lyrics:

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Im gearing up for the climb now
I feel like im suppose to fly now
Let me take u to the hideout
I feel like me and you would do damage
Im way too young to just die now
I got some shit on my bucket list so
Im tryna fly all the time now
I already got plenty of baggage
Dont u worry ill be home soon
Im caught up in the heat of it all
oh I am
Still it comes back every night just to watch me
On the foot of my frame by my bed sheets
Eyes wide glued to me thru my skull to my soul it feels cold
Late night
Every time the wind bites
Every time the leaves die
Every winter since I been dreaming of you
I sleep
Stripped of any peace I
Could’ve held in my mind
Knowing im not right there sleeping with you

You bite the hand when it reach out
Why would I offer you help anymore
I look away before I speak now
Since I dont know what to expect anymore
Im in a hole I cant climb out
And I feel im just wasting my time now
You got to feel it to find out
You gotta rip off the bandage

Patient Zero (eric Godlow)

sewerperson ft eric godlow - THE WORLD SHALL BLEED WITH ME (eric godlow) [MASTERED]

prod branwen and splashgvng ❤️❤️❤️
thanks sewerperson <3
DEAL BREAKER 7/20

inconsistent feat. sewerperson (prod. branwen and splashgvng)

sorry it took a year for me to mix this

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

late last december
low life like my face from a time i remember
the head down inside moms crib, drugged up temper
wit fucked up love this shitty house never better
its how life go i guess
been sweater weather forever inside of ur chest
but this shit never hurt when u had died in ur head
lie alone in bed
eyes filled wit dread 
no cry for the meds
now im-
caught in crossfire baby tell me who i am
ion think you understand
if i hit ts then i do it all again tonight
crossfaded put a cup in each hand on ice
all nite till a.m. been feeling alright
grab onto my hand we could ride away
or u could pass me up by like rightaway
pass me a blunt need it right away
(shorty gon say she not part of me
but stay bumpin "armory"
honest to god its like)
fuck out my way
stay zooted, fucked up in my place
like you is the source of the cause of my pain
so of course that shit go thru my brain
red the hatred run, course thru my veins
let my body erupt thru the flames
never feeding myself as of late
evermore im feeling it's my fate

5 miles to town
fine if i drown
n my mind so loud
ion wanna fight now
bish pipe down
ridin 165 bish no malcolm in middle
had sum problem shit to pawn off n get solved like a riddle
before i put the glock 9 bullet right in my temple
dyin its simple, look bish im dying its simple

inter_165 (thaibeats)

prod fats'e

lyrics: 
take a bullet they wrap me in plastic
mix the calvin and klein and im spazzin
im at war i wont bury the hatchet, nah
im at war with myself and im winnin
fuck it i'll push thru the static
the older i get the more manic
the older i get the more problems, damn
my tragedy isnt that tragiic
i put all my eggs in one basket
im pouring tequila in traffic
i think that im needin a reset
i never quit i cant relapse
im mixin the k with the hazy 
im workin while ur bein lazy
im pushin myself everyday lil bro
and wonder why you went sad
put my whole brain in the trash
making a heater while thrashed
im livin life to the fullest, dawg
blowin money make it back

tragiic

hey there you ghost, say whats it like out there in jersey?
are you even still around? i just cant check but i still worry
how you are
these memories now feel so far
its so bizarre

i used to know you, but now i know close to nothing
i just close my eyes, and hope to God you're good
i swear im trusting things are fine
im sure they are, i knew youd shine
i really tried

i hope youre doing well
please god, be doing well

i feel like tom, while i sit down and write this song
about a girl who isnt mine, and even worse she moved along
but it makes sense
this borderline, i feel obsessed
don't take offence

im just like him, but hes a weirdo, cant let go
im just delusional, i love someone that i don't even know
it's so messed up
tried to find a pill, get me unfucked
i had no luck

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

a thousand miles was just too much
the way it was, we rarely touched
i know it fucking killed you every day

i know we tried to make it work
through flights, but fights just made it worse
i know that you would just hate me if you stayed

but maybe you already do
i wouldnt know, i dont blame you
and now ill never ever be the same
and thats okay

hey there you ghost, i wanted one last goodbye
and im so sorry i didn't say it, when it mattered
i dont know why, im fucking dumb

what can i do, whats done is done
and i hope youre living in the sun
but i wont check, i only run
it weighs a ton

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

Hey There, You Ghost

bull in a china shop (king theta)

i hear cracks from the mirrors inside
glitter n light in front of my eyes
with it coming too close into sight
scared of what might be coming alive
i left notes about taking my life
and the scenes that unfold in my mind
give me reasons for why i should hide
now that i’ve seen their hollow disguise

my sudden demise
they’d cope
but i can’t lie
they’d know
that i had died with hope
lost

i feel my heart turn cold
pick up a moss clad stone
sneaking along cold floors
now

then i see it
turn of the corner
i hear heavy breathing
running for cover
the terror is seething
at this point there’s no god to believe in

oxygen low, bone dry
sucking out all my life
clenching my fists, ready to fight
checking again if i’m dead or alive

the daylight vanished before i could catch it (dash)

lyrics
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and the likelihood that i come out of this alive
is a problematic fallacy of suicide
everybody wanna talk real big when it comes to the digits
but life's a game and the numbers lie
and if truth is to be told
i don't wanna know
spoon feed me lies
and leave me all alone
tell me i'm a joke
cut me to the bone
you can paint a pretty picture
with my blood on the stone
i've been contemplating this for a minute
i'm losing sleep thinkin' y'all gonna get me
i'm just a man overboard and this ship is too heavy
they wanna talk wasn't ready
i celebrate with a bomb of confetti
my guts explode on the levee
i live in fear of my peers
they say they love me all the time
but that's not how it appears
i sit in bed pondering how i bring strangers to tears
when i can't give myself some credit over several years

somebody come and get me
i'm drowning in this water
i'm screaming crying all the time
but she don't even bother
i live alone inside this home
with dreams of living farther
my trauma deeply rooted
can't even text my father
and that's the real reason why
i project my feelings into songs that i write
copacetic dreams but my tears turned to ice
so i pop em out the tray and get this bottle pouring right

and that's the real real real reason why
i've been up all night
hold onto the past even though it's out of sight
and i've been going through this shit for a minute
and i've been floating through so many fucking visions i'm spinning
i gotta get up off my ass and get to inking these villains
but i just hide
and i don't wanna try
cause every time i think i do
i dig too far inside my mind
i dug a lil too far now the grass don't grow
water on the roots but the pedals all mold
and seasons do change but the stems still broke
so i glue em back together even if it's just a cope

nineteen ninety-six

written by XLHC & 93
Prod. XLHC & Aaron Osborne

lyrics: 
I could be a minute away
I been gettin sick of the wait 
I dont have a second to waste
I’ll be on that next plane

I thought id call you today
Still i dont know what i’d say
And every breath that you take 
Seems to blow me away

Dont wanna hear its too late
Dead on arrival these days 

I checked in
You checked out
Getting drunk 
on the couch
I stay up
You go out

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

(93) 
Empty bags at TSA
with photos of our second date
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

Looking at the mess we made
From a thousand miles away
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

oh oh oh oh…

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

touch me and feel nothing w/ XLHC

permanent (feat; 905jcolly)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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nineteen ninety-six

guardin