ayy this song is fucken fire. I love your voice and the mix sounds duper clean

I’m always changing up my mind 
To change up how I feel inside 
impulsive cause I ride to die 
Get high as fuck to feel alright 
I dont think that I’ll change 
I know I’m stuck I know Im never gonna be okay 
I’m addicted to all of this god damn pain 
I can’t make this go away 

( @denverkell )
i take my meds
feel the side effects
i don’t think that i would be here 
without all my friends 
i still uh pay the price 
i genuinely can’t uh change my mind 
i’m praying for the day they stand in line 
i make these songs so i can save a life 

i don’t wanna pay somebody just to talk to me
so i record another song to get it off of me 
apparently this is my therapy 
my thoughts racing now and theyre scaring me 

i still want you to give me that look you used to 
before the weed and alcohol that i abused 
they say don’t let the past control you let it fuel you 
well i’m still somewhere stuck in limbo i can’t choose 
i might just go take my meds i might just go take

(GXLKE)

Shift my mind up with the seasons 
Close myself up, there’s no reason 
To feel like this, but man I’m bleeding 
black from my heart, I don’t believe in myself 

I don’t believe in Myself, 
I don’t take care of my health 
spending all of my wealth 
Smoking on that top shelf 
Drinking truly like hell 
Staying crossed can’t you tell 
Faded under your spell 
miss you and our talks about 
nights where we always fell 
in love again 
I fucked up yeah i know I did 
You always wanna think about
feelings but I’m too shut out 
always make myself left out 
self inflected shout me out 
that’s all I ever think about

How I Feel Inside (Feat. Yung Kell) (prod. Afterlife)

Lyrics:

I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I

I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I just die? 

Did I just die? 

Am I dead or am I alive ?
You’ve been folding 
All my corners crushing my insides 
You’re stuck in my head 
Theres nowhere I can go to hide 
I’m happier out in Denver 
But I’m still dead inside 

Time to move along
Write another song
Workin all day and every night
Start by ripping the bong
I got that purple kush
It smell like gas
Can't say that I'm wrong
Whippin' in the eclipse
Ridin' solo, no one come along

And I know that I've been feelin' like a ghost
I don't wanna talk I don't wanna be a host
Feelin' like Rick Ross cause you know that I'm the boss
Hiding from the world, working on music
Bitch, that's the sauce, yuh

I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I

I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I just die? 

Maybe I just love being lonely
No one there to mind control me 
Vibe with myself smokin kush, OG 
Say goodbye to my old self, that’s the old me 

Livin somewhere new 
Where no one knows me 
I’m sick and tired of 
Receiving all these type beats 
I’m self produced 
Ain’t nobody gonna beat me 
Rising to the top 
Yea, I bring my team with me 

  I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I

I’ve been 
Floating 
I’ve been floating in the sky 
Mile high 
Am I a ghost or did I just die? 

Did I just die? 

Am I dead or am I alive ?
You’ve been folding 
All my corners crushing my insides 
You’re stuck in my head 
Theres nowhere I can go to hide 
I’m happier out in Denver 
But I’m still dead inside 

>co produced with Afterlife<

dead or alive (prod. Afterlife x NeverxHappy)

lyrics:

Baby please 
Please just tell me that we’re
Better off as friends 
I don’t want to play pretend 

Baby please just tell me 
That we’re better as friends 
You know I’m done with fuckin’ around 
And playin pretend 
I’m better off to myself 
I can let this heart mend 
You know 
Yeah, you know 
We’re better off as friends 

Only hit me up in the night time
When you’re drunk 
Baby tell me that I’m wrong 
Tell me, when will it be enough? 
Baby the alcohol is wearing me thin
You know it’s tough 
But baby you can’t see that you and I 
Will never be in love 

We’ll never be in love 
Yeah, all we got is lust 
You only want me for my tattoos 
Babe I’m callin bluff 
You don’t even know me 
But baby, you just can’t get enough 
We’ll never be in love 
Baby please just give it up 

Yeah you know that we’ll never be in love 
You know that we will never be in love 
You know that we’ll never be in love 
You know that we will never be in love 

Baby please just tell me 
That we’re better as friends 
You know I’m done with fuckin’ around 
And playin pretend 
I’m better off to myself 
I can let this heart mend 
You know 
Yeah, you know 
We’re better off as friends 

Baby please just tell me 
That we’re better as friends 
You know I’m done with fuckin’ around 
And playin pretend 
I’m better off to myself 
I can let this heart mend 
You know 
Yeah, you know 
We’re better off as 

Friends cause you know I got your back
Just one of your homies 
But you eat me like a snack 
We can have some fun 
But no love please just relax
If you wanna vibe 
Don’t gotta ask me where I’m at 
You can find me at the crib 
Makin hits, no cap 

You can roll one up tight 
Cause I like it like that 
Smokin kush and blowin it out my sunroof 
Baby yeah, you know I live it up 
With or without you, yea 

We’ll never be in love 
Yeah, all we got is lust 
You only want me for my tattoos 
Babe I’m callin bluff 
You don’t even know me 
But baby, you just can’t get enough 
We’ll never be in love 
Baby please just give it up 

Yeah you know that we’ll never be in love 
You know that we will never be in love 
You know that we’ll never be in love 
You know that we will never be in love 

Baby please just tell me 
That we’re better as friends 
You know I’m done with fuckin’ around
And playin pretend 
I’m better off to myself 
I can let this heart mend 
You know 
Yeah, you know 
We’re better off as friends 

We’re better 
Yeah we’re better 
We’re better off as friends 

We’re better 
Yeah we’re better 
We’re better off as friends 

>self produced<

throw it into sixth (prod. Cl6udy x NeverxHappy)

lyrics:

I was poppin pills and fading out 
Lost my boy
And then I fuckin threw them out 
Never lookin back
You know that’s not what I’m about 
I’m doin better now
I still got to figure this out 
That’s why I moved away
I guess I’ll just see you around 

I didn’t care 
I wanted to end it all 
Poppin xans and 
Poppin some adderall 
Mixed the liquor in 
My vision kept fading out 
Living with ghosts 
Alone in my family’s house 

If you ever wanted to see me fall down
I’ve already survived the worst days 
Dealt with too much grief in its worst stage 
Always ran away from feeling my life’s pain 

Now everyone wonders why I moved away 
I had to get out before I became insane 
Watching us grow apart too, it felt too late 
Now I’m better in Denver, I think I’ll be okay. 

I was poppin pills and fading out 
Lost my boy
And then I fuckin threw them out 
Never lookin back
You know that’s not what I’m about 
I’m doin better now
I still got to figure this out 
That’s why I moved away
I guess I’ll just see you around 

I was poppin pills and fading out 
Lost my boy
And then I fuckin threw them out 
Never lookin back
You know that’s not what I’m about 
I’m doin better now
I still got to figure this out 
That’s why I moved away
I guess I’ll just see you around 

>self produced<

I guess I'll just see you around

lyrics:

Giving you the cold shoulder 
You know that it’s over 
Baby don’t fret 
You know that you fucked up 
I’m trynna keep my composure 
And you’re never sober 
Baby you know that I’ve had enough 
So give it up 

Let me guess, you’re at the job 
Selling your weed again 
Drinking and seeing who you’ll 
End up sleeping with 
Is it me, or is it the pool guy 
Or some random dude at the bar 
That you met that same night  

I ain’t trying to do this shit 
Aye, yeah 
I’m done with letting you 
Come crawling into my bed 
I’d rather be alone 
Than have you give me more head 
Please leave and don’t come back 

Please don’t come back 

Giving you the cold shoulder 
You know that it’s over 
Baby don’t fret 
You know that you fucked up 
I’m trynna keep my composure 
And you’re never sober 
Baby you know that I’ve had enough 
So give it up

Giving you the cold shoulder 
You know that it’s over 
Baby don’t fret 
You know that you fucked up 
I’m trynna keep my composure 
And you’re never sober 
Baby you know that I’ve had enough 
So give it up

 >self produced<

you're never sober

lyrics:

I’m tired and lonely
I’m bleeding black internally
Leave me covered up in scars
And bury up my god damn heart

I’m tired and lonely
I’m bleeding black internally
Leave me covered up in scars
And bury up my god damn heart

I’m so sick of it
I’m feeling some type of way again
I’m so sick of it
Cut me let me bleed make sure that I’m dead
I’m so sick of it
Following my heart was the worst thing I ever did
I’m so sick of it
Yeah
I’m so sick of it

I don’t really give a shit
About my life just let me breathe
Let me take take my fucking pills
I swear I forgot how to breathe
Brain dead in my head
I wouldn’t be here without friends
It’s hard to lie when I barely want to make it out of bed

I barely feel alive
I barely feel alive inside
I'm so sick of it 
Yeah, I'm so sick of it

I barely feel alive
I barely feel alive inside
I'm so sick of it 
Yeah, I'm so sick of it

I’m tired and lonely
I’m bleeding black internally
Leave me covered up in scars
And bury up my god damn heart

I’m tired and lonely
I’m bleeding black internally
Leave me covered up in scars
And bury up my god damn heart

I'm so sick of it
Yeah, I'm so sick of it

I'm so sick of it
Yeah, I'm so sick of it

>prod. Afterlife x Irby<

tired & lonely (prod. Afterlife X Irby)

featuring @iamwaste 

lyrics:

Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

Babe you said you fucking like that 
The way I got the earrings on it’s like a life hack 
I’m fusing with myself I’m feeling like I’m perfect cell 
Not even cell saga Gohan can save you from my spell 

Tattoos up my sleeves connecting to my chest 
Sad boy swag I’m dripped in black, and we’ve barely met 
But you’re mesmerized baby just give it a rest 
I don’t want to be with anyone, and yeah I gotta jet 

Taking flights to MIA
Just know that I’ll never stay 
Cause I left to find my way 
Out in Denver I feel okay 
I know one day 
I’ll have it made 
I have the plan set in its place 
Feeling unstoppable 
Babe just know im not the same

  Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

Castle in the sky, call me Jack black 
Smoking super ghost kamikaze attack 
Crowd killing in the pit like I’m Chuck Liddell
Bruce lee, kicking, choke slamming like i’m hell in a cell 

A living legacy, a journey to the west
Buddha lobes, Mala beads 
But I fucking digress 
I’m aspiring for my fate like a digi crest
Leaving behind those days of being depressed

No longer in disarray
Winter subsides with springs embrace 
No longer weighed down by my mistakes
I’m turning the page

I know one day
I’ll meet my fate 
But my downfall ain’t today 
Feeling unstoppable babe 
Just know I’m not the same

  Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

Yeah I’m wearing my potara earrings 
Fight the demons in my head 
I fuckin hate the feeling 
The way I’m blasting off 
Into deep space 
Play my song 
On your profile 
Like it’s MySpace 

>self produced<

POTARA EARRINGS (feat. lil waste)

lyrics:

Feeling like I’m Rocky Balboa 
Fight depression and the motherfuckin paranoia 
Put the world on my shoulders like a soldier
Got too many problems 
And I never gave a fuck to go and solve them 
Now I’m realizing 

Gotta put the car in gear if you’re looking to go 
Pack your shit get up and chase your dreams  
Becoming the GOAT
Yea, I came out from the east
Yea, I had a thing for the coast 
Always making waves smoking a Cuban 
I’m on the boat, yuh 

Driving 90 down the i25 
I see the Rockies 
Beautifully painted up in the sky 
Smoking purple marijuana 
Yeah I stay mile high 
I don’t ever regret leaving the 305 
I’m only vibing by myself 
I’ll be my own ride or die 
Found a new home in the mountains 
And I’m not gon’ lie 
Loving the views 
Loving the snow
And I’m loving the ice 
Falling all around me 
Yeah I gotta say this is nice 

Pour me up another cortadito 
Mix it with some weed yuh, aye que rico 
Floatin lookin pretty call me niño lindo 
Bet i’m eating chips and guac with a side of pico 
Flights out to Miami pero no eso lo mismo 
High & caffeinated making daily beats tho 
Making music everyday, yuh 
I just need a little bit of weed and coffee to get me high through my day yuh 

I came out from the water now I’m living on rocks 
Climbing every day, yeah I leave my shoes in the box 
I don’t care to count the profits just know I’m living a lot 
I don’t care about the steams just know I got this on lock 
Cause I do it for the love of music 
I gotta pursue it 
Standing on my ten toes 
I swear that I’ll never lose it
Got my ass off of the benzos 
I thought that I’d never do it 
Fell into pressure 
Now I’m better 
Now I’m writing this music, yo 

Heading west on the i70 
I see the Rockies standing tall in front of me 
cruising through the mountains 
And I’m in the orange Jeep 
Targa T-top we take it off we riding free
Throw it into sixth and then I light a bit of weed 
Purple marijuana, yea that marshmallow OG 
In the hot springs you wish that you were chillin with me 
Vibing together smoking gas while we in the back of the Jeep 

Pour me up another cortadito 
Mix it with some weed yuh, aye que rico 
Floatin lookin pretty call me niño lindo 
Bet i’m eating chips and guac with a side of pico 
Flights out to Miami pero no eso lo mismo 
High & caffeinated making daily beats tho 
Making music everyday, yuh 
I just need a little bit of weed and coffee to get me high through my day yuh 

>self produced<

ROCKY BALBOA

lyrics:

Feeling it again, in my head, depressed 
Filling all the void with smoke inside my chest 
Full circle but now I’m smarter than the rest 
Of the shitty versions of myself that I try to impress 
Always trying to get better I’m always trying my best 
Had to hit the brakes on the the substances I left 
Been trying to build myself I used to be a mess 
Had to get the fuck out of Florida 
To catch my breath 

Aye 

Thinking back I had a lot to go and improve on 
I had to keep my distance  
Had to learn how to move on
Now I’m feeling better I’d never wanna go back 
Anytime I’m out there it’s like a zombie attack 

Lookin’ like I’m super sayian Broly 
Legendary like everybody just wants to know me 
I ain’t got a wife and I don’t want nobody to hold me 
I used to pop pills, that’s gxlke, yeah, that’s the old me 

We’re feeling alone 
So we make friends with ghosts 
I love feeling cold living here in the snow 

We’re feeling alone 
So we make friends with ghosts 
I love feeling cold living here in the snow

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 


Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud

Drinking my coffee on a cloud
Thinking about all the shit I never say aloud
Hoping that I make my folks proud
Really it’s a blessing that I’m still above the ground

Try to figure how to make it further
Try to turn the heat up on the burner
Now I’m shaping up to be the top earner
All to make my wishes came true, Timmy Turner

Doing everything to turn around my life yeah
Need attention but I never been the type yeah
If only I could, then I’d do some good
And leave this world with no regrets weighing down on my neck

We’re feeling alone 
So we make friends with ghosts 
I love feeling cold living here in the snow 

We’re feeling alone 
So we make friends with ghosts 
I love feeling cold living here in the snow

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 


Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud 

Baby I’ve been smoking loud 
Drinking my coffee, on a cloud

>feat. desmo.< >self produced<

coffee on a cloud (feat. desmo.)

lyrics:

I’ve been feeling animated 
Cause I always seem so drawn to 
Making music bout my life 
And how I live without you 
I get it, it’s been a minute 
But we always make the time to 
Go and check on eachother 
To see who’s got the better view 

Yeah, bitch you know 
I got the Rockies painted in my sights  
Yeah, bitch you know 
I went crazy in my fucking mind 
Back in Ocala I can’t get my mind off the matter 
I was ruining my life every night with one drink at a time 
Started fucking with shrooms and opened up my third eye 
Tried controlling the booze and focusing on getting high 
I didn’t give a fuck about my life 
I started popping benzos and the adderall 
Losing grip what the fuck is wrong and right 
Lost my homie to the coronavirus 
I shoulda been the one to die 
Rest in peace to my boy 
I’ll see you soon
Yea, we’ll be flying high  
Brother just know that I think about you 
Man, like all the time 
I’m chasing dreams, being annoying 
I’m doing this till it’s my time 

I started thinking what do I do 
Started selling all my furniture 
Instead of drinking all my booze 
I figured I had to leave 
I had to pack my shit and move 
Following the light 
I literally had nothing left to lose 
When you heard the news 
You found another reason to believe it wasn’t true 
Cause I broke our trust and that’s why you left me
For some kid who can’t fill my shoes 
He’s a great value version of me 
Then he wonders why you think of me and how I became his worst enemy 

Depression altering my chemistry 
Coming at me cause you can’t control your jealousy 
See my numbers growing steadily 
Wondering how I came up with all these melodies 
You know I got the recipe 
When you get a taste you’re breathing heavily 
Try to pin me for a felony 
Cause I’m driving drunk so recklessly 
In a fifty going seventy 
Turning up the music so I can raise up the intensity 

Can’t fuck with me 
I’m just speaking generally 
When I die I‘ll leave behind a legacy 
When you listen to my music it’s like being off the ecstasy 
Changing my brain chemically 
Following my dreams is my true destiny 
Making music that will live on endlessly 
I even went and changed my entity 
Wondering why I’m never x happy 
it really just means that I don’t fuck with complacency 
That’s why I stay undefeated 
Doesn’t matter cause I’ll get back up to find the remedy 

Stay high & caffeinated 
Out in Denver always faded 
But I still try and show that I’m dedicated 
In this economy we inflated 
Still following the plan that I created 
On my shoulders the world is weighted 
I never thought that I would make it 
Always made my life so mothafucking complicated 
Just know I never did this for the compensation 
I do it for the healing of my mind I fabricated 

>prod. desmo.<

altering my chemistry (prod. desmo.)

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