Wasnt expecting it at first but fire remix 

Holy shit. Transformed the entire song into such a happy one. Insanely good

Oh fuck im so late to this mix but goddamnneee 🥵🥵

now this can hit during any vibe and that's wild. I feel like the original used to only hit when I was in a very specific sadboi mood but now I can bump it whenever. I love both

it ruins the vibe of the song I'm sorry but this is a$$

why is the intro auto pitched so much? 70+?

Your likes from Spotify - 2

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

i don't even know where to begin with this. 

firstly, huge huge huge thank you to ray toro not only for being a part of this remix, but for just overall being a great & genuine dude. i had the pleasure of meeting him back in 2019 after the gnash tour & he was nothing but kind. i've also been a massive my chemical romance fan for 15+ years & cannot begin to tell you how much their music has done for me over that span of time not only mentally/emotionally, but it truly helped me discover myself & my own tastes in other music, art, etc. as well.

secondly, thank you guys for sticking with me & music. regardless of when & where you found me, i am forever grateful that you enjoy what i create & that will never change. i never imagined coming this far let alone connecting with so many of you through our similar views/troubles/etc. i know i say it a lot, but to have a platform where i'm able to be myself, showcase that through my work & have people relate in so many different ways is an absolute fucking blessing. i would never trade this for the world & will always continue to venture into various creative endeavors inside & outside of music & express myself through each & every one of em.

i'm starting to ramble, so i'm gonna leave it at that, but seriously, thank you guys so much. i promise y'all this is just the beginning. you have no clue how much you've changed my life & hopefully we all can continue to inspire & look out for each other.

with love,
guardin <3

i think you're really cool (ray toro remix)

lyrics
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flowars
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i’m feeling great (yeah)
like crawling out a grave (yeah)
you can’t see my face yet
but don’t seem afraid (yeah)
i can’t seem to shake the
(don’t look back)
vibe that you’re awake
i hope you can run fast

(yeah yeah)
this is just a game and it sure ain’t safe
i’m just a ghost and i don’t have a face
if you wanna know then i just need a taste
the red on my blade has a delicate sheen
i love what i do
and i love when they scream for me

blood won’t fall without some gravity
don’t bother asking what’s wrong with me
i’m not broken rather i feel free
i just love to hear you scream
and if the hair on the back of your neck
don’t stand up straight right now
i might have to riot
wait…
cause i’m lurking in the dark
and you really oughta hurry on back home
if i catch you i won’t let go
if you beg me i’ll just smile
and the fight is worth the while for the prize

i can’t resist while you still exist
your blood on my lips is like
pure dopamine just ecstasy
i need you in my life

guardin
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i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you close
i need you, i need you closer (x2)

got a hand full of dirt
as i crawl through the earth
as i make my way to these vacant places
that i hardly remember
as these memories all flood
i start draggin through the mud
with a knife in hand
i'm laying out the plan
& all i'm craving is your blood

so come over
three leaf clover
ain't no luck inside this room
got some posies in my pocket
imma lay em on your tomb
for some closure
i can close your eyes
accept that you are doomed
take the hook
out of your back
and try to run if you want to
you won't make it that far
if i catch you in my grip
you'll be quick to confiscate
what's in the holster on my hip
do not test my capabilities 
i'm built fully equipped
ain't no treats inside this home
you all alone with all these tricks

and we go through all of these cycles
you probably think i'm psycho
that's okay cause i came all this way
just to hit pause on all of your vitals
this could be the revisal
if you focus on your survival
better set your clock 
cause you know i won't knock
when it comes time for me to be michael
myers with the mask
i slash and gash you into two
i don't need no reservation
resurrecting's what i do
so if you see me in your neighborhood
try your best not to scream
cause i'll carve you like a pumpkin
have a happy halloween

guardin x flowars - midnight grove (prod. chxse bank)

Broke - Rain Paris Feat. Fame On Fire

Lonely night - Guardin & Yung Van (Prod. by TRA$H)

Don't Let Her (ft. guardin, xoaidangrimm)

prod. by @partysmartie

lyrics
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lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

there's a ghost inside my bedroom 
at least i'm not alone but i can just pretend to
be awake with everything that i attend to
or sleep the day away & probably offend you 
i don't wanna waste another minute 
i can see the voices in your head don't wanna listen
the light reflects the glass you turn to dust & start to glisten 
kissin' you inside your bed is something i've been fuckin' missing
 
at night I turn my fears into my art 
crept inside my chest & ripped my beating heart apart 
i'll be wheezing coughing up their blood my demons will depart
imma add em up & drag em to the basement where i start
fix myself with bandages and roaches from last week
i've been searching for a purpose in some sugar coated sweets 
take a swisher & i crack it in the middle of the street
i could spark another thirty i'm not leavin' till i peak

lie to me 
i think i finally 
struck a chord violently
ripped it right out the seams
hide and seek
they found another body by the creek 
the killers out on a spree
i'm afraid of everything i see

follow partysmartie

by the creek (prod. by partysmartie)

taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

blackheartemoji

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morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

produced by bruferr beatz
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i cannot explain, but i think about it everyday
money and the fame, i'll be fine with it either way
i can never change, they won't listen to you anyway
playing it like it's a game, sippin' pink lemonade
i cannot explain, but i think about it everyday
money and the fame, i'll be fine with it either way
i can never change, they won't listen to you anyway
playing it like it's a game, sippin' pink lemonade
i won't do it to myself, no
i know you need me for your health, oh
i go every time to hell
i don't need you in my phone because i did it by myself

did it by myself now, don't need your help now
fucking with my head, i guess it's all up in the clouds now
should've helped me down now, it's just a doubt now
'cause every time i look around and you ain't in the crowd, wow
never gave a fuck, don't test your luck
'cause every time she comin' back to laugh and back it up
back at it, what's up?
i got bad habits and luck
but a better way to react is to not act enough
so can you feel this?
you know this that real shit
you know this that sippin' 'til you slippin' and can't feel shit
you know this that foot on the gas 'til you crash and can't feel it
i wish you the best, but it's best to not wish this, so

i cannot explain, but i think about it everyday
money and the fame, i'll be fine with it either way
i can never change, they won't listen to you anyway
playing it like it's a game, sippin' pink lemonade
i cannot explain, but i think about it everyday
money and the fame, i'll be fine with it either way
i can never change, they won't listen to you anyway
playing it like it's a game, sippin' pink lemonade
i won't do it to myself, no
i know you need me for your health, oh
i go every time to hell
i don't need you in my phone because i did it by myself

pink lemonade

𝙈𝙐𝙎𝙄𝘾 𝙑𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙊

pink lemonade (prod. bruferr beatz)

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

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solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

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Am I A Girl?

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Poppy - Am I A Girl?

Mixed By @iof
Cover art By @suicideoutside

Your thoughts in your head
Verse my thoughts in my head
Dont match up at the same time 
i dont know if i control it

Your heart in my hand
Verse my heart in your hand
So out of reach 
Baby i dont if i could ever hold it

Your car when you drive
Verse my car when i drive
So damn different the distance
The person you meet and see and roll with

My head and your head collide 
Same time 
Baby i dont if were meant for this 
But together we’ll bite the bullet

And nothing seems to help out
Everytime i talk about the shit
Run my fingertips around the edge of bottles
Take a sip and dont amount to shit
And nothing seems to help
Im all by myself
Trust is something like a steel knife
Got it pointed at my wind pipe
It dont feel right
But nevermind nevermind nevermind what i said
And nevermind nevermind nevermind who you slept with
Its like everytime everytime everytime im upset ya
Its cause i spend every night with you like everytime overtime anytime overnight with you like everynight
Nevermind nevermind nevermind nevermind

Sendin shots across town
Im tryna fuck you right now
Makin some noise im too loud
They yellin at me to pipe down
Im all in my head its too dim
I cant really see all the things that you said
Thought you had me all figured out
You might wanna go back and jot that down

You might wanna re-write that track right now
You might wanna retry that act right now
You might wanna recount that idea you had that u thought was so hot so profound 
You might wanna go back in the house
You might wanna tell all of ya friends tha you cant go out
Cause you dont have a moment to hesitate
Race against the clock what it take to be a heavyweight

They told me to save it

I got the cash like a banquet
Ya bitch i real got the bank wet
And that lil bitch is buttnaked
Im makin cash on the frequent
Im smokin gas and its fragrant
That lil bitch think she hot, huh
That lil boy think he fly, huh

What I Learned in Washington (+ Malfig)

spotify/apple music

lyrics
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(you said i could be anything that i aspire to be
but no one in this world could ever want to be me)

this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you
this is the last time
this is the last time i'll write about you
this is the last time
this is the last time you rip me in two
i ain't got no time
all of the time i had wasted on you
took me a long time
took me a year just to get over you

bet he drives down all the same roads we did
it's okay i just hope they're still scenic
i can't help but feel like the world is ending
why did we waste time together just pretending

stolen

nothinglastsforever

lyrics
--------
i fell asleep in the backseat
with my eyes wide shut bumpin backstreet
we arrived on time to the crash scene
i just stared as i saw my body pass me
could’ve swore that this shit happened last week
got a hunch it’s a reoccurring bad dream
had a bunch last year when they asked me
what is it that you fear in your passing?

what is it that you fear in your passing?
maybe death but it’s more so in the crashing
do i feel everything as it’s flashing?
do i care? does it hurt? yeah i’m asking
cause i don’t have a clue how to feel
why do all of these dreams seem so real?
would it change if i just took the wheel?
i don’t know till all four tires squeal

i’m stuck in a nightmare
scared by where my eyes stare
no clipping through my car door
my body will just lie there
reaching towards the skies stairs
you won’t make it i swear
the current is pulling me
i’m hoping i don’t die here
(x2)

floating to the surface
i guess life is worth it
beat the fuck out of myself
tell me that i deserve it
anxious is a person
for that i am certain
i embody all my fears
and wear them like a curtain

cuba lake

Once In A Lifetime

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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i think you're really cool (ray toro remix)

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