low-key might kms in a few weeks

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lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

featuring @luvwillow

i know that you never really liked me
it's okay i only wanted your body
there's no way i'm gonna make it now
'cause i'm too burnt out and feel too let down
i hate myself and the way i think
somebody like you could ever be in sync
with my fucked up thoughts and bad ideas
for the first time i can see things clear

an acquired taste
so out of place
i could never look you in the face
maybe that's why you went mia
never knew the right words to say
thinking about you is pretty sad
how can i miss something i never had?
give me a chance and i'd run right back
i already know it's too late for that

i'm such a big loser
i can't find my words anymore
haven't been happy since age four
i'm lonely stuck here being poor
it's not my fault that you just suck
kill myself i'm a bastard who lost his luck
if i could take your pain away
i think i'd do it another day

even now i'm still hoping
at this point i'm just coping
never gonna get far
complaining with my guitar

an acquired taste ft. luvwillow

you called me cute, i said "ok"
i'm sorry i just didn't know what to say
i feel embarrassed all the time
every time i open my mouth i want to die
there's something wrong with me

don't talk to me
i don't know how to speak
i'm on a twenty one year retarded streak
so leave me alone
i never pick up my phone
i hate it here and i want to go home

i know that i'm really awkward
when you talk my fucking head hurts
i can't even look you in the eyes
i really wanna fuck you but i'm too shy
there's something wrong with me

Don't Talk to Me

featuring @luvwillow

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

didn't mean to push you away
since we stopped talking i've decayed
i'm about five years too late
i gotta move on for god's sake
i'm sorry for ghosting you
didn't know what i was supposed to do
this was all so new
think i had a chance but i ruined it
made you feel like shit
i always miss

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

i never thought i'd be this way without you now
i'm sorry that i messed it up
i know that it's all of my fault
and nothing ever seems to go right
i lost you and now i lost myself
just know that i'm trying to make amends
just know that i mean it when i say...

i'm sorry i fucked up
i'm dying to make up
yeah i know that i suck
i'm sorry, i'll shut up

im sry i fcked up ft. luvwillow

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

i don't know what to do
staying up online at the desk in my room
i'm wasting away, smell of decay
and visions of you inside my brain

brain, brain
inside my brain, brain
all inside my brain, insanity, oooo
insanity, oh insanity, insanity

i don't know what to do
staying up all night at the desk in my room
i'm wasting away, smell of decay
and visions of you inside my brain

visions of you inside my head
i don't know what to do, sitting at the desk in my room
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know
i don't know, i don't know, i don't know

insanity

reupload

theres a girl i know
shes rlly cool and i love her so
she makes me smile and i just cant say no
when ashleys got to go
why does ashley got to go

paneras hold you hostage
and your friends are kinda lame
could u just stay your ass at home
and get on the game

i like ur blue eyes and cool hair
im cool but ur cooler
u rule im a loser
not cute cus ur cuter

steve nashley (sorry im retarded)

im drunk

no hope // no harm

corny song poop clone song poop lyrics ik frick u

lyrics:
yea ur not okay i can tell it in ur eyes

she dont want me back oh well its okay i tried

everyday trying so hard not to grab a knife

i just wanna be a kid again one last time  

yea ur pretty face special to me

a pretty girl shes 17

she has pretty wings and flys around me

im gumball and shes penny

i just want her to sing my songs

we watch the stars and sing along

i wanna go across the world

but only with a certain girl

i wanna be a kid again and watch tawog

if home is where the heart is then
moving is the hardest when
i just wanna make amends
i just want us to be friends x2

i got drunk made another mistake
i didnt mean to text you today
but i did and maybe i dont regret it
i dont regret it i dont

another damn day you mixed up your messages
i dont care just say youre done with him
i dont know why i am still a bit
in love with you girl im so sick of this

if home is where the heart is then
moving is the hardest when
i just wanna make amends
i just want us to be friends x2

home is where the heart is

reload

@odihu PROD


i fucking hate your guts  i want to see you dead
the pretty's girl in the world doesn't seem so dead
yuh i hate you yuh i love you 
that bs you said
it kinda ironic that i really want to see you dead

i hate your promises it all bull shit ig im dumb asf to believe some dumb ass bitch yea im stupid im stupid to believe you ig it some dumb shit i do

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i wouldn't want fucking see you cry
you got me ploting in my own fucking demise
i hate you 2x
so much you always love to see me down well i fucking cry
it funny that you hate 
bc everything i say would blow your mind
is it crazy that you love me
ig everything say was a fucking lie

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i hate ur guts



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

i don't care
anyway 
but nothing seems to be going my way
i'm a joke
got no hope
better off as roadkill on the highway
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

everything
that i try
seems like social fucking suicide
dumb and lame
got no aim
i just wanna be a cool guy
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

i don't care

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

3 am

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

no hope // no harm

h2rtbrkr

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