remember

lyrics:

why the fuck you telling me to calm down
right now im just trynna put a song out
hit me with an invite i might show up to the lake house
stalking all my pages man it feels just like a stake out
i been skipping sleep but every night been feeling great now
i still barely eat but theres a lot on top my plate now

why does everybody wanna fuck with us
i dont wanna talk no more
im done
i been on my own for the last 6 months
been 2 weeks since i felt sun
been 2 months since i saw someone

you know i stay on my own now
and i live my life on my own time
like i never think of my old self
i dont reminesce our past times

why the fuck you telling me to calm down
right now im just trynna put a song out
hit me with an invite i might show up to the lake house
stalking all my pages man it feels just like a stake out
i been skipping sleep but every night been feeling great now
i still barely eat but theres a lot on top my plate now

esoteric (prod. web + wraithontheporch)

far away from you w/ vislyn [prod. rick hardy]

❤️
lyrics

look me in my eyes im not alright
shitty feelings on my mind it’s like clockwork 
writing lyrics in my bed bout how i’m feeling worse 
kia in my mind feel like icaruslurks 
i been wanting to run away 
life just throw shit in my face 
i feel asleep when im awake 
these bad decisions that i make
when you don’t reply
you upgrade my life
i said this about a million times
your the reason i get by 

conversations with you so seamless
can talk about anything can vent about demons 
i could write paragraphs about how much i love you 
you bring my heart sunshine 
even when it’s nighttime 
my type brown hair
green eyes
her hand in mine 
you got me on the moon 
i would be a fool to lose you 

i’ll be writing lullabies until i die 
please stay mine
forever time 

time i got a lot to spend 
but i stay in my room and i waste it
walkin outside aimlessly 
think bout dreams that im chasin 
i wanted to make it but lately i hate this 

my needs at the bottom of the radar
my god why do i feel so gone 
my mind feel like a shitty loud party
i’m always late sorry
im tryna perfect my hobby 

i put down the music for you 
yeah even when the songs about you 
you get me out my shell 
my own personal hell 
my secrets to you i tell 
even more then friends i know well 

im super broken and you know it
but you do not care 
you understand me somewhat
for me no one compares
you light me up like blunts 
baby your my number one 
your far away just be there when i rollie up my watch 

time i got a lot to spend but i stay in my room and i waste it

conversations (under the maple tree)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6JuVcEsqHVmX8atqGSoyVU?si=9e92ae4a59fe4b48

cut away, keep away
you make me hurt more than anything
i'm a fucking loser
an introvert at best
im repulsive, disgusting
nothing worth in my chest
ill say i do it to protect me
say it a million ways
if we're all honest im nothing
more of a throwaway

my headspace is clouded
i feel the shame when i talk
ill pour my flaws onto a type beat
only way to take a load off

i hear the silence, its shouting
"can they hear what i say?"
i feel the comfort in solace
get the fuck out of my face

i dont want you to hear me
at the same time i do
i dont want you to fear me
is this normal for you?

prod. mercenarychild

throwaway

prod. wyfy

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2H6IPeHR9NUUVmU2HHSLpz

(absent)
i've never really worked well with others
im used to doing most things alone
got a couple of close friends and my brothers
if you've listened before then you already know     

and you dont gotta tell me that im wasting my time being somewhere i dont belong
cause in all honestly i already know that
ive just been seeing how you all get along

(but you belong to Reach)
(your body, your armor--all burned and turned to glass)
(everything.) 

i dont care for much nowadays
so if its not important than please 
get out my face
i only care if my brothers are involved
i dont mean to be rude
i just couldnt care at all
all
no, no
i couldn't care at all
no

i could try to keep it brief
but we both know i got some things knockin on my teeth and
i would rather keep em unsaid but you know how i get when it rattles in my head
between all this
twisting and turning
its got my stomach burning
and im coughing up words
that i know would just be hurting 
and i’m trying to keep myself composed
so ill craft up a beat
and speak out what i wrote
what i wrote, what i wrote

the sky is peaking through my blinds
its orange outside
its orange outside
the sun crept through the clouds from the pines
the clouds to the pines
the clouds to the pines

not gonna lie to you lt.
you're stepping into some shoes the rest of squad would rather leave unfilled
me? i'm just happy to have noble back up to full strength
just one thing
i've seen your file, even the parts the ONI censors didn't want me to 
i'm glad to have your skill set, but we're a team (rep AC TILL I DIE)
that lone wolf stuff stays behind, clear?
got it, sir

i dont care for much nowadays
so if its not important than please 
get out my face
i only care if my brothers are involved
i dont mean to be rude
i just couldnt care at all
all
no, no
i couldn't care at all

reach (intro)

never tell W GrimmGem (cl6udy)

i love u deadwood

[wraith]
Friend
I’m seeing red
You took the words right out my head
And yet again
I make a mess of what is left
The way I tend
Take the punch out of my breath
My heart out of my chest

Darling you just wanna tempt me
Okay
Why’d we have to bet it all on today
I just wish that you would mean the words that you say
Praying that we let what’s meant to be fade

You
left me strangling on words
So I’m left coughing up the verses
What is it worth?
What is it worth?
What is it-

I guess you’re the enemy
I try to see what’s happening next
Y-y-you mangle intentions
With your hands on my neck
E-Easy prey to deception
And I’m caught in the trap
Yeah I keep falling like that

[vampy]
you said trust the pain it'll pass
but i've been counting ghosts in the glass
half empty bottles 
late night calls 
scrolling through my fucking downfall

and i hate how you still smile that way
when i told you that i might not stay 
know your ego is death
rip my heart out my chest
swear your love is a curse
vampy, blood on your neck

i tried
i lied
gave up
two times
saw you
go by
your eyes
like knives

soul numb
i died
can’t run
can’t hide
the truth
won’t slide
it cuts
inside

Friend, I see the fire in your eyes
Burning bridges while we live in lies
Every word you spit, it cuts like a knife
I’m just trying to hold on, survive the night

if you read this when i'm gone don't cry
really i'm just tired of being alive
deadwood forest gave up
kicked the chair and said goodbye

red w/ vampy (cxrter x ryan kelly)

prod wraithontheporch
ty to @wraithwilldie for hopping on <3 love u dude

lyrics

(chbv)
these nights get a little lonely, thats alright
cuz lifes hard, stare at the stars, that serves u right
little light on the juice, it'll keep me tight
studying my research doesnt work, so i
what's it like to live rent free in my head?
muscles tearing slowly, do u want me dead?
we used to love offroading, we did it every day
and now its hard living without u in my way

(wraith)
Just another apology
I’m trying my best
To keep the blood in these arteries
Withholding the mess
Girl just say what you want from me
Lower artillery, there’s nothing that’s left
And if I’m wasting my breath it’s
Only meant to be penance
Nearly calling it quits
Just let me die every sentence
A head full of tension
Heart full of damage
Counting the seconds
Patching wounds with the bandage
Holding your hands its
Almost too much to manage
Am I mental and manic?
Guess I’m finally crashing

incision w/ wraith

prod me and unit33 my glorious king
@unit33-976697144

lyrics

i dont know

ripple under static taste
and how long will it take?
and how long before i can escape?
i dont even know why i am here
all i know is that im scared
and im crippled with fear
relate to me
put urself in my shoes
but i think thats hard for u
cuz u have got nothin to lose

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
me out of everybody else

OH I COULDNT TELL U WHY
WHY THEY WANNA TAKE MY LIFE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward
desperation fills my eyes as fast as the damn speed of light

wonder if they'll even try
and if i grow some guts i might

I DONT KNOW WHY THEY CHOSE
oh thats not the thing i look towards
when they try to hate on me
but im gonna move forward

desperation

ty ryn <3

lyrics: 

gutter:

i hold back, all these feelings that i couldnt brush past
i still hear your voice like its on playback
i cant escape all these wants that i have
i just need you here with me but i-

i still see you in my room
there's a burned in shadow next to where youd forgotten your perfume
keep these thoughts all under wraps to not appear like im uncouth
but inside im screaming out cause every day im missing you
and now i got a little movement from the time i spent in the booth
but nothin fuckin matters if i cant share it with you
i lost the best part of me when i failed to tell the truth
every day's a fucking struggle when i dont wake up with you
with you

ryn:

Everyday I wake up
Sweating in my sleep 
Having a withdrawal 
Since you're not right next to me 

Every moment passes
While I suffer with this void
Missing you like crazy 
In this life that I destroyed

I watch from a distance 
As you live your best life
Regretting everything 
That I did, it serves me right 

I messed it all up
By not telling you the truth 
Your scent lingers on my hoodies
And my tears blocking my view 

Every night
I think of us
What we could have been 
That warmth of your touch

In my dreams 
I can feel the rush
Like from when we met
When I felt your love... 


perfume (with ryn.) [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

singer/rapper for the saddest humans

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perfume (with ryn.) [prod. s0ftskelet0ns]

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