after such a long cycle it will be hard for anyone to stay sane once first starting to open up to yourself <3

me n u <3

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes 

Looking in your eyes I see it all now 
They just wanna watch me fall down 
All these fake friends cut em all out 
I just wanna stack till I can’t count 
Stacking money up by myself 
I can’t wait on nobody else
I know you never care how I felt 
But I don’t need none of your help 

I know that this life I live 
Doesn’t make much sense 
But it’s all that I got 
You know I’ll love you till the end 
Till my heart won’t mend 
Till the day that I drop
I’m by your side 
Like a star in the night 
All the time when 
We laugh and we cry 
I’m dead inside but with you I’m alive 
Every time I look in your eyes

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this life (prod. feardorian + taylor morgan)

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2ghNeL-Ldo&ab_channel=hamilton

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

Away
Away
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

But you won't take it from me that easy
I'm moving way to fast can't catch me
Everyday I'm getting close
To where I wanna be
Gotta keep my eyes
On the road ahead of me

Yeah I'm keeping it steady
Even when my heart heavy
Gotta watch my back
I know this world get deadly
Put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I would kill for your love
End it all tonight

End it all tonight
End it all tonight
I put my life on the line
No I won't think twice
I can't waste no time

Take an X-ray of my chest
You can see what's left of it
I gave you my whole heart
You just made a mess of it
She wanna open my scars
I said that I'm down with it
Take a look inside
And you can see what's left
Of me

It's a mess I know
I can't complain
This the path I chose
It's a lonely fucked up
One way road
I let it turn me cold
They wanna take my soul away

music video

X-ray (prod. veil) video in description*

burning ft. hamilton (sailor x jolst)

https://youtu.be/GgnkqwtMty8

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning round n round
Way to high I can't come down
Rock out right now
Turn the music up real loud
Smoking out the pound
I'll be posted in the clouds
I know you hate to see me winning
Want me in the ground

If a problem popping up
I won't run from it
If they playing with my heart
I cut em off quick
No I don't need your love
If it's counterfeit
It's like you only give a shit
If you benefit

Baby I can be whatever
You want me to be
Give a fuck what they say
It means nothing to me
The way I feel right now
I could reach the stars
All you gotta do is listen to your heart

Listen to your heart it's speaking
Louder than your words do
I'm the type to tell the truth
Even if it hurts you
Sometimes I get lost inside my head
I don't know where to go
Mixing drugs until my stomach's spinning
I got vertigo

Spinning around
Don't know where I'm at now
Thinking out loud
I'm looking for the way out
Made it this far on my own
Don't need no one to save me
They used to hate on me
Now they show me love it's crazy

vertigo (prod. remghost + jolst) video in description*

hamilton - clarity (prod. radkoun)

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

Hope I see you again
Somewhere down this road
That never seems to end
I've watched the love come and go
The same old story been told
Can't let my feelings get a hold of me
Depression wanna drag me underneath
I've been fighting hard just so I can breathe
Making my own way no one made it for me
I can never be what you want me to be
Gotta watch my step I'm moving carefully
I was so fucking wrong
I thought you cared for me
All alone with a ghost sitting by my side
They tell me hold on we can make it if we try

Dead or alive we can make it if we try
In the dead of the night
I'm just staring at the sky
Not a day goes by
Where you don't cross my mind
Haven't seen your face in a real long time
(In a real long time)

dead or alive (prod. nihil)

see us perform this live on tour - https://emoravetour.com/

secrets w/ shinigami

Living high speed 
No I don't wanna sleep 
I'm walking round the city 
Just like a zombie 
Got blood red eyes 
My fucking brain's fried 
Staying up all night 
Just wanna feel alive 
Alive
I Just wanna feel alive
Alive 
I've been looking for the light 
(For the light)
Still can't get my mind right
(Still can't get my mind right)
Still can't get my mind...

I'm always chasing 
Feelings that I can't find
Been staying higher than the ceiling 
Just to pass the time
Why you say you love me 
If it's just a lie 
Soon as it get ugly
You just switching sides

But you can't break my stride 
Can't kick me out of drive
My heart turned into ice 
I'm frozen inside
Yeah baby I've been cold 
Don't act like you don't know 
How deep it really get 
Or how far I would go
(How far I would go)

Yeah for you I lose it 
Lose it all go stupid
Take my heart and soul 
I put my all into it

Living high speed 
No I don't wanna sleep 
I'm walking round the city 
Just like a zombie 
Got blood red eyes 
My fucking brain's fried 
Staying up all night 
Just wanna feel alive 
Alive
I Just wanna feel alive
Alive 
I've been looking for the light 
(For the light)
Still can't get my mind right
(Still can't get my mind right)
Still can't get my mind...

staying up (prod. radkoun + 1sonvta)

@hiitshmwav

lyrics:

{wstdyth}
rolling high grade 
put me in a dungeon 
joint to the face 
now i’m faded at the function 
old spells shield me from corruption 
now i’m in the nine 
so high i can’t function 

i'm walking in the mist
nah imma fade away 
shawty sent a text but i don’t know what to say 
smoking in the night 
waiting for the day 
will u ever know what i’m trying to convey

do they see me 
dark force teeming 
she looked dreamy 
she deceived me 
do they see me 
find me healing 
thoughts misleading 
words lose meaning 


number nine tee 
color on my face 
wearing oakley 
ash on the air force ones 
while i’m smoking 
black jeans hide me in the night 
from the soul king 
i can feel the weight of the earth 
now i’m sulking 

u can say what u need 
i don’t really care
know u looking at my face now
i’m not really there 
rolling up the tree 
smoke in the air 
always at my place 
all alone 
i’m a solitaire

{hm.wav}
drippin’ like your nosebleed 
couple racks on it (couple racks on it)
saw you pre the whole fit
couple tags on it (couple tags on it)
I gotta bag it up bag it up
all I want is foreign love
I don’t wanna talk
I just want top
smoke grade A it smell like skunk
tag it up tag it up
I could be your louis plug
everyone I said I loved 
turned their back when I got funds
I getta bag now they all wanna fw me
I be poppin’ tags now
I got prada on me

staying up (prod. radkoun + 1sonvta)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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