i love this and I dont normally like alternative rap, this is awesome :D

Theis is the worst shit i’ve ever put in my ears

i just now seen a starlink satalite while listening to this song awhh it was nice until my family started freaking out <3

so i turned off all my feelings...made my heart go numb 💔

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

s/o chxse bank
rip summer
got some new shit for y'all real soon
<3

august (prod. chxse bank)

You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

lyrics
--------
fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

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https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/polaven
https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y

Lyrics:

Sewerperson-

Talk about a long night
I was on the phone and even her voice gave me frostbite
I cant feel my face let alone my emotions
I put all my pain into my hands to pour this potion
I was fucked by 9:30
Still I hold a convo
You had done me so dirty
But I kept it confidential
She had tossed me out the window like she was something special
I would hit u back still if it wasn’t for my mental
Give me time
I was one of them I thought I wouldn’t do it
But shit just change abruptly when u going thru it
I still cant believe my dream been more than lucid 
But I just drown the doubts inside these purple fluids
Take me and try to break they never could before
I found a spot to think now up on this meteor
Tell me how I could fix u and I will give it my all
Ill make that my goal until im nothing but a skull

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me
I know this isn't right, but I put too much time into us
And I will die, if you leave me cuz I'm on the cuff
Of leaving, this earth from breathing
Where will I go? When Im gone? Fuck

Ekeon-

Oh fuck, fuck, fuck
Everywhere I look, I see a ghost
Vision blurry like a nightmare
Oh outta luck, luck, luck
Feelings run deep, like a knife
I could die there
I'm so gone, she's so gone
Take it, I don't wanna leave
But I'm all wasted, I don't wanna die
I just wanna lie, say goodbye to one last night

polaven-

What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me 
What do you want from me
I'm so fucked up, can't you see
I'm so lost in you, but you never lost in me

Lost in You w/ Sewerperson, polaven & Ekeon (p. JOLLY WRLD x Vesta)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

castle with the cobwebs

prod. @remghost x @irby314

lyrics
--------
we drink
we sink
we fall behind
it's all okay
it's all alright
the things you say
don't leave my mind
it's all okay
it's all just fine
i'm reminded of days
when the time wasn't raced
had my eyes to the sky
with my hands on your waist
i'm alive under rays
with the light in my face
but a ghost in the rain
with no name tag or plates on my car

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

she woke
he smoked
they talked it out
is that what love is all about
the things that come
out of your mouth
are vile when
you scream and shout
it's the fear of the unknown
that leads to eschew
all the rational choices
revolving round you
and the silence is scary
when matched with the truth
can we come out alive
or is death coming soon

as you weigh out your options
you then realize
all the pain you've endured
with no tears in your eyes
i'm amazed by the power
i hold deep inside
for some reason i'm here
for some reason alive

i can see the shadows
dancing in the backyard
reaching for the stars
light up my reflection
chase me with your flashlight
you'll be running far
this was never worth it
we were never perfect
pretending we are
so drink until you're silent
laugh until you're smiling
hide another scar

perfect (prod. remghost x irby)

LuhBenjaminVL - Dark Love

w/ @guardinmusic
prod. by @taylor

lyrics:

why does this 
seem never ending i try to be patient
i wake up everyday just trying to escape it
this darkness is lurking don’t want to embrace it
i left my sanity dead in the basement
i burn with the demons
i drink till i’m wasted
this life full of color just seems to have faded
though i know my hearts temporarily jaded
and i will be free on the day that i face it

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

(guardin)
why do i
even try 
i swear that i've 
lost my mind
it's not right
losing sight
of direction objection i'm losing my pace
caught in the storm and my head's outta place 

grip my hand and we can make it out alive
trust my integrity it's eating me inside
they say honesty is crucial to survive 
but i know a couple people comfortably living a lie
so why do i feel so uninviting
head vs heart and they keep on fighting
lost my mind but i just keep writing
lock my door in my bed i'll be hiding 

(ooo ooo ooo
oh no
oh why)

oh no
if i you go down this road
i’m gonna die soon
and i don’t wanna die soon
oh why do i
do this to my health
it’s like i’m killing myself
i’ve created this hell

oh no ft. guardin (prod. taylor morgan)

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson
https://soundcloud.com/brevanti

SEWERPERSON//hook & verse

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing
~
every time you call
i can not pick up
ya i see ur name
i just dont give a fuck
put me back in the game
watch me run it up
girl i hear it ring
you should just give it up
blue print
girl i got the plans
i wont give it up
chase me round my mind for days im fast as fuck and wired up
you could never catch what u couldnt see
this power in my soul i call my destiny

WEEPINGS//
 
yeah my destiny
my mind got the best of me
cold december nights she cuddled tight right next to me
now I'm all alone inside my dome a recipe (for disaster)
yes this music my escape; it be my therapy (just ask her)
weed it give me clarity
drowing in that henessey
~
memories - flood into my open eyes
Think about that iris, no I'd rather die
now I'm not the one whose lips carress those thighs

SEWERPERSON//hook

every day before sun rise
she would make me feel alright
now its just nothing
baby just gimme something
i could only see thru her eyes
now my vision is all mine
girl i know nothing
i was just bluffing

WEEPINGS//

Left me for another
baby girl whatchu been up to?
I've been steady drinking all the time
hope that you are fine
now that you 'don't got the time'
rose I sent you let decay
you said that you were mine
~
I've been up inside my mind
let the ocean waves clense my clouded haze
I've been up for 7 days, it's not looking great
yes that shawty said she loved me on the second date
I'm so fucking stupid, let myself think this was fate

let myself think this was fate
walking in the rain no coat just cloudy days
I don't got a brain to cope, a shallow cage
killed it with the grey goose a fit of rage
hate the mental abuse but I would stay
tieing up the 8th noose since saturday
I can't make myself shoot at my own brain
babe I wanna help you, you walked away

girl why did you walk away
I got nothing left to say
I've been trying everyday
but I can't forget that face

Something’s in the Way

yung van

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