I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

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damn I’m so fly, I’m trappin’ like venus

- Dear Lord may you bless us all. ik it's hard man 💔, i wish u fulfillment and peace

reminiscing on melancholy times

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i will never, neither have the ability to, forgive me, myself and i!
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what i repost:
- techno
- hands up
- electro
- trance
- house (mostly from 2010s)
- sextrance
- nxc
- nightcore
- makina
- scouse house
- donk
- uk bounce
- uk hardcore
- happy hardcore (mostly from 90s)
- dariacore
- scenecore
- frenchcore
- hyperflip
- hardtek
- 130-240 bpm edits
- j-core
- mashcore
- funkot
- lolicore
- drum & bass
- breakbeat
- breakcore
- trap
- electronicore
- wave
- future funk
- witch house
- trashwave
- emo rap
- cloud rap
- og/rare phonk
- vaporwave
- vaportrap
- alternative rock
- pop punk
- punk rock

rarely (although its elements can be present on songs)/perhaps no chance of them getting reposted
- speedcore
- powerstomp
- breakbeat hardcore
- freeform hardcore
- uptempo hardcore
- speed garage
- hardstyle
- jumpstyle
- extratone
- schranz
- gabber
- denpa
- digital hardcore
- digicore
- freetekno
- freestyle
- dubstep
- eurobeat
- eurodance
- eurotrance
- hyperpop
- electropop
- dance pop
- bubblegum dance
- bubblegum bass
- baltimore club
- trip hop
- organ house
- pumping house
- bassline
- jersey club
- nu disco
- chicago drill
- plugg
- crunkcore
- dancecore
- tribecore
- electroclash
- downtempo
- jungle
- incelcore
- metal
- italo disco
- electro swing
- tecktonik
- italo dance
- tv show / movie / videogame osts
- hexd
- sped up
- chopped & screwed

occasionally:
- retrowave
- synthwave
- synthpop
- electropunk
- shoegaze
- post-punk
- acoustic
- singer-songwriter
- lo-fi
- melancholic beats/instrumentals
- ambient
- dream pop
- bedroom pop
- math rock
- garage punk
- chiptune
- dreamcore
- nintendocore
- maidcore


Everyday we wander through the endless maze of life, running into its dead ends. Where we were happy, we suddenly feel unbearably sad. For some reason, the long-awaited victory does not bring joy, but, having run into the wall, we turn around and continue to wander in this maze, hoping that something extraordinary awaits us around the corner.

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