I find it concerning how accurately I relate to this song

this may just be the best song made by guardin aside from alive

Why are these next four lines exactly about me???

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//私を保存する
//見せて

ＬＹＲＩＣＳ
https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

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//私に戻って来てください//

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fate (prod. by young taylor)

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//私がいなくなったら後悔するよ//

i wanted to release a lil' something for you guys as a thank you for everything you've done for me. a year ago, i was just a kid in my bedroom trying to figure out himself. fucking around with beats all day, smoking weed all night. i was depressed. hell, i'm still depressed & sometimes it feels like i don't know myself anymore, but this music has been the only thing that has made complete sense to me since the start & to know i'm helping you guys all whilst you help me is beyond beautiful. i'm so lucky to be where i'm at today. to be alive with all of you in my life. don't ever tell yourself that you won't amount to anything cause you're worth much more than you'll tell yourself & i promise once you find something you're truly passionate about and you dive deep into it, you'll feel a sense of purpose. there you'll find happiness. don't ever give up on yourself. i won't give up on you.

i love you

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fly (prod. by covinos)

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//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

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photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

prod. by @caspr

lyrics
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flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

death is rolling through the wind
hyperactive like a kid without the rittalin
sip 40s till i sink into my seat
transportation elevate so i can't feel my feet
cloudy in my head
i think the lighter fluid lit my lucid visions from my bed 
i sit and ponder bout the water that i'm drinking from my sink
will it calcify and justify the feelings that i think?
probably not but that's a fucking headline
heading to the shore without a cure for all my deadlines
subtweeting my enemies but they're just merely enzymes
i know that you love me but you love him too & that's fine
(not really but)
i should probably go
zippin up my coat i spark a blunt under the snow
woah 
i just blew an o
stepped into a portal
i'm immortal now the goat & then i

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

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flatline (prod. by caspr)

prod. by @producedbyaidan
feat. @qawikamri

lyrics
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drive down 
it's warmer out now 
my frown is always so embracive
i found 
pictures of us 
deep down inside the depths of my basement 

but this is not an accurate 
depiction of us cause you just treated me like shit
smile for the camera & take another hit
cause my only source of happiness is rollin' up a spliff
burning photographs
like fuck the past
like fuck whoever told you we weren't meant to last
killing time again 
like it's my only friend 
like i'm dying but i'm lying 
cause i'm breathing in

you could wear me like a sweater 
you can call me like whenever 
baby i can't change the weather 
i'm sorry but i'm tryna get better
i'm tryna get
maybe we deserve better 
maybe i'm a go getter
i'm still on her header 
nineteen when i met her 
i couldn't forget her 
i couldn't

qawi kamri
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so sad that you burnt down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing
i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

please let me erase everything inside my mind
wish that I was fucking fine
like when i said i was fine
for the public i smile but in private i cry 
I just keep it all inside

it's been 3 years since i met you
all that i know is that i miss you
in every stranger's face all i see is you
can you tell me what i mean to you
now all i feel is sorrow
gonna burn all our photos
you stole my heart not borrow
i think better off mono

so sad that you burn down everything
you're mad now you don't mean a fucking thing
oh god drama is the shit you always bring
you used to be the reason why i always sing

i really want to forget you
you don't know what i go through
i really wish that you knew
now you're just a girl i used to talk to

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forget it (feat. Qawi Kamri)(prod. by aidan)

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//新しい最低//

s/o @lilsadeyes
this one is 4 u

lyrics
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fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

diss tracks are a no go
guardin fucking snapped in half i swear i'm loco
that girl got my hoodie in her photo
nobody want a cap with your logo
it's funny how they think they know you well   
replicate my sound and watch your music start to sell
you bite all the homies that you talk to on your cell
and i guarentee they're plotting on your vacation to hell
reapin' what you sell
or reapin' what you sow
betchu never met a soul as crooked as your own
pocket all those compliments and hit the fucking road
cause i ain't tryna tune into the second episode

no second episode
i'm too fucking high for this i think i gotta go
i'd do anything for you to leave me all alone
you're a fucking nuisance from your head down to your toes

fake friends fake love when they snap you
six grams in the blunt imma pass you
get high with your guy if he asks you
don't lie say goodbye if you have to
i don't really like the way you talk to me
talking out your ass so much you're shittin' right in front of me
i can see it in your eyes the fans are whatchu want from me
fake is in your dna as your girl is all over me

stop fucking with my head
make me feel at fault when i gave you a proper bed
saved you from the rain and you just go & start again
haven't felt at home since the minute that you said
shit about me hittin' up my ex
shit about the way i deal with every ounce of stress
shit about another act when all you do is flex
or the shit about the girl i thought i loved and was obsessed with
real friends don't fuck around and lie
i can see you're just another clown in a disguise
i thought we were brothers till the end like do or die
but your actions speak against it evidence that you don't try

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fake (prod. by canis major)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
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addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

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addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

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ＤＥＳＴＲＯＹ　ＥＡＣＨ　ＯＴＨＥＲ？

//私たちは病気です//

tysm to @jvbeats666 for creating this beauty with me
go show him some luv 

lyrics
--------
whiskey pour another cup
nothing like the feeling of getting so fucked up
off the last lost breath of a lover that you once
had but she ran with a man much better than yourself
i think i need help
i think i can touch the sky & grip orion's belt
taking off my vans full of sand and some shells
heaven ain't the place for me but i can hear the bells

they say that an angel is self defined 
so when i describe
the girl that lost her mind
the sky will probably cry
but the rain won't mind
if you cry too
feel alive when the sky makes the clouds move
raindrops fall but i fall harder 
light reflects off the water in the harbor
i don't care to compare what i'm told
to what i believe cause i'm still all alone


i've been tryna get back home
but i don't know which road
to take before i can awake from this nightmare
i'm cold
all alone
got the wind straight blowin' in my face i can feel it in my bones
if i smoke
will the clouds lift my body from this place cause i don't feel at home

what's a home without a lover
what's a road without another
how did we destroy each other
how did we destroy each other

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all alone (prod. jay vee)

lyrics
--------
go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

hey
what something you dream bout?
babe
i've been tryna figure things out
blame
myself when i come down
hate
you more when the suns down 
fake
love is all i see around
lately
you've been tryna scheme around
make
me feel like imma be around
wasted
time is all i'm seeing now
and your freckles make me stare & cry
connect the dots inside your mind
thought we complete each other
why does this shit happen every time
i think you're seeing other guys
cause you don't talk about the lies
with me lately i'm going blind
to what's happened with you & i 

and we probably could've worked out
that's not how it turned out tho
heard you're back with him again
but you say he's just a friend uhm no
lost the love i thought i had back
but it always backtracks so
guess i'm alone in the end
with a bottle and this pencil

go
leave me alone
she cried on the phone again
why does this never end
no
i didn't know
that you wanted just a friend
don't tell me you love me then
where do i go?
i do not know
i do not

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again (prod. dj khaled's son)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle

'gxf' comin' soon!

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