good times man cant believe it’s been 3 years 🥹

still hits just as hard all this time later💙

@guardinmusic
Prod by: @sinxi x Tagliatore

lyrics-

yung van-
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault, yeah
I ain’t felt love since I was a kid
Yeah, you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
guardin-

Yeah I got an ice heart
Fuck all your feelings I’ll tear them apart
What nice start
I’m unaware that I do this I’m sorry sweet heart
I’m a boggart
Keep to myself up until I depart
Can I restart?
I only see dark at the end of the tunnel

And I cannot focus on all these fucking emotions
They constantly go unspoken, for I do fear being open
And I can feel my throat closing
As my heart starts decomposing
A Hollow being just floating
As my demise is approaching us

yung van - 
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one
No matter what I do I always fuck this up
I don’t think I’ll ever really love someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day
I’ve been in my bedroom for 8 days
I don’t wanna text you I’m afraid, yeah
You don’t wanna love me, that’s okay
I don’t even love myself to this day

I ain’t ever love since I was a kid
Yeah you told me that you love me but you never did
I’ve got mines around my heart but you didn’t set them off
I guess what I’m tryna say is it’s all my fault
Not a nice guy, but I act like one
No matter what I do I always hurt someone
So, I turned off all my feelings made my heart go numb
I ain’t ever let myself love no one

Goblin Kid

Something’s in the Way

VInyl & CD pre-sales

You Could Stay w/ guardin (prod. Irby)

featuring @sewerperson
produced by @prodjody

highway (ft. sewerperson)(prod. jody)

No I can’t feel a thing 
Thoughts of a wedding ring 
Bb will u join me plz I can’t believe 
Ur touch ur feel is the right thing 
Say it once an ill leave 
Let me breath 

No I can’t let go 
Holdin on tha rope 
Layin on my rug imma put u in my song 
Pull u from my chest 
Dreading bein wrong 
Say u don’t care but ik u listen hard 

Love I keep pouring I don’t think they like that 
Find myself slowing down can’t find the right path 
Flowers I’m throwing and they give it right back 
Blisters and whiplash 
4 me 

4 me 
Rain drops 
Pouring 
Keep it to urself now 
Gorgeous but she’s boring 

Loose change 
Nothin left I feel pain 
Heading out the back door cigarettes and propane

Weddingring

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics:

9TAILS:

ill be 20
next year
but i dress like im old
sitting down 
12 hours
i could swear im 
growing mold

kraft macaroni
cooking up
on the stove
i got no where else to be
but ill say i gotta go
everytime she tells me i should stay some more
ion see no drugs so fuck it gotta go

gotta go
gotta go
i gotta go

not a single hour lately i dont wanna roll
not a single meal i wouldnt finish with a smoke
never touch a bogie and i put that on my soul
but i light so many woods its like a bought a pack of smokes

like i bought a pack of newports
living life like its a crash course
living life like theres a second try
i know u will but i dont think ill die
so im giving everything a try
whered u get it and how much it cost
how much of it cause an overdose

i dont wanna die but ill get close
how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes
fuck love i feel it getting old

guccihighwaters:

ill be 20 next year but i feel like im dead
i look like im 12 and my hair is a mess
flip the stack just like a tech deck
i ain’t smokin gas but if i did it would be septic

im fuckin ballin’
they tryna intercept it
they just get crossed up
like an intersection
y’all my sons
like i broke the contraceptive
she lackin vitiman D 
so she swallowed my erection

must be my aesthetic
shawty gimme neck
but it feel like anesthetic
i can’t feel my chest shit
my heart beatin fast
think it’s cardiac arrest bitch

woah big words i think i need a dictionary 
words inducing images but this ain’t pictionary
write in the morning
record in the evening
day in the life
but i breathe for no reason
by the way girl i gotta go
i just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

plus its cold out i think i see some snow
hopefully it sticks so i can stay inside alone
but

BOTH:

how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - gtg (prod. notmorgn)

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ＭＡＫＥＳ　ＴＨＥ　ＮＩＧＨＴ　ＤＡＮＣＥ

//落ちるのを恐れる//

i've been feeling some type of way recently. i don't know what to call it.

s/o young taylor
click that link up there & check him out 

thanks for 13k <3

lyrics
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how you gonna say that you like that
just to walk away when the tide casts
just to disappear well the forecast 
is cloudy today but the way that she talks makes the night dance 
girl you're an angel from hell
bad to the bone baby i couldn't tell
ooo mamasita she sweet to the cell
she on my dick cause i look like drake bell
whisper my name 
grippin' your neck & i'm slappin' your face
pull on your hair as i slide your panties off your waist
sit on my lips cause i love how you taste 
baby girl just take off on my rocket 
when you pop it back you better lock it 
we could spark the jay inside my pocket
fuck all night & we ain't ever stoppin'

got a feelin this is it 
got me feelin like a kid
spark another in a bit too high i'll admit 
rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie on my wrist
jk maybe ravioli in my dish

i'm never hungry 
only for pussy and money 
i thought that bar was so funny 
i'm still laughin' like a dummy 
nothing makes sense to me lately 
stuck in my room someone save me 
i'm a fiend cause this weed got me shaky 
smoking it daily 
cause i cop big bands 
and i got big plans
and i can not stand you
being this far away
from the shit that you say 
that you think that you can't do 
just try a little harder and you'll see
turn your dreams into reality 
fuck the hate and negativity 
i believe in creativity

so when the sun comes up will you be here in the morning
love
x2

i can't sleep without you in my bed
and lately you've been wandering inside of my head 
so maybe i'm falling all over again
and i fear you'll leave me for one of your friends

follow young taylor

lately (prod. by young taylor)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

lyrics
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it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
      
guess i lost her in the process but i've been killing time
flew out to seattle & kicked it with some guys
then we whipped it on some scooters & freed our fucking minds
steppin' up onto the stage is the only time i'm alive 
and i only panic sometimes but i've been feeling fine
friction caused an uproar in 1925
the president is calvin coolidge and whiskey's on the rise
i can tell when you are scared by the look inside your eyes
can you feel the floor it's melting dripping like a faucet 
i had all these plans but then i fucking lost it
you ever feel compared to your parents way too often
your friends are on the gram and you don't see em often

it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
it's just me myself & i 
sorta fucking high
all this time i've wasted impatience has arrived
what the fuck it's always raining the sun don't ever shine
guess i'll step back in my house & i'll get up on my grind

gotta get up on my grind it's about time i realize
that i'm about to blow up and i ain't even twenty five
life is a road full of twists and i take every one of em
twist up the dank with my friends maybe some of em
relate to words that i say when i'm hummin' em
fixate their minds to erase when i'm done with em
or when they're just done with me
lost in my head again i cannot breathe
i'd say i'm sorry but i cannot speak
high as a kite and i'm reaching my peak

follow taylor morgan

me myself & i (prod. taylor morgan)

lyrics
--------
it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
(x2)

hell if i
stay inside all fucking night
where were we when our love died
getting drunk and killing time
sober mind
clouded eyes
do you believe me when i say goodbye?
sorted my things & i hopped in my ride
where are my keys did i leave them inside?
forward in time
our paths collide
i caught a glipse of you right from the side
wanted to meet but you said that you're fine
chatter my teeth when i'm nervous it's fine

it's cold out i got no jacket
i left it beside my mattress
it's dark out my visions static
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic
i'm home now alone in the attic

follow hateful

alone in the attic (prod. hateful)

lyrics
--------
this shits a lie
go back inside
cry bout the future she'll leave you behind
i'm staying still while the seasons arrive
this ain't the place for me why do i try
get up & drive
go sixty five
no destination inside of my mind
i've taken pills in the past i'll be fine
losing my head just to keep me alive

keep me alive
counting the time on the clock till it's five
minutes until this disaster arrives
lie down on the floor you'll be fine
cold surfaces wake up my eyes
blindsided by love bold and bright  
my hearts in your hands till i die
i'd fly to japan for the night
if tour didn't have my hands tied

why did i sign up for this?
ask yourself the question every time you light the spliff
is there something that i missed?
i can feel their eyes, they're watching me with every line i spit
can you back it up a bit?
it's a little hard to breathe when privacy does not exist
codependency is never seen as such a risk
and the artists that we love are trying hard to not get pissed

this shits a lie
go back inside
cry bout the future she'll leave you behind
i'm staying still while the seasons arrive
this ain't the place for me why do i try
get up & drive
go sixty five
no destination inside of my mind
i've taken pills in the past i'll be fine
losing my head just to keep me alive

these eyes saw a lot of sights
but these guys start a lot of conflict
i'm conflicted how my life just
breezed by lost as soon as night hits

follow caspr

alive (prod. caspr)

alive (ft. PVRIS)(prod. caspr)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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