i don't care
anyway 
but nothing seems to be going my way
i'm a joke
got no hope
better off as roadkill on the highway
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

everything
that i try
seems like social fucking suicide
dumb and lame
got no aim
i just wanna be a cool guy
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

i don't care

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

lyrics:
why are u 
throttling my download speed
i just want
to beat my dick 
to beat my dick to porn games

is there really something wrong
with a man
just trying to get his nut off
to anime bitches
like what's wrong with that
it's a healthier alternative 
to the other choices i have

so please
stop throttling me 
please
i'll do anything
please
stop throttling me 
what did i do to deserve this

my isp is throttling me, also i factory reset my pc so i lost all of my mixes

on the floor

old song i never finished
s/o @retardead69 for writing the verse


chorus:
cut cut cut cut slit slit slit
i hope you die, ur full of shit
you fu- fu- fucking bitch bitch bitch
just die die die die end it quick
cause i i i don't wanna see you
breathing the same air as me
a waste of space and everything
i just wanna watch you bleed

verse:
yk ur really fucking annoying 
and i think you should shut up 
you never stop shit-talking 
and i hate you so damn much
its makes me so damn angry 
when you're acting like a bitch 
so grab a razor blade
and cut deep down into your wrists


still in luv

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

you make me blush for real
stupid jerk* i love you for real
i have to go meow
i hope you know how
to reach me if you ever need a
i love you with all of my heart
i love you with all of mine
i would heart your message but his name is in vain
im sorry to say sorry im so far from saint

will i die before i know your touch
will i get to kiss you like oh so much
well i have some issues that i wont blow up
but at the end of the day well i hope its still us

its still us

i think i'm leaving soon

hi clara bow i know that you 
dont really care if we dont get along
i dont know

i think i want u right now
could you tell me about
all of your friends
and how they hang out

would you know if you saw them
give you everything you wanted
tell me if you want him
when you lie it makes me nauseous

oh caribou, do you know that i care for you
i dont know if you care at all
oh my life is terrible
i cant bare it all

well i tapped you on the shoulder 
and said do you have a beau
well i dont know 

she has many disorders
and she keeps her feelings quartered
she said freeze stop stall and loiter
shes a freak but i would join her
i would join her

clara bow

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demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

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