what the fuck have i done to myself

favorite h4rtbrkr demos (and throwaways ig??)

h24rtbrkr

h4rtbrkr

i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

:)

lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

lyrics:
ghost me 
O-M-G
bitches want to know me
L-O-L
im laughing at you homie

oh no whos he?
sorry that im nosy
K-Y-S
does he know that youre with me?

F-M-L
but i guess you dont care though
S-O-S
cause i think i really need help
K-M-S
cause i cant stand this hell

(yeah) cause i think im gonna kill myself

i hate you

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

trash

lyrics:

(h4rtbrkr)
im feeling right tonight
i wanna see your face tonight

but you never ever cared
but you never ever cared

i see you with that guy
i hit my head and i want you girl

but you never ever cared
but you never never cared

(dethtech)
alone in my room
still hung up on you
im lost in my head
in everything i shouldve said

im just a ghost in your love story
all i want is for you to adore me
In the end theirs no surprise 
im too old for all the lies

six feet underground 
can you look at me now
already forgot my face
i'll never forget yours

lovestory ft dethtech

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

schools out for summer so i can finally work on music again, expect more the rest of the year. (this song is beyond mid)

lyrics:
lights off lets go
you're in my head now
truly in my life
it feels so hard to let go

truly (i need)
you (to see)

so just hold on to me
i know its been a while but you mean the world to me
(you mean the world to me)

lights off lets go
youre in my head now
truly in my life it feels so hard to let go

(will girls ever like us)

my life (sucks)

You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a https://soundcloud.com/neetsongs
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing

Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again

Living rent free inside your head
Living rent free in my parents basement

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating

ur so nice
i dont know why
u would ever talk to me
im nothing special
im a loser
and im fuckin ugly
shes so pretty
shes the girl that i-
girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try
she'll never notice me
im writin songs in my room
im writin songs about u
cause idk what to do
i want this one to come true
so lets make this 1 a 2
i never wanna be thru
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love w u

h4rtbrkr - youre so pretty and im just a loser

creepiest loser of all time

h4rtbrkr - eat yr heart

my heart is made of flowers

without you what does my life amount to
(hand in hand is the only way to land)
glass on the pavement under my shoe

i wish you understood how much that meant to me

this is what falling in love feels like in my head if it were music

she started showing him all of my poems right?
and the next thing i know shes just showing everyone my poems.
and its really humiliating you know?

yeah.. thats awful.

this whole thing just made me feel really insecure about girls

nick i would never show your poems to anyone..

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

Lyrics:
h4rtbrkr:

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me

I searched high and low
Every single day its high and low
I never had the guts to say hi hello
I never needed you I’ll just die alone
just die alone 

And then I’ll cry alone
you never loved me and that’s fine although
Cause I never loved you
that’s a lie I know 
Cause I’m so suicidal 
suicidal

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
you don’t wanna be with a guy like me

Fried By Fluoride:

How do you love when nobody loves you
Its killing me I’m completely consumed
Life’s fucking boring
I’m staring out the window
I’d do something but id probably feel like shit though 

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me



Pls follow h4rtbrkr

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Bm5Lbm7Lc5tYzhhocLbCG?si=NuSSvhcORAO4IuosE9F5PQ&pi=u-hl8NXq_pRxOF


Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=ECc5GjfQR7arWHjBQP5dIg

H4rtbrkr, Fried By Fluoride-Guy Like Me

Blowing My head off

I’m Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room

xo willow - i'm not incelcore

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

h2rtbrkr