@tre-grinnell fucked in the head im a heathen (nothing by guardin and 9tails)
hope ur gonna get better man, fuck mental health its so complicated
stay safe bro ily✨

autumnus

1.-ride-like-thunder.mp3

you don't act like you used to.


cover art by .philo  
twitter @philosophimage

neither here, nor there.

another story

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spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

spotify

your eyes my eyes

lyrics: 

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

here to live then to die when my time is spent
i was never alive let me see the lead
how she love me for life when im still a kid
send her home im alone laying in my bed

hit her up then i turn into a ghost
smoke a blunt pour a deuce she tell me i do the most 
fuck you mean sippin lean ashes fallin on my toes
she said baby can you stop before u fall to comatose
thats the point i dont know
why the fuck you always stoppin me
hitting bowls it say no smoking on the public property
feeling wavy when i pour it up i do it properly
feeling drugs and liquors pumping through my fucking arteries

blood in the sink
i can barely  think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money
all i see is red
you can take what you want cause im almost dead

you can tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

comatose (prod. kōri)

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//私はあなたなしで悲惨です//

thank you guys for all the love and support, especially lately. i've been going through a lot this past week & to know you guys are here for me really means a lot. we'll get through it together. we always do. i love you.

also, follow my boy 9TAILS
@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
and my boy tothegood
@tothegood

follow 9TAILS

guardin x 9TAILS - nothing (prod. by tothegood)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics: 

guccihighwaters:

i think i’d be good with a sedative 
anything to fucking stop the trembling
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
waste of fuckin space i guess i was just replaced
hood and the headphones don’t wanna talk to you
don’t take it personal i always feel uncomfortable
i guess its a part of me
hard to breathe when im at the party

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections
for once just for once i crave all your attention
this is not a life with the loss of your affection

9TAILS:

i think id be good with a sedative
anything to bring me closer to emotionless
life is boring when you take out all the additives
live in the illusion or youll only make depressing shit

beamer go skr
uber gon swerve
cold as a bitch in the city
when you hit pavement just know it gon hurt

putting in work
grape juicy papers filled with the purp
shit baby put a bullet to my brain
come and shut me down cause im tired of this earth

i could see snow in toronto
we got some snow in the condo
smellin the dank cause that people
that entered dont know that were keeping the door closed
friends switching like time zones
blunt flicking keep my eyes low
in a new form like a super saiyan
you base form like a zygote

salt stains on my nikes
winter weather too silent
phone screen low brightness
6 digit pin cause im private

truth is gon hurt
u do not know what is best for me
like a non profit or a charity
this shit aint a cheque to me

this is building up a masterpiece
raw emotion is the centre piece
like goku i got enemies 
but none of them match my energy

your power level not testing me
like god form can you follow me
im down as hell but this backwoods got me bouncing back like a senzu bean

BOTH:

for once aim your love in my direction 
cut me open baby kill my imperfections

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - for once (prod. notmorgn)

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//テストしない//

i've been so fucking hyped to drop this. thank you guys for being so patient with releases lately. shit has been strange, but we're back on top of tings. i can't thank my homies colcaine & lil biscuit enough for the birth of this track. i love you guys

@september11th2001
@l1lbiscuit

follow lil biscuit

plastic (feat. colcaine)(prod. by lil biscuit)

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//あなたは私を破りました//

thank you to everyone who has supported my journey. this is only the beginning. this is our year. happy valentine's day.

go show my homie @antongxldn some love

lyrics
--------
i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

always be a fucking rebound
i can taste his lips on your mouth
don't speak all your words are metaphors bout
your endeavors with whatever i'm alone now
sip another one cause all you do is drink
lie awake, you're feeling empty cause you never fucking think
about anyone but yourself
about your wealth
all will fall but honestly i don't need your help

i'm sick and tired of the repetitious cycle
i could never hate but you're as vicious as a cyclone
a head fuck that's all you are to me
i lost my fucking voice without a choice because of the
excuses
you're a fucking nuisance
i think you're fucking clueless
yeah you got me feeling hueless
how could you do this? 
lost without a blueprint
i just wanna drive away
fucking far away
going all the way
from ny to la
i guess
i guess this is it cause you gave up
never gave a fuck
so goodbye
i wish you best of luck

i've been trying just to figure out
what the fuck you're going on about
said you loved me but the word love sounds 
more like you wanna fuck me when you're sad so i'll

follow antongxldn

blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)

thank you all for being with me

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
traktrain.com/tothegood
tothegood.bandcamp.com
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
instagram.com/tothegoodx/
twitter.com/tothegoodx

through the bad

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//この曲はあなたのことです//

show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
--------
your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

follow tothegood

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

don't sleep on my bro @stationsix

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
traktrain.com/tothegood
tothegood.bandcamp.com
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
tothegoodmerch.bigcartel.com/
instagram.com/tothegoodx/
twitter.com/tothegoodx

lyrics:

i dont think theres anybody left to save me
been barricaded in my head and i cant break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it dont phase me

i been up and i been down i feel em both
i got nothing left to stop myself from sinking, i dont float
i been craving something more, why cant i back what i promote
am i creating value, nope, and i been running low on hope

so lets pretend that i control whats in my skin
like im falling back in line without a care of tearing thin
if i hit the hay ill meet tomorrow with an honest grin
but im too terrified of shaking so ill stay awake in sin

let me breathe, capture air, i exhale and dont ask why
because i know that any breath could be my last before i die
maybe one day ill be fine and i can write just what i like
but until then imma ground myself in fear before i cry

and i dont know if ill survive the static in my sleep
but imma go until i find the undertow that pulls me deep
imma let it take me out and bring my body to the sea
and when it rots, imma drop and watch my bones become the reef

and i don’t think that anyone can save me
been barricaded in my head and i can’t break free
i fight myself on ways to stop feeling so lazy
i say goodnight to rising suns but it don’t phase me

save me (feat. thebreathingbackwards)

guitar, production -https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s for jumping on this one with me  

"Behind Screens" full album: https://open.spotify.com/album/25XjozBMStYBDrlGk3wqHw?si=xAQ3iCJaTb6kz4hOhSMS0g

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/familypet
https://soundcloud.com/4ever-falling https://soundcloud.com/lilhappylilsad
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s

cover art: www.instagram.com/kenny_ravee/

Bandcamp link: https://lilsedative.bandcamp.com/track/healthy-relief-ft-9tails-remastered

love you all

LYRICS: 

9TAILS:
not much i can do
pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
i told her I'd
love if we ran away
cheap grams and cheap faith arent much of a reason to stay
and we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
enough with these moodswings i love you i love you but please go away
she feeds me real great
i can only wait so long
i can only show you once
december weather got my fingers numb
we end with the day
were gone with the sun

Poppy Tears: 

You call yourself a rockstar 
and you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart 
couldn't give two fucks about the art

we all fade away like a picture losing colour inside it's frame 
are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made

like was it worth it 
Am I deserving
I'm still learning 
with death I'm flirting 

I slow my heart rate 
I've made that mistake 
feel my bones shake 
and find my own lane

✧ spotify ✧

healthy relief w/ 9TAILS (prod. poppy tears)

this isn't my song, just simply uploading because it's not on soundcloud.

9TAILS - never change

lyrics:

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

{Verse 1}
Baby what'chu want
Fuckin' til I see the sun
I'm a fill it up
Tell your boy it's fisticuffs
Since you somethin' special
Scoop you in a rental
Swear her teeth like dental
I got sex all on my mental

Let me lay it down
We smoke by the pound
I got some much layin' 'round
Take a quarter ounce
Fuck it, half a pound
I don't wanna see a new moon
Feel like Lil Tracy I been sellin' lil' whore

Take five, take four
I've just gotta take a break
I've been thrustin' like hour
Need some water, goodness sake
Rollin' leaves like I'm a rake
Frontwoods, Bear Kush
Girl you lucky you got me
Straight up, real talk

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

{Verse 2}
Spy spaceship to high need a grip
Mad lips, big spliff, no we buy by the zip
Maybe one drink of Goose and some rum now I'm drunk
Try to move look at me
I'm lookin' like a fool
Play me, make me sad 'cause I'm a tool
Got me fallin'
Got me textin' back I'm all in
See you stallin'
I know that your man callin'
Blond hair, big lips, man I want it
Juicy wide hips, let you flaunt it

And I can't go out
Start thinkin' what I'm 'bout
Half of these bitches just want clout I say
I just Migos these bitches and ballout

{Hook}
I tell Scott "Send it through"
I'm about to make a heater
Beam me up, rollin' zoot
Pouring dirty by the liter
In a whip and it's blue
Had to park it like it's Peter
Got some heat in the booth
Turn these goofies to believers

Make her "Ay" then she "Ouh"
Tell me just a little higher
I came back out the blue
Fuck the 9, I'm droppin' fire
Take a seat by the booth
I got bottles and a driver
But I got Backwoods and a lighter
Say I'm good but I'm a liar

okkkk (scottysplash)

suffocate in my sheets

SPOTIFY

Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

make your dreams your reality

△cid c△stle


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