So happy bc i juatvrealized that this is on apple music

just like me to fall back to my old roots

sample is from ignorant piece of shit my carissas wierd

You should do a song withmelanie martinez

I remember being 16 listening to this lol. Now I’m 22

there you go. let it all slide out. unhappiness can't stick in a person's soul when it's slick with tears.

tears.

IM NOT EMO IM JUST MISUNDERSTOOD 😢😢😢 (lol)

LAST SEEN LEAVING

lyrics:

ive got too much to die for
3am and my eyes sore
i think i smoked more
then i was good for

she says that she loves me
layed out naked in the pine leaves
she said baby its cold out
but ive got my own heat

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

all u left was ur coat 
i could float on my words if i chose
i could choke on the do and the donts
i fix everything i had wronged
but ud pick it apart and just tell me i should go

tell me i should go
rum is in ur coke
i could see the bag that u were using for the blow
i dont fuck with them
but i guess i fuck with u
so if u want me to go i guess that thats what imma do

u tell me im lost 
but i fell in love with u
im really only lost
cause i know im losing u
great ok thats cool
guess its bye from the door
id say text me when ur home but i never hear from u

please can u hold me
these memories haunt me
so please can just control me
and pretend u love me

i need it so bad
i hope that u know that
these scars dig in so deep
my mind was never one to hold back

luv me (prod. kryptik)

prod. @notmorgn featuring @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFHw9ImuMok

guccihighwaters:

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

rot all alone cus i stay locked in my home
i only see the fucking light when my friends are getting stoned

i don't smoke that shit my brain to fucked up
if i could i would i always seem to the worst luck
anxiety embedded in my bones
when i turned 10 man i always felt all alone

9 years later you know im still floating
above the rough ocean treading in emotions
sippin on the potion plan to turn my ghost in
i will fade away no one ever fuckin knows me

9TAILS:

side note ps i would go back
to the scenes i keep seeing in my flashbacks
on the nights when i dream it never makes sense
cross the line and hurry back like im defense

breathe swallow air then i dive in the deep end
calmer under water love when everything is silent
seeing faces even when im not dreaming
tell me are they real i really hope that you can see them

side not ps im not sober
its not a part of my big plan to be older
she wanna know my secrets
bullet with your name on it let me be the reason
let my brain explode 
watch them fly let the memories unfold
you better bury me with gold 
cause if not imma rot all alone

side note (feat. 9TAILS)

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ＯＮ　ＹＯＵＲ　ＭＯＵＴＨ

//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
--------
i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

follow antongxldn

blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)

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ＩＮ　ＤＲＵＧＳ　ＩＮ　ＭＹ　ＣＯＡＴ

//この曲はあなたのことです//

show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
--------
your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

follow tothegood

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

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//それを明るくする//

follow the homie taylor morgan 
@taylor

lyrics
--------
addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i got you on my mind girl
& this time i'll rewind till you're my girl
life sucks waking up let my mind whirl
scroll down on your page & i might hurl
i hate when i do this to myself
write about a girl that's detrimental to my health
lost inside a state of mind where talkings only hell
and the closer that we get i lose my grip and start to yell 
i lose my shit quite often off in august on my cell
when i hit you up and told you that i'm outside of my shell
i hate the way you say you're fine
and i can tell it's just a lie
i'd wipe the tears right out your eyes
but we've already met our demise
so

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

i'm not your enemy
i'm just a boy
you've got your friends
you say you're doing fine
but i can tell you're wrong despite
the way he kisses you at night
your smile shines so fucking bright
i think i need another light

addicted
yeah i'm fucked up
sick of loving someone new
i'll fix it
no i won't but
at least i try and try until
you drop me back off at my house
and i call up my friends and they all gotta bounce
all alone with an ounce
imma smoke till i cry
with my eyes to the sky
i got you on my mind girl

follow taylor morgan

addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)

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//私は十分に話していない//

lyrics
--------
when she goes i kiss her on the nose
tell her i love her so
turn around and walk alone
when she goes i smoke till i implode
coughing till i'm a ghost
i'm swimming to the coast 
where am i going
full of disgrace and self loathing
i cannot sleep without you in my sheets
so i stay up all night just hoping
that you come back but there's nothing
i guess i'm wishing for something
lost in a love with a girl whose a dove
and a crow of a boy that's been bluffing

i am just nothing
i am just nothing

when she goes i pick another rose
rip petals till i don't
that's just the way it goes 
when she cries i write another note
put it inside her coat
start clearin' out my throat

i never talk enough baby
trip over words like i'm crazy

follow taurusmoon

when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)

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//古いルーツ//

ＦＯＬＬＯＷ　ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ
https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
--------
it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

follow deckwine

old roots (prod. by deckwine)

breathe

single off my EP

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@taxpurposes

9TAILS:
When I'm winding down
On my own at night
I think of the things that I control in life
I really hope majority I handle right
I shit out what to do and cross my fingers tight
Can I reserve a halo
Based on how my day go
If we talking whole life
Then send me to the charcoal
Send me to the devil
Stripped of all my medals 
It don't matter my credentials 
I'm stuck inside my mental
Like woah
Lemme out lemme go
Got a five star meal out in west to
Ion even got no shoes no coat
Cherry coke and some dominos fuck a dinner I can see frosty roads
I'll freeze 
Camping out in the east
Shit was a crazy 2018

I'm a cozy soul
Living in my cozy room
Bumping cozyboy
It got me in a cozy mood
In a lonely mood
I got some friends that's lonely too
We got each other though
We love our little lonely crew
Somebody loving you
I know your scared Cause you don't understand what lovers do
I know your scared cause usually they stay away from you
But hey theyre picking you
I wouldn't be surprised if they  might know the feeling too

Lay down
I know you got family problems 
But they not around
Let it out girl
Pout 
Cry, breakdown
I'll be here to help out
I'm concerned for ur health girl
We should eat out
You been skipping meals
Trust me I been down that road I'll make you stop the wheels
Calories are hourly with me you know the deal
Talking bout depression girl i just got off the pills
Questions bout prescriptions I could answer em for real
The headaches and the therapy you know I know the feel
Sitting up at night I keep on praying that you heal
I know you'll win my baby got a skin thats made of steel
Wonderwomen type deal

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

Honey berry air smell
I just wanna go now 
You just wanna go now
Ay

Lemme turn the light down
Lemme turn the bass loud
I'm just gonna close these drapes

Fried until my face melt
Artist like I'm drake bell
Cooking like it's Swiss chalet

Green from the glass gave me
Visions like it's splintercell
This shit got me feeling so great

download

zzz (ft. 9tails & taxpurposes)

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

looking at myself in the mirror what a monster
had to load it up and then i eat it like its knackwurst
i cant open up i gotta fiddle with the lock first
whats the point of climbing when u worried if the drop hurts
i just slipped outside inside my nikes
rain had coat my shit and i can hear em laughing at me
i see all my forms like 2014 with the acne
im not gonna hurt em am i lying bitch i might be
bap
i just slapped that boy into reality
i just bent his mind and made him crave his own fatality
no
looks like everything about my salary
ya u got the weekend but the rest you living hourly
check
check
ya i got a cheque
break bread
half of it went to the meds
and the rest had put a polo pony right on top my chest
its a flex
its a flex
i got on at royal york like i was living in the rex

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

i never listen
i never listen
i couldnt get it
i hate the beef
but i eat it up
if u gonna bread it
you got to drinking
and said some shit
told me to forget it
i wish i could
but my memory
gonna know u said it
i go to sleep
hoping catching z's
gonna gimme leverage
when im asleep
its a lucid dream
bout what im forgettin
im drinking up
when im smoking up
knowing ill regret it
im passin out
when im throwing up
like i need a medic

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

oh
its a cruel world
we live in
oh
its a cold world
we live in

it's a cruel, cruel world (eric godlow)

9tails - My Car Got Stuck On A Hill In The Snow (prod. AMNYST)

ft. @itschasm
prod. @curtainss x @its-naawoj

lyrics
--------
remember when they said we wouldn't strive
but we wrote it out & cracked the fucking code
remember when we lost our fucking minds
so sedated shit but now we on the road
yeah now we on the road
heading out on tour the journey just began
i ain't ever done this shit before the pressure comin in
and if we comin' to your city hope you catch me if you can
they've been asking how i did it but the answer is a plan

so i slipped into the void & let that shit just free my mind
threw my clothes inside a suitcase one month after i got signed
independence gave me purpose and my team always aligned
i put my heart into this music left everything else behind
and if you wondering about me i guess i've been doing fine
found knowledge inside my compass on interstate 95
from florida to philadelphia smoking palm in the pines
my purpose is proving to you what's possible within time
with a conscience so fucking heavy and everything on the line
you'll lose yourself in the midst always noted of all the signs
too focused on criticism opinions of the divine
my art is a fucking vessel ventriloquisting my spine

remember when we cut the line & said we with the band
had a bottle of some henny & we shaking lots of hands
yeah this is so unusual but fuck it here's the plan
we gon sip another claw and play some ceelo in the van
play some ceelo in the van 
then we post it on the gram
life is but a dream when you've been feelin like the man
i'll wake up tomorrow different city different fans
i've been dreaming about this shit since the day i learned to stand

and i wake up take a puff of the pen
me and bro were smokin tryna ascend
to the clouds
different shows
different towns
different lives that i see
different vibes that i read
hope i make my life just like my dreams
i don’t care if i go to extremes
it’s inside my genes so it seems
so imma be best and surpass with my team

on the road (ft. chas m) (prod. curtains x naawoj)

ft. @daddydandy
prod. @prodjody x @iofmusic

lyrics
--------
sun don’t shine it’s always so rainy
fuck at least it watered the daisies
stay at home watching patrick swayze
oh my god this bitch sounding crazy
told my friends that they couldn’t save me
what’s it like to always stay hating

can’t help but to constantly wonder
how this storm would feel without thunder
losing me? would that be a bummer?
all the memories that we had now
all fell with the leaves in the background
dead to me by morning how’s that sound?

let me speak some facts
leaving me alone increased my intrusive attacks
yeah my brain ain’t really felt the same since knives went in my back
and you called me insecure for being right about your past
baby that’s so whack
talking to me’s easy with the doorbell still in tact
tactical insertion place yourself up on the map
then you hit me with some pillow thoughts
so we can just relax
like don’t be shy my love for you’s lucid
all my words got choked up by cupid
you must think that i am so stupid
told me not to jump to conclusions
said it must be my own delusions
look at me & tell me i’m losing
cause i’m not not not not

woah i just had a thought like
“if i’m not alright...if I’m not alright am i really alive?”
cause i feel undead daisy chain atop my head
everything is messed up lately
feeling like i caught a cold on the daily
i just keep my head on straight & a good ass vibe cause
i don’t wanna lose myself before i try
i got too much left to prove in life before i die
so i won’t ever let myself be left behind

sun don’t shine it’s always so rainy
fuck at least it watered the daisies
stay at home watching patrick swayze

daisies (ft. flowars) (prod. jody x iof)

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