strive
but we wrote it out & cracked the fucking code
remember when we lost our fucking minds
so sedated shit but now we on the road
yeah now we on the road
heading out on tour the journey just began
i ain't ever done this shit before the pressure comin in
and if we comin' to your city hope you catch me if you can
they've been asking how i did it but the answer is a plan

so i slipped into the void & let that shit just free my mind
threw my clothes inside a suitcase one month after i got signed
independence gave me purpose and my team always aligned
i put my heart into this music left everything else behind
and if you wondering about me i guess i've been doing fine
found knowledge inside my compass on interstate 95
from florida to philadelphia smoking palm in the pines
my purpose is proving to you what's possible within time
with a conscience so fucking heavy and everything on the line
you'll lose yourself in the midst always noted of all the signs
too focused on criticism opinions of the divine
my art is a fucking vessel ventriloquisting my spine

remember when we cut the line & said we with the band
had a bottle of some henny & we shaking lots of hands
yeah this is so unusual but fuck it here's the plan
we gon sip another claw and play some ceelo in the van
play some ceelo in the van 
then we post it on the gram
life is but a dream when you've been feelin like the man
i'll wake up tomorrow different city different fans
i've been dreaming about this shit since the day i learned to stand

and i wake up take a puff of the pen
me and bro were smokin tryna ascend
to the clouds
different shows
different towns
different lives that i see
different vibes that i read
hope i make my life just like my dreams
i don’t care if i go to extremes
it’s inside my genes so it seems
so imma be best and surpass with my team

on the road (ft. chas m) (prod. curtains x naawoj)

ft. @sewerperson x @lilnarnia
prod. @youlooktiredx

lyrics
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wish i would’ve stayed in my bed
put all my dreams in my nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath
(x2)

looks like you’ve got nothing done
your value is lost
oh what have you become
the critic inside you is holding a gun
to your head one false move and the chamber is spun
i’m a fake to myself live uncomfortably numb
mechanism for coping is biting my tongue
i’ve lost focus in all this sought solace in sun-
-light is burning my eyes which direction is it coming from
stupid thoughts hault my momentum run from everyone
and everything ignore your friends & family it’s fun
i stopped caring so damn long ago zero to one
i commentate my complications constantly i’m done

wish i would’ve stayed in my bed
put all my dreams in my nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath
(x2)

you cannot hurt me
but she gon break me down into a fine pulp
this shit taste like chicken i can barely tell its asphalt
sumn creep up behind me when i turn around its no one
she could rip my face from off my body and its my fault
pause
she dont really mean it she just do it for the applause
i choose not to believe it all of a sudden i am calm
im convinced they hate me but they lock it in their thoughts
i just need some reassurance here and there to keep me going
girl can u tell me whats up
i cant read ur face when u got ur walls up
look out on the lake u could see it light up
its even better in the winter u should try to come up

seems like summer never started
haven’t left my apartment in months
why can’t I just get you out
keep screaming with my head down
feels like nothing is an option
and im always exhausted
tryna pull myself together
check my phone and its december whatever
wish i would’ve stayed youda liked that
put all my dreams in a nightstand
you said i changed with your eyes red
whispered okay under my breath

yeah
she makes home feel like a home in my head
and when i’m with her i feel hope again

willow ave (ft. sewerperson x lil narnia) (prod. youlooktired)

lyrics
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i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

cuba lake

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
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hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

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