I listen to your music everyday , i support you on all other social media, im truly a big fan of u man. Ur music is art

it's type of songs that i would have in my dreams and really want to listen after that night

still one of the greatest songs ive ever heard

Been listening for so many years yet keep finding new gems, love ur music guardin, come tour UK

Through the Badlands

lyrics
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are you sleeping are you dead?
this the interlude that you listen to in bed
cut the pillow talk you aint gettin in my head
there's a quarter million things that i rather leave unsaid
wait wait one minute gotta find my pair of slides
are we smokin outback are we steppin in the ride
might toss you the keys i can't drive it if i'm fried
turn the radio on shit that's me i'm world wide
shit changed not me tho dude
i've been sippin bombay with a birds eye view
tryna kick it at the crib with a long ass queue
you remember all the days we smoked outta old blue?
yeah i miss that shit
rippin bongs all day in a kickass fit
with my dogs all blazed taking big ass hits
push my soul to the edge like it's soul cal 6

are you listening to this?
it's another track from the dude that never miss
is it coincidental fragmental how we fix
up our issues misusing the substances that make us sick
kick the bucket i chuck it so you can't see it when it lands
if this poet got hella potent we puffin twenty grams
save the eight for a rainy day when you feelin hella bad
it's the artisan mr cardigan best you ever had
do not take it serious
this the one fun track
do not get delirious
cereal i eat it it's a spoon fed experience
yeah i thought that line was hilarious
but we headin back to the project
get a couple lines in
bout some motherfuckers
who can barely get their lines read
arch nemesis you a clown with your eyes red
bozo the bitch you just mad you ain't widespread

one minute

lyrics
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raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

you're taking me out of it
out of the rain but the clouds will remain
yeah you're taking me out of it
god i'm ashamed of who i became
yeah the face is anonymous
but i can detect based upon dialect
cause he still stays synonymous
to me because we are the same entity
disembody him

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

awaken the audience
cause i've got a show & it's ready to go
yeah awaken the audience
the curtains hang low so pull em back slow 
is his character obvious
developing woes as he tips on his toes
tryna bottle his rowdiness
with a grip his soul i can feel him let go
he's victorious

raindrops come to life
i told you a million times
some obsess & some are nice
come inside come inside
raindrops come to life
i called you so mortified
it pushed up in your weary mind
come inside come inside

stratus

lyrics
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i'm in the backseat with my bros
we've been on the road
hittin' potholes in the sprinter van
i'm leanin' out the window
breeze all in my coat
you were on my mind before this began
and if truth truly be told
when i'm all alone
i scroll on my phone tryna reminisce
it don't matter where we go
i just hope you know
you the one thing that i always miss

you the one thing that i always miss (x4)

started up in buffalo
new york kinda cold
but i call it home and i always will
crossin over the rainbow
bridge to toronto
gettin' kinda snacky so we hit no frills
bout to play another show
pack it up and go
capturing the glow while the city still
captivated to and fro
me & all my bros
how the fuck is any of this really real?

really real
really real
i used to struggle tryna figure how i really feel
i made a song or two about it made me really feel
like i was less alone in all this honestly it healed me
i remember making beats up at my moms
thinking one day imma make it out the house with all these songs
simple times but drastic measures picked me up and made me strong
now i'm writing all these words and sitting right where i belong

i'm in the backseat with my bros
we've been on the road
hittin' potholes in the sprinter van
i'm leanin' out the window
breeze all in my coat
you were on my mind before this began
and if truth truly be told
when i'm all alone
i scroll on my phone tryna reminisce
it don't matter where we go
i just hope you know
you the one thing that i always miss

you the one thing that i always miss (x4)

potholes

lyrics
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kill me
take me out of my own misery
baby you know that you miss me
baby i know that you miss me
i don't want this to be simply
put but i miss you so dearly
i just want you to be with me
i just want you to be with me

projecting my thoughts on the ceiling
i watched as the paint started peeling
it couldn't withstand all the weight i'm afraid it's too late
now the structures revealing
the stars beyond boards in the distance
i reach to the sky for assistance
but heaven is lightyears away and the sky's rather gray
so i think that i missed it
i sit & i ponder bout whether
i'm able to predict the weather
cause if i am capable of it 
my dearly beloved we'd belong together
but that's only half of the story
i wish i could soak up the glory
but anxiety's got a grip on my shoulders
and shit i don't know if i'm sorry

and they say you miss all of the shots that you don't ever take
so i've been photographing every moment spent while i'm awake
i'm a critic my worst enemy my hours decimate
i'm afraid of running out of time it's hard to explicate
expediting life expectancies like how much can i take
i set standards while i drown myself compile all the weight
this discography's disgusting i'm ashamed of all i make
but this sequel subsequently pieced together all the breaks
breaking down inside my bedroom nothing new upon my plate
repetitious vicious cycles i'll recycle all my hate
channel every fucking ounce back towards myself oh what a waste
god if i could only disappear without a single trace

it'd be bliss
i would not be missed
they pretend they like you you disgusting piece of shit
salvage all the cargo from this busted rustic ship
so i can sail away upon whatever i equipped

phantom's return

lyrics
--------
please don't go
i've been swaying to & fro
i've been waiting all alone
in the dark without your glow
so please don't go
i'm afraid you'll never show
i'll abandon all i know
if it keeps us both afloat
  
the worst part
being a misfit
is that you misfit
amongst the misfits
unless you try your
hardest to fit in
what is the mission
what are you missing
i hate the distance
between my heart and my home
it feels like every place i've roamed has left me feeling alone
i think a lot about the ways that i could leave but i don't
cause i've got lots to fucking say in all these things that i wrote
i pass the blunt to my bro
he's sick of feeling the same
we put another in rotation just to ease all our pain
it's evident that our intent is reinventing our names
a break is needed when you grieving off what's lost in the flames
and i've got lots of fucking reasons to cement what i say
you pay a penny for my thoughts a couple more for the train
we heading north up to new york i'll talk to you the whole way
we'll trade some music for some memories that pass through the day
so please don't go
please don't go

the pines

lyrics:

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

I was once someone I could look up too
U would not like me if u knew just what I go through 
 Sober late nights is what I never do
Two 5ths deep I wake up and I am brand new
Im decaying in health
And still I reject help
I pour liquor in my mouth and say 
Here’s to those who dont make it out

On this pull out couch
I am spinning round
This the most fucked up
I had ever been
I know were not on good terms
But Could we try again
Its not me talking baby its the medicine
I won’t take no more of this cheap shots
How would u feel if I was with a grease box
Im out of line baby I need higher dosage
Patio lights hit my face as I blow spliffs

pull-out couch (xlhc x fantasycamp)

lyrics:

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist
 
Back home in this snow storm mid December
Troop left and I morned in this stormy weather
I made sure to be on for them all spring
U See the sewage but u dont know what the fox brings
Im surprised u made a solid effort
But I waste u and I play around inside the remnants 
Felt my words leave ur mouth while u coughing
Oh im sad when I need to kill an offspring
Loose in the moonlight
Dirt leaves and a black sky
I told you to kill me
Now I watch u lose your life
I pray that u hear me
From up inside paradise
I pray that u heal me
I wish instead I died
Drowned
Somewhere in the lake
I start growing bloated from this water in my veins
Still safe from the fire
Back at where we stayed
I left home but I cant forget the place
Oh Im tearing up
Proud
Not upon my name
U can take a picture but just leave me out the frame
I dont wanna be found
Rather be erased
Even now she remember my face
Oh im tearing up

Hot tongues in the mix in the inn at night
In the lobby I will change for my cinderella
It all changed when I thought about the u and I
It all changed six months ago come this mid September
Front bangs hit my chest when we sleep at night
We roll ups wood and get some  lower eyes
How I feel against u how I wanna die
I swear ill be urs till im a poltergeist

Cinderella (branwen)

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//私に戻って来てください//

follow young taylor

fate (prod. by young taylor)

featuring @guardinmusic

produced by @haruhijinju

lyrics:

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied
foward to mine
we could unwind
horror movies blueberry weed
grind it up and just save the seeds
get ur thighs on top of me
make butterflies like caterpee
hella wet like goldeen
i could swear you were made for me
sweat it out burn calories

emo punk shawty
you could sit by my side
like the way your mascari
flying off into the night
when we flying thru the city
got ur socks knee high
u just know how to get me
body suit mom jeans hair tied

emo punk shawty ft. guardin (prod. haruhi)

produced by jurrivh and syndrome

lyrics:
no one really put enough work this season
cold wind woes my toes been freezing
midnight meeting all these demons
round me i feel like a heathen
blood keep flowing
mouth keep bleeding
words keep spilling out her mouth you shouldnt trust her in the evening
shawty got too fucked now everybody know about my secrets
everybody seen my demons
nobody real to me now
every word got double meanings
that just not how im coming
lost too many friends in a weekend
48 in the home im fiending
quick 5 get em in they feelings
quick five
tongue tied
talking bout my life more than me and its mine
when they cant start that wave they hop onto mine
hit me directly they text me expect a reply
bitch wouldnt you press me with your eyes directly on mine
aggressive voice game set match
i just might bring that back
how fucking hard i gotta go
to stop them from sending guitar beat packs
how hard the track gotta slap
to stop you from calling me sad
how much i gotta evolve
at this point i swear id avoid ultra balls
chill out a bit
when you get speaking im dodging the spit
allergic to lying im dodging that shit
marijuana scent is filling the whip
alchohol bring out the deepest of feelings
truth is brought out by bacardi and shit
she getting sloshed it start with a sip
but
shawty got too fucked now everybody know about my secrets
everybody seen my demons
nobody real to me now
every word got double meanings
that just not how im coming
lost too many friends in a weekend
48 in the home im fiending
quick 5 get em in they feelings
quick five
quick five
chilling with the guys
im fried
biscket side
too high 
fall back down from the sky
4:20 free fall
like felix
shooter got steel like steelix
pressure make you crack need heals need blistex
picking out bros who gotta go
cleaning team like windex
baby whats good with me
hate dont get thru to me
bad bitch from a movie scene
fendie belt flossed up casually
this life is new to me
this petty bullshit is old to me
eat pussy like grocerys
what more do you want from me
ion ever cry real tears
ion ever cry fake tears
way back in the stc
with old me crushing out blunts with the peers
getty way down by sherbourne
cashed down on henny lets reach it
bad bitch 5 shots she leaning
looks like
shawty got too fucked now everybody know about my secrets
everybody seen my demons
nobody real to me now
every word got double meanings
that just not how im coming
lost too many friends in a weekend
48 in the home im fiending
quick 5 get em in they feelings
quick five

quick five (prod. jurrivh & syndrome)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
--------
addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

follow taylor morgan

addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

produced by 9TAILS

fragile mind
I'll find a way inside I know
let her ride
bring the heat until the drive is white snow
you can't cry
and spring that guilt on me I hope you know
I don't lie
I'm just speaking different truths on the low

lemme go
friends step in show girlie to the door
whole scene started moving slow-mo
I thought we got her out
but she just hit me for her phone
enough about phones
fuck a phone
my love meant nothing if I didn't give you passcodes
going through my bag when I'm stoned
who is it that you think I'm tryna bone
oh no I can barely text you back
let alone hoes
let alone bros
even my own family barely catch me before the tone
they think I got cold
think I got a stained soul
really I'm just tryna mix these vocals to the beat
it's about the only time I go airplane mode
never left my country far as airplanes go
I got people hitting me to book paid shows
no passport guess I'll reach the venue on a boat
lake Ontario could take me to Buffalo
the waters hella cold this time of year so I don't know
still I hit you with the news right away
but you just brush it off no "wow, thats great"
no "can't believe your passion is the way you're getting cake"
even if you did hype it it would feel fake
it would feel so played out
too custom made
acting like I made it there'd be nothing you could make
god damn

fragile mind
I'll find a way inside I know
let her ride
bring the heat until the drive is white snow
you can't cry
and spring that guilt on me I hope you know
I don't lie
I'm just speaking different truths on the low

thankyou for listening

fragile

super_sonic (tundra beats)

lyrics
--------
puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

tryna stay up
sleepy lil boi tryna wake up
this life is a game & she go nuts
this game that we play got me goin' nuts
and she knows i wanna fall in love again
she don't want that
she just want some friends
hell i want some friends
get my mind of this shit
kick it staying high until i land
six tricks on my ripstick

she just wanna be friends
she been tryna keep it on the low
we stay steady swingin'
i've been in the deep end on my own
fuck all of this distance
i keep it persistent with my love
fuck all of this pain
i'm going insane
think i'm better off alone

puttin' up her defense
she just tryna be friends
swimmin' in the deep end on my own
we've been steady skeemin'
stayin' up all weekend
i cannot stop thinkin' bout you though 
coronas and seagrams
drinkin' em all season
i feel like you're leavin' me alone
what we do is frequent
irrational creepin'
swimmin' in the creek tryna stay afloat

follow youlooktired

deep end (prod. youlooktired)

lyrics
--------
i’m crossing out my problems off the list in my brain
if my blood spills onto the carpet we gon wash out the stains
and if the ceiling starts to crumble we could move to LA
ain’t nothing here to keep us balanced cept the liquor & pain

she says she loves me but she don’t believe half of what i say
and i confess it’s fucking tragic but i built it that way
off of the times i was impulsive let my grip slip astray
i started smoking once again just to get rid of the pain
it’s okay
i breathe in
you breathe out
we lie here thinking bout
everything all around
so alert to all sound
the knocks on the windows the floors always creek
so we take a lil peak & get back in the sheets
it’s a whole nother world in this valley of streets
but we choose to embrace all that we cannot see so

we swim for miles while the sky is fading
breathe in like fires in the air just waiting
i won’t be back home soon
i’ll be falling out the window
(x2)

falling out the window

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

music video

barefoot (prod. lil biscuit x guala beatz)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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