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prequel: MMXXI

80 proof inside my veins yeah
always drinking cause I miss you 
how am I ever gonna see you 
Only see you in my dreams 
Love broken right at the seam 

I’ll Reach for you 

it’s never the right time 
I always feel so blind 

always run away 
cause I don’t know what to do 
facing down my fears 
Of living my life without you 

don’t think I’ll be okay 
I only wanna be with you 
I swear I’ll find a way 
I’ll light the flame for our breakthrough 
distance keeps coming between us 
so distant 
but we’ll fight for our love 

Seasons change 
and our love went cold 
sing to you like i'm post malone 
never wanted you to be alone 
FaceTime every single call 

Wake up in the middle of the night and you’re not there 
Wish I can hold you through the dark when you get scared 
Alcohol is on my mind 
drink and drive to you tonight

prod. @hellahaunted / @jolst

miss u. (prod. Caves x Jolst)

ft. @skrxwd // prod. @sogimura

Rain clouds in my head 
Always pourin down inside 
feeling like I lost the best thing that I ever had in life 
Cause I’m trynna reach you 
but all I hear are dial tones 
I hung up the fuckin phone 
I hope that one day you will know
You always kept my heart beating 
no matter what 
and I just can’t ignore this feeling 
I fuckin miss you and 
I dreamt that you were still here 
I fuckin wish 
So I just dream of better weather 
Dream of better weather 

SKRXWD: 
I just wanna call you up and tell you that I love you 
You’re the only reason that I’m breathing and I want too
Hold you close, I don’t wanna let go
I know it gets hard no matter what, I’m standing ten toes Wasted through this season got me fucked up
I don’t wanna think too much and that’s why I get fucked up yeah 
Head in the ceiling 
Losing all the feeling in my body 
I wanna feel something 
Blame it on the weather 
Just wanna get better
Take me back to nights when you were sleeping in my sweater 
It’s a lonely weekend 
It’s a lonely feeling 
Baby come over and maybe we can pretend 

GXLKE:
Crying from the thought of you calling someone your sunshine 
that person should be me but I just never learned to not lie 
so I’m taking some more medicine 
wishing you would let me in 
I know I fucked up all those times 
but I just gotta try 

Look you right in the eyes 
I say I’m sorry it’s alright 
Again and again 
I’ll always admit to my mistakes but never learn from them 
honesty, honestly isn’t hard, it’s just embarrassing 

Always having an excuse so I blame it on the weather 
looking at the Polaroids of you wearing my sweater 
Doing drugs, staying high I hope this makes it better  
replaying the moment when you left when I read your letter

Better Weather (Feat. Skrwd) (prod. Sogimura)

self prescribing my own prescriptions 
To feed my addictions 
cause I never listen 
everyone will have their opinions 
So I keep my distance 
my mind in a prison 

wish that we could bridge our division 
it was my envision 
And now  I’m stuck missing 
Reminiscing Times we’d be kissing 
we’re in this position 
from my manic condition 

There’s no remedy 
So forget me 
The love I give is so fuckin deadly 
There’s nobody here that can save me
can’t even save me from myself 
yeah I’ve gone crazy 

Livin life 
I’m afraid to die 
bloodshot in my eyes 
feelin right 
cause I’m getting high 
hiding from my mind 
No reply 
When you lose someone 
that won’t come back like other times 
I crossed the line too many times 
And now you said your last goodbye 

I’m facing life back on my own again
back driving on the fuckin road again 
drinking away all of my pain again 
And doin drugs so I can make it end 

I’m Positively negative 
you’re the voice to my life’s narrative 
I’m sorry if I always get insensitive 
just give me drugs and alcohol those are my favorite sedatives 

give me more and more and more and more 
I ...just want...to be alright....

Manic Condition (prod. Sogimura)

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

I’m always changing up my mind 
To change up how I feel inside 
impulsive cause I ride to die 
Get high as fuck to feel alright 
I dont think that I’ll change 
I know I’m stuck I know Im never gonna be okay 
I’m addicted to all of this god damn pain 
I can’t make this go away 

( @denverkell )
i take my meds
feel the side effects
i don’t think that i would be here 
without all my friends 
i still uh pay the price 
i genuinely can’t uh change my mind 
i’m praying for the day they stand in line 
i make these songs so i can save a life 

i don’t wanna pay somebody just to talk to me
so i record another song to get it off of me 
apparently this is my therapy 
my thoughts racing now and theyre scaring me 

i still want you to give me that look you used to 
before the weed and alcohol that i abused 
they say don’t let the past control you let it fuel you 
well i’m still somewhere stuck in limbo i can’t choose 
i might just go take my meds i might just go take

(GXLKE)

Shift my mind up with the seasons 
Close myself up, there’s no reason 
To feel like this, but man I’m bleeding 
black from my heart, I don’t believe in myself 

I don’t believe in Myself, 
I don’t take care of my health 
spending all of my wealth 
Smoking on that top shelf 
Drinking truly like hell 
Staying crossed can’t you tell 
Faded under your spell 
miss you and our talks about 
nights where we always fell 
in love again 
I fucked up yeah i know I did 
You always wanna think about
feelings but I’m too shut out 
always make myself left out 
self inflected shout me out 
that’s all I ever think about

How I Feel Inside (Feat. Yung Kell) (prod. Afterlife)

meet me in the grove 
Yeah we getting litty 
Yeah we gotta let it flow 
pouring up my cup 
you already fucking know 
80 proof vibes and the truly’s drinking slow 
I don’t fuck with hoes 

meet me in the grove where we start the night 
Pop open the bottle got you sitting lookin nice 
wearing that black dress 
girl you’re lookin too fine 
undressing you with my eyes 
Got me so hypnotized 
yeah 
taking you out 
to the city we go
Wynwood brickell 
Where do you wanna go? 
Out to south beach 
we could drink out some mo 
got us so drunk 
we see life in slo mo 

rollin up the Jane 
Got us Floatin on this magic 
flying so high tell me all about your passions 
drop top jeep 94 that’s a classic 
in the eclipse swervin through Miami traffic

in the 305 and 786 
you 954 bitches 
yeah you ain’t shit 
still sipping on my drink 
bitch Im getting lit 
Take you back to the grove 
how romantic 

strollin down Mary street into coco walk 
green street cafe yeah I heard it’s all the talk 
fireman dereks now you got a fuckin WAP 
walk you back to my crib yeah you know what up! 

fuck it let’s get crazy 
amp it up and pop my pillys so you can see that shit don’t phase me 
get on top 
That ass is too amazing 
roll my blunts and treat me like a king 
Fill my cup we lit we blazin 

 laid back in my flow 
show you round the loft 
In the middle of the grove 
Crib too lit 
gotta let the neighbors know 
that we fuckin 
scream my name
they can hear all of your moans 

sit up on my face 
lick your pussy till you cum 
pussy too good gotta slurp it till you’re numb 
fuck I can’t wait bend you bang you like a drum 
play you like a guitar gotta show you how I strum 

now I take you down to key Biscayne 
you like my tattoos so you stopped to give me brain 
rollin up another blunt smoke away the pain 
when you’re with me I’ll always make that pussy rain

Meet me in the Grove (prod. Lxnely)

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How I Feel Inside (Feat. Yung Kell) (prod. Afterlife)

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