LYRICS: 

(banished soul, never known)
(bounced right back into the hole)
(grasping for the love you stole)
(fell to pieces now not whole)
(saturated colors, fade into the greys)
(cant stand the fire but keep adding to the blaze)
(disappear tomorrow no alarm here to be raised)
(got a mortal wound but pretend its just a graze)

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

just gave away my own position
consider this one my audition
hope i die on this next mission
trigger finger keeps on itchin
all these curveballs life been pitchin
i dont wanna keep on switchin
but i know that i deserve to
and i dont deserve you
come shatter my worldview
cause i dont got the nerve to

baby i dont wanna try another
babygirl i wanted you tonight
you threw my heart into the gutter
lookin back just leaves me feelin fright
left me to die like it was nothin
how'd you ever think you're right
got too many issues to keep bluffin
one day they'll flood right back into your sight

tragic endings, new beginnings
lost myself lord i been sinning
none this shit gon help me grin n
im too gone so lets just bin it
hate the way that i been livin
fuck myself then ask who did it
glue my ass to where im sittin
they move on n im left pitted
all this pain aint got me driven
got these aches from where im bitten
play it out the way its written
scripted acts yet im left smitten
exchange my woe for clearer vision
trade my voice to learn to listen
rid myself of wounds left stitchin
fuck it all engage the fission

breached my sense of security
im harming me, lost purity
fighting back never works for me
im living in this misery
like constantly, a part of me
ill never change enough to see
ill never be free, it brings them glee 
to see me weak down on my knees
they sip the tea while i just bleed 
maybe i just found the key
they're hunting me i hide in weeds
this smoke billows out from behind the trees

behind these trees (prod. tiedforsilver x flesh)

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behind these trees (prod. tiedforsilver x flesh)

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