temperamental bitch

reupload

theres a girl i know
shes rlly cool and i love her so
she makes me smile and i just cant say no
when ashleys got to go
why does ashley got to go

paneras hold you hostage
and your friends are kinda lame
could u just stay your ass at home
and get on the game

i like ur blue eyes and cool hair
im cool but ur cooler
u rule im a loser
not cute cus ur cuter

steve nashley (sorry im retarded)

im drunk

this is what falling in love feels like in my head if it were music

she started showing him all of my poems right?
and the next thing i know shes just showing everyone my poems.
and its really humiliating you know?

yeah.. thats awful.

this whole thing just made me feel really insecure about girls

nick i would never show your poems to anyone..

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4ynFu3W3EAJjPsTJQezIXB?si=43b5074ba9f84f0c

the jen song

@odihu PROD


i fucking hate your guts  i want to see you dead
the pretty's girl in the world doesn't seem so dead
yuh i hate you yuh i love you 
that bs you said
it kinda ironic that i really want to see you dead

i hate your promises it all bull shit ig im dumb asf to believe some dumb ass bitch yea im stupid im stupid to believe you ig it some dumb shit i do

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i wouldn't want fucking see you cry
you got me ploting in my own fucking demise
i hate you 2x
so much you always love to see me down well i fucking cry
it funny that you hate 
bc everything i say would blow your mind
is it crazy that you love me
ig everything say was a fucking lie

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i hate ur guts

ive heard you talk about love so many times
but its probably just another one of your lies so idc anymore
u say youre all about me i dont buy it
id rather you just leave me alone
ive fallen so far down
all i want is to drown in your love

all i want is to drown in your love

remake of an old song abt a girl that blocked me months ago
https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
m-m-m-m-m-m-m-madeline
is it too much if I want u to only want me?
we'll go to house shows, watch ur favorite bands
that make you dance
cause I want u to want me

I'm doing things that don't come naturally
I'm getting better at trying to be me
I'm watching movies that i'd never see
I'm singing songs that I would never sing
and no matter how my day has been
I know you'll always be there in the end
every day I'm feeling better and
it's cause I love you madeline

Madeline

i don't care
anyway 
but nothing seems to be going my way
i'm a joke
got no hope
better off as roadkill on the highway
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

everything
that i try
seems like social fucking suicide
dumb and lame
got no aim
i just wanna be a cool guy
i don't know
what to do
still don't have the balls to go and talk to you
i don't think
that this will
work out the way i thought it would in my head

everything is a waste of time
can't see the point in trying
give up and fall in line
or you're better off dying
i never understood the point
but now my life feels so destroyed
but there's always something new
and i can't fucking talk to you

i don't care

kellie

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

h2rtbrkr