I don’t know 
Where I’m supposed to go 
But I’m okay 
On my own 
It’s gets lonely 
But I’d rather be alone 
Nobody  gets me 

And then hits me
One day I’m playing showing in city’s that you will never 
Be
Sometimes it just gets so hard too see 
Myself in that light 
Wonder if I’m ever gonna make it out this fight 
I’m In my own brain trying to find what’s right 
Nothing ever seems to make sense in life 
At least I’m still here 
Just gotta make it clear 
I’m never going anywhere 
I’m only going up from here 

Time will tell Me 
where I’m supposed to be and who’s really rocking with me 
Then you’ll see 
Me on your tv 
Playing the show those you wish you could be

rather be alone  p. @siemspark x @milodramabeats

LYRICS: 

(banished soul, never known)
(bounced right back into the hole)
(grasping for the love you stole)
(fell to pieces now not whole)
(saturated colors, fade into the greys)
(cant stand the fire but keep adding to the blaze)
(disappear tomorrow no alarm here to be raised)
(got a mortal wound but pretend its just a graze)

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

just gave away my own position
consider this one my audition
hope i die on this next mission
trigger finger keeps on itchin
all these curveballs life been pitchin
i dont wanna keep on switchin
but i know that i deserve to
and i dont deserve you
come shatter my worldview
cause i dont got the nerve to

baby i dont wanna try another
babygirl i wanted you tonight
you threw my heart into the gutter
lookin back just leaves me feelin fright
left me to die like it was nothin
how'd you ever think you're right
got too many issues to keep bluffin
one day they'll flood right back into your sight

tragic endings, new beginnings
lost myself lord i been sinning
none this shit gon help me grin n
im too gone so lets just bin it
hate the way that i been livin
fuck myself then ask who did it
glue my ass to where im sittin
they move on n im left pitted
all this pain aint got me driven
got these aches from where im bitten
play it out the way its written
scripted acts yet im left smitten
exchange my woe for clearer vision
trade my voice to learn to listen
rid myself of wounds left stitchin
fuck it all engage the fission

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

behind these trees (prod. tiedforsilver x flesh)

Yeah you tried to call 
But My phone on DND
And I’m about to blow 
That’s why your needing me 
Like BYOD 
Bring your own dreams 
Cause in case you can’t see 
I’m already doing the most 

Lets celebrate with a toast 
Condine champagne 
She drinking mimosas of course 
While my guys Drop a line to get more 
I Used to have to rent it
Now Everything I get paid for 
Let’s hit the store 
Let’s get some ink 
All up my body
Tatting up my fucking soul 
My family worried 
Thinking damn I must’ve lost control 
But this the real me 
Dripping from my fucking head to my toes
Wicked web on the belt 
I don’t care how they felt 
Smash it down 
Any wall 
Like fuck them all
I love my fans 
But rest of you can burn in hell 
Shout out my friends 
The few of you still left around 
You my days ones 
I’ll sing this hook and make it loud 

Yeah you tried to call 
But My phone on DND
And I’m about to blow 
That’s why your needing me 
Like BYOD 
Bring your own dreams 
Cause in case you can’t see 
I’m already doing the most

B.Y.O.D.  P. @siemspark x @hiidrax

TF [Prod. Jankai]

Through the Night (prod. s0ftskelet0ns & irby)

flashy [prod. plait0]

need her [prod. Euro]

prod me
[lyrics]

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay

I get so conceited when im all alone
I can feel it all
I can see my flaws

It's just enough to feed my ego
It took mine to show your evil
I don’t need more than this
I don’t need more than

Where are we
It would be nice to know
I’m sorry
It’s getting harder to hold on

Might be the last time
I only wanna see it through a bad light
I might put my money on the best lie (lie)
Don’t ask me why
I’ll use you as the one that pushed me away
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil
You changed my heart, would you stay for a while
I can’t handle the recoil

last time

Too hot Too Cold [Prod. RocketMadeThis]

presidential w/ azul (kittyflower)

a moment of light in the static... a reminder that even a brief encounter or fleeting connection can bring you back to yourself
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LYRICS:
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Coffee cold
My sunglasses cracked
We’re chasing lines 
On a faded map

Same four chords 
In a run-down town
Pretending the crowd 
Still sticks around

Then through the window
Sunshine strolls 
A girl with an ice cream cone
Cherry lips, vanilla glow
For a second, I don’t feel alone

Who’s that girl with the ice cream cone?  
Walking through my gray unknown
She don’t see me staring, no—  
But she makes this road feel like home

Curtains drawn, the TV hums
Neon skies and nicotine lungs
Bandmates crash from the night before
I’m staring through the sliding door

Then I see her again, across the street
Sun melting sugar down her cheek
Maybe it’s luck, maybe I’m weak—  
But I smile like I forgot defeat

Who’s that girl with the ice cream cone?  
Cutting through my monochrome
Every time she drifts my way
The noise fades out
The guilt decays

Spotlights burn
My throat gives out
Feedback screams
But I don’t doubt—  

She’s in the crowd
That same soft face
Swaying slow-
Like she owns the place

So I play that song I never play
The one from better, younger days
She smiles once, then fades away—  
But I still feel her in the haze...

Who’s that girl with the ice cream cone?  
Maybe I was never alone
She don’t know what she’s shown—  
But I think I finally found my tone

Now the tour is done
I’m heading home
Her laughter echoes 
Through my phone

I’ll never see her face again
But she’s the song that never ends

She was sunlight
She was gone
Just a whisper
Passing on

And I hum her tune
All on my own—  

Who’s that girl with the ice cream cone?

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girl with the ice cream cone

singer/rapper for the saddest humans

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behind these trees (prod. tiedforsilver x flesh)

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