guardin

Maple Avenue

Say you wanna getaway.

Sample: Fantasy by Alina Baraz






Getaway

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

Pillow Talk

Miss You

Dreamscape Journey is a soundtrack for those who feel deeply, dream boldly, and sometimes get lost in their own inner world.

It’s not just music — it’s a reflection of emotions we rarely speak aloud: longing, change, stillness, fire.

This album was born from silence, struggle, hope, and the moments in between.

Close your eyes. Let each track take you somewhere only you can go.

Struggle for Existence

created this in the midst of freakin' out

thank you for all of the recent support

photo cred to @jakuchudakami

new shit coming very soon

<3




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@lilkuudere

lyrics:
i hear my phone ringing 
but i know i shouldn't answer it
this negative energy's
so fucking cancerous
i swear i need to cut you off
before you grow on me
and i loose everything to you
up in the bed sheets

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

go ahead and hate me for wanting to die
i just want to be alone tonight
curl up in my bed and cry
let out all the things i hide

don't you worry
i'll be fine
tryna get you off my mind
atleast i hope so over time
you never know tho
with all these photos
in my camera roll
every time i look at them
i'm sucked into a black hole
you cut me deep 
and watched me bleed out 
morbidly
now i have no choice 
but to adjust my life accordingly
hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me


(hopefully i'll find my way to
something that means more to me) X3

don't worry, i'll be fine (prod. lil kuudere)

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

i cant help it (feat. guccihighwaters)

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watch the music video here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fcGPfcerQtU

lyrics
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guardin
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i ain't afraid of no ghost
put the pistol in my hand & i be grippin' it close
cigarillo on my pillow waking up to a toast
on my feet sleepwalking breathing in all the smoke
i'm a partial anesthetic when you need me the most
fuck a fake friend homie you can stay off the boat
if you subtweet me again then imma leave you afloat
betcha girlfriend knowin' all these lines that i wrote

ayy you better step back
switchblade in my pocket below my wrist tat
give me a reason cause treason is only this/that
these candy ass artists built like a kit kat
boy imma break you in half
splittin' this with my boys we patrollin' the ave
my sight 20/20 when i'm poppin' it back
don't fuck with ac less you tryna get clapped

(hook)
you just wanna run with the big dogs
7:20 PM on my wrist watch
sippin' on some blackberry bird dog
did you really think you wouldn't get caught
up in all the ruckus
thought you were a friend but i guess you said fuck it
boy you ain't pissin' in my bucket
drop you off at home and watch me run it

flowars
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face a whole woods till my face feels like it
chase the smoke good till it’s gone i’m heightened
butterflies flutter by like eyelashes
disappear like blunt ashes
fuck if i say goodbye goodnight alice
disappear like blunt ashes 

we all fall down, tumble around
the lost and found deliver sounds
escape the earth i’ll never wake
just walk asleep into the lake
and seal my fate like 
forget about daylight 
i'll return when it’s midnight 
burning oil to get hype
lighting  paper while i write
my melodies
something heavenly comes over me
when sarah may believes 
maybe i’ve been righteous
so i smile when she speaks 
for an hour for a week 
but the whole time i'm asleep

(hook)

follow flowars

guardin x flowars - sleepwalking

Prod by @cxldblxxd <3

Lyrics:
She been on my mind for a minute
Feel her in my soul and my spirit
Now she in my rhymes and my lyrics
Say she be sad and i feel it

I just wanna save her from herself
Sad girl blowing smoke by herself
In her bedroom being lonely cant you tell ya, Fats'e playing pretty girl you make my heart just melt

I want you in my bed
I just want you out my head
Hear your voice and what you said
Steal my heart i end up dead

You been on my mind for weeks
Got that spark just like i seek
Want you in between my sheets
Wonder if you think of me

Laying in the room with your lights out
Tryna get high is a fight now
Been feeling so numb this my life now
Killing my brain till i pass out

Laying in the room with your lights out
Tryna get high is a fight now
Been feeling so numb this my life now
Killing my brain till i pass out

Cause you dont know what my heart feels
Wake up from the dream nothing real
Cause i been dying in my mind
Might as well just leave cause im out of time


Dont you ever die now
Dont you ever say goodbye now
Spend your days getting high now
Im okay thats a lie now

Nearly every night i stay up and cry
Dont know what id do if you ever die
Why you be so far want you by my side
Why you be so far want you by my side

I want you in my bed
I just want you out my head
Hear your voice and what you said
Steal my heart i end up dead

You been on my mind for weeks
Got that spark just like i seek
Want you in between my sheets
Wonder if you think of me

wantyou (prod. cxld blxxd)

prod. by @hatefulbeats

lyrics:

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

there’s no where else that i would rather be
than laying right here with you next to me
i thank the universe that i am blessed to be with you
every moments a gift that lifts my spirits higher

i'm mesmerized
by the way your eyes
look back at me
no wonder why
butterflies
were locked inside
you set them free

i can feel your heartbeat
resonating with my own
sending shivers down my spine
with you is where i belong
i hope you know
wherever you go
you’re never alone
you’re hearts my home

your heart's my home (prod. hateful)

Track One of Make It Through Fall

Guitar, Lyrics, Vocals : Lil Xtra

Additional Production : Kado

Links:

Spotify

https://open.spotify.com/artist/7j8XINhxkD7WS4efrPxbhm

Soundcloud

 https://soundcloud.com/lilxtraatl

Merch

https://lilxtraofficialmerch.bigcartel.com/

Insta

https://www.instagram.com/lilxtraatl/

Twitter

https://twitter.com/LilXtraATL

Youtube

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqEuND_ZtclJ6RQzzsPtcA/videos

Facebook

https://www.facebook.com/LilXtraAtl/


Wake up what the fuck that hurts yeah I broke your heart I’m the worst I’m sorry 
But my shoulder’s torn and my heart feels worn dunno what I’m gonna do about surgery
And you’re not gonna listen, think I’m just bitching, guess there’s no use pretending 
There’s a silver lining in this hurricane, pain on the way whole world is ending

Wake up what the FUCK this hurts nerve block wore off and I can’t stop crying 
For five weeks oxy is in me and I can’t quit better believe I've been trying
Six months and you're fixed, that's a myth, been a year and I'm still in the ditch such a mess
Act like i switched up just pissed 18 months in it still hurts to get dressed

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near me I scream and it seems that you see but you just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave and I'll never be fearless

Now it's been a few years and i've shed a few tears no relief for the weight on my back now
Buy an ounce looking so innocent, I'm trapping out my girls mini-fridge make it back now
Just to make a few bucks, I'm feeling like a chump, my music fucking sucks take it all down
Put it back the next week people sleep but these words will kill me if I don't get them all out

Wake up what the fuck this song's blowing up holy shit this is it, people care now
My old life's gone but my new life spawned, now I'm on and I'm not gonna wear down
Life merging with dreams I just want to feel free, I just want my art seen like a Rembrandt
On my way, we the wave, but my body's just pain and I'm tryna be brave but I can't

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you're near me I scream and it seems that you see but you just can't hear me
I'm sorry if this song seems campy
And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be
And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave and I'll never be fearless

I've got a lie tattooed on my side..
It says I'll stay strong..

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
And I'm sorry if you hear this I couldn't be brave

Fearless

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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