honey smoked hammy

Hammy

Fuck this place I hate this town
Swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
Cause I just wanna die with sound

Smoke so much
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high
To try to fill these holes
Inside my mind
I hate me all the time
Feel depressed
But I tell em that I'm fine
Cause they don't really
Know or understand
It's not their fault
I really wasn't in the plan
But really I don't give a damn
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17
But you know I'm still the man
Any drug you want
You know I got it
She looked me right
In the eyes and she popped it

I'm so high not coming down
Fuck this place I hate this town
My creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die
The light is out
She crushed my heart and took my soul
She took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
Left me shattered from the start

Left me in the dark

Yeah she left me in the dark
I think I'm gonna die
Demons coming for me
Angels falling out the sky
Now my heart is fucked up
Baby I was love drunk
Fell into a nightmare
Now I'll never wake up

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much
I just wanna crash fast
Knew it when our lips touched
I fell for you too hard
I can't get back up
Now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

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fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

fading (prod. cartier)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

Every single night
I'm up thinking bout my life
What causes all the pain I feel inside?
Can't ever escape
Constant battles in my mind
Don't feel human
Half the time
Walking all alone
Get along with no one else
I don't even like my fucking self
Look up at the sky
Asking where the fuck am I?
Whats the point to even try?

Am I really from here?
In this galaxy
Every time I look for love
It's a catastrophe
I know I could never be
What they asked of me
I still wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

Depression brings me underneath
I go invisible
I don't talk to anyone
I know it's pitiful
Some days I feel so miserable
I wish I wasn't here
Anxiety is killing me
It's time to disappear

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith

Running out of time
Lately feel I'm running out of time
Running from the demons in my mind
I can't get away
Speeding
Like I'm driving in a race
One day hope I'm driving
In a wraith
Don't care what they say
Lately feel like everyone is fake
Lately they been lying to my face
That is not okay
You don't understand the pain you cause
Used to see the light
Now I am lost
I am lost
I am lost

inner peace (prod. xtravulous)

@hammy


Lyrics:

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it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen
it's tragic
making money dissapear 
like magic 
I spend it quick
but you know 
I get it back bitch 
bad bitch
she just want my love 
but she can't have it 
wash away my thoughts
are melting in the acid 

so gone
H-U-S-L-R
I keep it sewed on
look up at the sky 
I'm feeling like a 
no one 
I'm paralyzed 
hearts cold
ice frozen
every time I wanna
speak
its like i'm choking 

I'm exhausted
I am off it
Imma fiend
I got grams up in my pocket
thats how I'm rockin
no use for caution
when I pull up
hope I die up in the moshpit

it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen

somethings gonna happen
always talking 
but they terrified of action 
when I pull up to the scene
I'm causing havoc
always dying in my dreams
like thats my habit

that's my habit
it just happens
friends stab you in back 
like assasins
gotta watch out in the grass
cause they acting
they capping 
I might lose my mind tonight
from ashing 

smoking
fully focused
my plans are in motion 
my flow 
is moving
like the water in the ocean
it's potent 
every single word
you know I wrote it 
I can't trust a soul 
cause I know they are folding

Hammy - Off it [prod. Spacedtime]

When I pull up
My car topless
And I'm dripped out
Imma drop it
Imma fiend tho
Needa stop it
I got 12 grams in my pocket
Imma smoke it
Till I'm seeing stars
If you love me
Take my broken heart
And please hold it
Don't let it go
It's all hopeless
Yeah I already know

Yeah I already know

When its over
Imma be a sad ghost
Lost myself
On a search for my own soul
Imma come back
Haunting all of my ex hoes
Only thing I'm hearing
Is the echoes
Lurking in the night
Hiding in the shadows

It's not easy to be me
If I was in your spot
I probably would leave me

Here to die
Tried my hardest
Like 1,000 times
I still stay up
Like all damn night
Minds a mess
From anxiety inside

When I pull up
My car topless
And I'm dripped out
Imma drop it
Imma fiend tho
Needa stop it
I got 12 grams in my pocket
Imma smoke it
Till I'm seeing stars
If you love me
Take my broken heart
And please hold it
Don't let it go
It's all hopeless
Yeah I already know

Yeah I already know
It's all hopeless
In the end
Nothing fucking matters
She took my heart
Out of chest
And left it shattered
Wish I never met her
Wish I never had her
Tired of this life
I wanna see what's after

Tired all the time
I know its a disaster
Get outside my mind
So I can see the patterns
Thought I had some friends
I guess they were just actors

Damn my life a movie
They try to get to close
I know they wanna use me
Always talking
But I never see em doing
I can't fuck with lames
I gotta keep it moving

it's all hopeless (prod. spacedtime)

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
Fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
Think I'm peaking

I'm going the distance
Just gotta stay consistent
They would never listen
But now they treat me different
It's because I'm glo'd up
Gave it all my focus
You gotta work your hardest
If you want people to notice

No days off I'm never sleeping
Writing songs in my head
While I'm dreaming
All my life I'm stuck
Searching for a meaning
Wish I gave a fuck
I can't find a reason

I can't find a reason
Bitch I'm smoking trees
And I'm so clueless
Does she love me?
Or she leaving
Oh that's perfect
That's exactly what I needed
A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
My soul is dark
I feel defeated

A broken heart
I'm rolling hard
In the night
And I'm looking at the stars
Took my life
And she ripped it all apart
I put it back
But you can see the scars

You can see the scars
All the pain inside my eyes
I'm just another kid
That's tortured by his mind
Thought of getting out
Like 1000 fucking times
I can barely breathe
But I just say I'm fine

I just say I'm fine
Anxiety inside
Makes it hard to sleep at night
Smoking get me right
Gets me out head
You talking shit to me
But I'm in your bitches bed
In between her legs

I be going stupid
I'm ruthless
Go behind my back
I'll leave you toothless
Leave you looking useless
Like bro what are you doing
Your whole life a lie
Say you winning but you losing

From the bottom of my cold heart
You know I loved you
Put you in my past life
That's what the drugs do
Acid on a cold night
I'm fucking freezing
Oh my god
I'm so high
I think I'm peaking

past life (prod. xtravulous)

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

hamltn