i wanna change this lead erm... bad songs 3 in like a week or something

stupid stupid
youre really losing it
just think youre cool and
wan be with u

i know im shy and
awkward and i cant
make eye contact
im weird and silent

im really trying
i think im dying
so sick of crying
in love well i am

shy
Im sorry im so shy
im sorry im so shy
im sorry  

im
Im sorry im so shy
im sorry im so shy
im sorry im

im so shy (demo)

prod me

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping

darkness all around
left to following the sounds
and ill wallow in my tears
if i might slip and drown

im nocturnal
drink elixir
im eternally dead
i wont die in any way
try and cut off my head
x2

im so done
with thinking that its the same
i need some change
oh yeah i need some change
spend all night
overthinking
blood pouring out my sockets
ive not been sleeping
x2

i need change

https://open.spotify.com/track/4s6JzKlGJFLAeUXxZP8JBx?si=2f2efaf8701c4e8a

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

its my birthday
im on the edge of my seat
im waiting 
nobodys comin for me

am i ugly 
why dont you miss me
why wont you kiss me
why wont you love me anymore

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

this is what you are untitled

made at 4:30 am , me freestyling about my friends out of key tired as hell who carezzz :p

h4rtbrkrs hitclub anthem

remake of an old song abt a girl that blocked me months ago
https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
m-m-m-m-m-m-m-madeline
is it too much if I want u to only want me?
we'll go to house shows, watch ur favorite bands
that make you dance
cause I want u to want me

I'm doing things that don't come naturally
I'm getting better at trying to be me
I'm watching movies that i'd never see
I'm singing songs that I would never sing
and no matter how my day has been
I know you'll always be there in the end
every day I'm feeling better and
it's cause I love you madeline

Madeline

i hate myswof

boys dont cry and men dont lie 
why am i alive oh why am i alive 
im so gone i think you're right 
why am i alive oh why am i alive

boys dont cry and men dont lie 
why am i alive oh why am i alive 
dont lie dont lie
oh why oh why

edgelord2006

does she wanna get some new piercings
wanna get that tattoo too
will she go to the show this week
does she even care what i think
will you smoke are you gonna drink
dont take that out on me
if i say that i hate the way
that you'll say oh you hate me

(the following lyrics i stole from a drake song)

drop drop 
drop a fifty bag for the mob in the spot
drop a fifty bag 29 for the thot
uhhhhhhhahhehafhhae

like uhhh
i was really really tryna keep it pg
i was really really tryna keep it pg

like WHAT

girl like you

ready or not

For You | made on the Rapchat app (prod. by Noined)

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

like WHAT

h2rtbrkr