sadboi

prod. @sorrow_bringer

lyrics
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waking up's easy, falling asleep isn't even a fucking option
i'm laying out on the roof
tell god to come get me, i'll pack my bags real quickly
i'll catch that flight, when it's leavin', i'm leavin' too
dreamin' of moments where i ain't have no opponents
all my components assembled outside the booth
you were a phone call away, i guess your number has changed
and you weren't home on that day or something

i've been tryna gain control of my life
open up these blinds so you can dissipate the limelight
only time will tell if i'm unwell inside of my mind
tripped fell into hell and now this television sounds like
we got more to conquer
so get up outta your bed and get your shit outta your locker
we ridin' back to the seventh floor, realigning your chakras
put soul inside your body, we leavin' the past behind us

this is all i wanted from the jump
just a friend that i could talk to bout anything off the cuff
been plottin', no hesitation, the future ain't lookin' rough
i wanted it so i did it, made symphonies outta cuts

we were back at home and it was gettin' hella cold
used to pass out when the sun come up but now we gettin' old
'member summers back in 2015, we was actin' grown
built a bridge to terabithia made outta sticks and stones
had that fire pit though i'll admit, you built that on your own
brought that bedsheet out my room, we made a flag & called it home
hit that bottle with some gasoline to pass between our souls
if we make it all that glitter's fucking gold

rain, rain, go away, you fucked up another day
i was feelin' fine but then you took me to another place
we go back and forth for fourteen minutes in my hideaway
now i'm headin' north just tryna answer who am i today?

i've been tryna stay in line, gotta figure out the truth
i don't like the way i hide, i much rather be with you
full eclipse, skippin' pebbles in the water off the roof
i don't mind, rain or shine cause my skin is waterproof
go inside, hit the wine, coraline on the tube
what do i do when i feel like my life's set on loop?

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waterproof (prod. sorrow bringer)

UHUH

lil thc: https://soundcloud.com/lilthc
excedi: https://soundcloud.com/excedix

heart attack ft. lil thc (prod. excedi)

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//私を保存する
//見せて

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https://genius.com/guardin-anxious-lyrics

i love you guys so much. 8 days till lacuna drops ❤

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anxious (prod. by fiftysix)

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//ごめんなさい//

less than a week until outsider drops. i've been excited to release this track with my homie for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. i love you <3

available on apple/spotify
https://fanlink.to/FzT

follow my mans @blckbrn

also show this track some love over on @your_secret
s/o to the homies over there <3
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lyrics
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it's 2 in the mornin'
i'm out explorin'
i've just been soaring 
it started pouring
so we found a tree & sat out until morning
i think i'm boring
but you don't think that, you're too busy adoring
so give me a warning
so give me a warning
baby i'll start restoring

everything that i've got up inside my head
supercalifragilisticexpialidead
i've been feeling lost forever shitty weather up ahead
i'm the eye inside the storm that's lingering around your bed
never settle for a broken bond you're more important than
every problem that you focus on, your purpose to expand
on an idea or a singular thought inside your head 
tryna make it through the night without the 
demons that i dread

what am i suppose to do?
when they comin' thru
take my brain & consume it
i don't feel how i do
when they say i blew up and labels amazed man
feels like i've been in a cage man
my disinterest for the words that you've been saying
dismiss it gettin' to workin' all day then
sit inside my room & contemplate my fate again

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blckbrn x guardin - caged

produced by penacho

lyrics:

it never had to be like this no
this was the path you chose
fade away to the background i go
three times no show
made me lose hope
forcing me back on my own
gave me the room and the whole floor
so i did it all on my own
i did it all on my own
bottle shots and a backwoods 
too busy to pick up the phone
too coooooold in april i still need a coat 
the weather had my feelings froze
my words got you blue in the toes
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit Bacardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet
i been up all night
i need to sleep
i fear my dreams
guilt haunting me
ill be alright
i have to be
they feed off me
they breathe thru me
mind racing ya
ion think i got enough oxygen
ion think i like these circumstances
ion hear the lies bout where you been
something like solo
windbreaker old school like disco
steady sleeping on me like pillow
keep away for you its highly confidential
ive some tales of what ive seen
things ive dragged directly from my dreams
things you wouldnt wanna get close to
things that would mold you
things that would target your weakness and fold you
sour jack got me fried like calamari 
ion wanna play a game like this shit is sorry
i will not attend another pity party
my message clear words burn call this shit bicardi
i been patient as i can get
the trust wasnt there in the end
ur searchin for dirt in my texts
you find what you looking for yet

calamari (prod. penacho)

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

[prod. jakkyboi]

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

I dont really wanna talk i wanna walk away
Shawty say she wanna fuck i tell her not today
I been busy so i cant respond to all the hate
I dont fuck with laziness because i cant relate

this that sad shit
this that don’t show your dad shit
this that “oh this whole wave just a fad shit”

Pop 4 xans then it all fades to black shit
16 bars gonna cost you a rack bitch
 
Wrote you a note but i just wanna burn it
Life is a gift but i want to return it
Crashin the whip got trash in the bin
Say its just words but it cuts deep like a surgeon

just words but im fucked up from the hurt and
Your lies got me tossing and turning
Notes from the class that we had back in high school
Joking about how i want to be like you

so tie me
to the train tracks 
light me up like a blunt when you face that
hate me 
when I’m dead and 
gone so far but I’ll stay in your head and

Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Tie me to the train tracks
Leave me there on my own dont look back

tie me to the train tracks

produced by scottysplash
written, mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

lyrics:

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

thrifted jeans
tommy tee
all these girls will love you if you let em take it from me
burnt cd mixes in her stereo
you cant get that shit from me
this not a feel good trip
fragile feelings shit
i got appointments i cant miss its 2am she need that dick
netflix isnt needed
by the time i got there she was waiting to clean me up
waiting to catch a nut

soft heart
like it used to be
wide arms id embrace em like a movie scene
hard head
its what the world had done to me
fuck a fling i been pushing at my boundaries

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

music got em switching  up
all these fuckers i cant trust
all these problems i keep hush
you should be glad im quiet huh
youd be done if i talk up
ill say it to the camera if you act up
that man called me waste and he cant even waste my stamina
yugioh i challenge you
fire on my track and i aint even use my mana huh
rip a bowl and ravage you
chimney smoke my throat im spitting goodies feel like santa huh
my bro look like goku blue and he just wanna damage you

artist with the words i got my flow straight outta OCAD
labels trading prices on me artist in the NASDAQ
iphone speaker all cracked
someone might've tapped that
his girlfriend call me baby i cant have her cause you tapped that
enemies have been in there
i would never smash that
call of duty camping on the day they think i could crack
sadness come with losing
guess i never been sad
i look anorexic but im eating from my mouse pad
i should get some food now
mcdouble on my nightstand

OCAD (prod. scottysplash)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

lonewolf

original sample: https://soundcloud.com/kahlua-and-milk/cheap-wine-1
by kahlua and milk 

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
lips on your thighs got the roses beside 
swear to god i think the stars have aligned
drunk out my mind like your pussy is wine
stuck on your lips like a grape to a vine 
words fall from petals like roses
loving you shawty you know this
cupid hit me at my lowest
missing you takes all my focus

9TAILS:
turning grey
youll be okay though
no halo
i am no angel
gotta worn down old face
cold gaze
how im spose to love you how u want it
with a full plate
every step i stumble i got no grace
its a trick maze
up inside my mind im on a tight rope
how i fix it up fuck if i know
fuck a high note
smoking blunts singing slow while my eyes low
thoughts attack me make the lyrics sappy
turn up the tune cause my voice scratchy like a vinyl
i hear another person bitching i might uninstall the game
eye strain back pain tooth aches weed shakes
took a break from the music for a week 
came back and it was all the same
new face with the same sound
damn
something like a "we already lost" game plan
fucking up they life to make a new song slam
u wont make a banger just because u kick cans
still it could be poppin if u got the right friends
no reason to sweat it tho u bringing in bands
you and me are gone eventually we all end
we should live the life we proud to live amen to that
amen to that

shattered:
your beauty is something to notice
unravel my mind like a lotus
got something to say you might know this
but everytime i see you i just lose focus 
i'm losing sleep over you
dreaming of colors that i never knew
painting the picture of you in my mind
wish i could somehow just stop all the time 
from the ashes of your love
we can go and fly above
leaving rainbows when we die
really hate it when you cry
feeling really slow
i got the flow
give her the ice now she colder than snow
i wanna know will she love me for long
or is it a feeling from ripping the bong

flowars:
babe i'm afraid
i'm just letting you know
i never loved someone like you before
hearts in my eyes
i been shot in the skull
mind in the sky
feeling gravity's pull
oh
words fall like petals from roses
your beauty is never unnoticed
shawty you're glitching my focus
oh shit
shawty you're glitching my focus
you're bringing hope to hopeless
i think you already know this
know this

lotus love w/ 9TAILS & flowars (prod. taurusmoon)

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//あなたのために欲望//

lyrics
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lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

let's kiss up on eachother 
biting on your neck while you're thinking about another
love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother
when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster 

lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

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lust (prod. tothegood)

Prod. Kado


Lyrics:

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

You never forget the first time
That a friend dies and it feels like
It's the worst night of your life
But I guess it could always be worse right
And it feels like you're cursed
Funeral then disperse
Like they were never even there once they're inside of the hearse

And I won't say I'm okay believe me I'm not
I kept your picture in my pillow cause it's all that I've got
Called your answering machine to hear your voice on the phone
Until the day it disconnected please
Just leave me alone

And I know that you're trying to assist me 
But I really just don't want to talk about anything 
Nothing could ever be right when this hole in my life keeps depleting my energy 
Circle of life keeping symmetry 
Enter survive, then we're history
Searching for meaning or God
But what if there's not something more than the misery

And I won't say I don't care believe me I do
But I try to stay awake cause when I sleep I see you
Can't cover it up, with the drinking and drugs
And I know it's truth you're speaking but please just
Leave me alone

Lead me to the water
Drop me like a stone
Leave me where you found me
Just leave me alone
Leave me alone

Leave Me Alone

how long? (secret stash)

lyrics:

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i cant hold my liquor anymore i gotta vomit
im filled up with the tropics
im way up on the comets
u dont need to tell her what its for shes gonna pop it
if its not her money
she try to change the topic
beige on top her leggings say dior she had to cop it
import somewhere foreign
her german whip is like a rocket
i cant book that flight right now
but once this over on it
i just packed my luggage and stuff this map inside my pocket
baby girl im sorry i cant stay the night
im vanished by the morning on another flight
i guess this the curse of the lonely life
if id known it hurt i wouldnt of done it twice
up at night packing stars into my pipe
i inhale n pause blow out northern lights
i wish you could share this moment here tonight
once i find my body imma hold u tight
i dont think shes capable of doing wrong
i just pick some shit to play and she gon sing along
it dont matter what i choose cause she know every song
ion think i deserve it but i carry on
it gets windy in december when u out at night
it just happens when we talk i never try to fight
i could make it home tomorrow if the feelings right
drunken backyard summer evenings with the water lights

ion think i could lie anymore 
i dont want to
i wonder if u try anymore
i wanna love you
i put all my faith in these feelings i have left
i had plenty shit to say but i just got it off my chest now

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

i dont think i could talk anymore
i dont want to
i just took my shoes off
ion got shit to tell you
we dont wanna work anymore then we need to
i could spin this web but im not tryna come and feed you

spiderwebs (nevrfall)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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