funny guy (xmichaelwarren)

SHELLS +jackie platinum (shima)

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

I was down bad I was scared of getting stuck 
Finally found my sound that boy mad he still suck

explode ft kenny orlando & kennedyxoxo (noahmadethiss) (ALL PLATFORMS)

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn grey
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

That's why I'm on prescriptions, I'm broken
When it all ends
I don't know where I'm going
When I can't sleep
I just stare at the ceiling
Feeling like I'm sinking
'til the morning
Got a feeling in my chest, I can't fight it
Got a voice in my head, it's not quiet
Feeling sick off the meds, like I'm a patient
And I'm sick in my brain, like I'm infected

Think about her all the time
I can't stop it
Memories in my mind
I can't forget
That's why I'm staying high
To ignore the bullshit
Don't you tell me that you love me
If you don't mean it

Desaturate and fade
Watch the world turn gray
Dead and decayed
You can throw me away
When it's all said and done
I'll just be another grave
Going insane like a dog in a cage
Going crazy, yeah I lost it
She just wanna play me
Like a puppet
She just wanna make me
Feel like nothing
Make me feel like
I'm not worth loving

another grave (prod. frevel + thislandis)

2 the side (feat. hamilton) [prod. remghost + internet joe]

I'm feeling happier alone than i did with you
Don't bother hitting my phone when you realize it was all true
You're turning into somebody that ill never like
Two wrongs don't make a right and thats the reason why you left i know

I'm at war myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare
While i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me ah
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss
Aimbot
Yeah you already know i don't miss
Back shots
Yeah i'm boutta fuck up her ribs
I don't even gotta say nun thats real rizz
Oh i'm tryna blow thru a hundred thats real shit
Who you know do it like this
You're not the one that i miss
Even if i did it wouldn't mean shit oh
Babygirl you're the meanest
Cant even give me a real reason oh
As to why you leaving baby please tell me why you leaving oh
I need closure i'm at war wit myself
Can you tell me whats wrong wit me i need some help

Self self self self
I'm at war wit myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare while im at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh i'm at war with myself
Self self self self
Ooo i'm at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh yeah i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me oh
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss

nowim@warwitmyself

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nowim@warwitmyself [p.methboiswag]

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that i die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

They gonna lie to your face
Tell you everything's fine
When it's not okay
You gotta laugh and put a smile on
I know it's so fake
But it's all apart of the game
That we play
I'm still finding my way
I just wanna feel something
Tell me anything it's better than nothing
Lately I've been getting
Too fucked up to function
Got an ice cold soul
Heart's frozen
Heart's open

You made a promise to me
I keep that promise for you
Till the day that I die
You know I'm staying true
Staying right by your side
I feel like I'm alive
I'll tell it how it is
No I don't gotta lie

I'll tell you how I really feel
You know imma keep it real
Long as my heart beating still
Long as I can still breathe
You know I'm gonna do me
Till my lungs are empty
Yeah I'm gonna do me
I don't want your fake love I got plenty
I can sense the jealousy and the envy
You said you had my back
Now you wanna see me bleed
That's just how it be

promise (prod. recyclebin + jolst)

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes 

Looking in your eyes I see it all now 
They just wanna watch me fall down 
All these fake friends cut em all out 
I just wanna stack till I can’t count 
Stacking money up by myself 
I can’t wait on nobody else
I know you never care how I felt 
But I don’t need none of your help 

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes

promise (prod. recyclebin + jolst)

hamltn