don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry don’t c

oh wow I'm starting to cry... I've never even felt that strong of feelings for Davesprite, but your songs are just so beautiful and they always capture my heart...

still here after all this time. this song has travelled with me through adolescence, death, loss, suicid attempts, knowing myself and losing myself all over again. thank homestuck for such good characters and thank you for writing such an encompassing, ic, beautiful song.

Dave, davestrite, and dirk are my favorite humans and this is one of my favorite songs now

Hey. Can you make a new download link? Since Muziboo is dead. I really wanna listend to this beautiful voice.

davesprite hussie done you dirty smh :,,(

Favourite

listen on Spotify here: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Xe6M66fWDGh8lwrfMLWRI?si=1852e990ddf04253

eating my computer

Demos

All Of My Friends (demo) - [Tally Hall Demo]

Voici la version acoustique de Crash, Burn and Die (CB&D) 🙌🏼
Je n’ai pas fait beaucoup de prises ; évidemment je me suis trompée et j’ai recommencé, mais le but n’était pas que ce soit parfait. Je voulais que ce soit le plus authentique possible.
Je n’ai presque rien mis sur ma voix,
habituellement j’enlève toutes les respirations, mais cette fois je les ai toutes laissées. Il y a aussi des imperfections et je ne voulais pas toutes les enlever : je voulais en garder certaines.

Je trouve que ça fait tout le charme de cette version acoustique, parce qu’elle est totalement à l’opposé de la version originale, qui est très “clean”. tout est millimétré, ma voix est parfaitement calée, tout est lissé… alors qu’ici, c’est tout le contraire : c’est super brut.
Il y a des notes qui frottent, des respirations, des petits défauts… mais c’est justement ça que j’adore.
Je suis humaine, et je trouve que c’est important aussi de montrer que ce n’est pas toujours parfait et que c’est bien aussi comme ça.





Here’s the acoustic version of Crash, Burn and Die (CB&D) 🙌🏼
I didn’t do many takes; of course I made mistakes and started over, but the goal wasn’t perfection. I wanted it to be as authentic as possible.
I barely added anything to my voice.
Usually, I remove all the breaths, but this time I left them all in. There are also imperfections, and I didn’t want to remove all of them — I wanted to keep some.

I think that’s what gives this acoustic version all its charm, because it’s the complete opposite of the original version, which is very clean. Everything is perfectly measured, my voice is perfectly aligned, everything is smoothed out… whereas here, it’s the total opposite: it’s really raw.
There are notes that clash a little, breaths, small flaws… but that’s exactly what I love about it.
I’m human, and I think it’s important to show that things aren’t always perfect — and that it’s okay that way.

Crash Burn And Die (CB&D) acoustique

Lyrics:

Hello, my candy coated darling, it's your vanilla baby
I've come to say I love you and I always have
I find it so amusing, I used to be confused and
afraid that you would never love me back

But now I see that we were always meant to be
you and me forever planting lots of family trees
counting out our children, half a zillion at least
we'll name the boys for you and we will name the girls for me

Hello, the sour peach of my skin, the sweetest poison icing
so tasty it could rot your teeth and brain
The chaotic consumption, the diabetic gumption
to do a thing like make me go insane

and leave this plane of reality completely
float among the clouds of pink and blue cotton candy
let's blast into space and race around like airplanes
spreading multicolored chem-trails, soda pop and acid rain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down...

Goodbye to heartbreak on my birthday, annoying boys who hurt me
with all the stupid things they do and say
I can't even remember, what I was so upset for
Spun sugar melts in water anyway

So no more crying, dry those tears, I'll end your pain
Soon you'll feel the cherry syrup running through your veins
Heaven is a grinning face with not a trace of shame
Take a taste of every flavour, favour anything but plain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down....

Sweet - A Trickster! Jane Crocker Fansong By PhemieC

Tally Hall - All of my friends

***MASSIVE HOMESTUCK SPOILERS AHEAD***

Quick on the draw! Tavrisprite Filk, more metaphorical than my fansongs usually are...

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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I'm gonna have a nightmare tonight
I'm gonna be my nightmare tonight

You're pretty picky, you're a clique of one
I'm right though, surely I'm not the only gun you've got loaded?
How do you keep from gloating?
You're pretty tricky, did you pick that shade
just to distract from the flash of the shining blade you've got hidden?
Deep wounds overwritten

I had so many new friends to see
so many possibilities
now I couldn't possibly feel worse
I had so many fires left to nurse

In my nightmare tonight I'll see giant leviathans
breaking the water in half with their shining skin
riding them laughing you'll be in my nightmare tonight

In my nightmare tonight I'll see beasts all stampeding 
your signia burned onto haunches still healing
and leading the pack on their backs in my nightmare tonight
You'll be in my nightmare tonight, tonight...

You're pretty ugly when you get down to it, 
combined, I've half a mind to just say screw it and break completely, 
or surrender so sweetly
I thought I'd have a chance to be my own, 
free from the tyranny of your tarnished throne. 
Now I see that kingdom belongs to me, oh no...

I had so many irons in the fire
so many brands and swords
To their backsides I had even more
So many plans on what they're for

In my nightmare tonight, there's volcanoes erupting 
A red hot web veining the land, it's disgusting
cracked mountains of madness, your hand in my nightmare tonight

In my nightmare tonight I'll see me all consumed, 
and attempting to sing disharmonious tunes with you. 
Asynchronicity, I am in misery. I am in misery! 
What has been done to me?
In my nightmare tonight (X4)

In my nightmare tonight I'll see giant leviathans
breaking the water in half with their shining skin
riding them laughing you'll be in my nightmare tonight
you'll be in my nightmare tonight

My Nightmare

A Sollux Captor fansong with Sollux<3Aradia Undertones and some rather silly voice acting. More lighthearted than a lot of my other stuff.

((ALTERNATE DOWNLOAD AT MUZIBOO http://www.muziboo.com/Hamsters/music/double-time/))

Music/Lyrics(c) Me. PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS 
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(Heh. This is ridiculous.)

One of me is my enemy 
the other me is a pretty cool guy 
but I haven't seen him around lately 
we don't see eye to eye

There's too much noise and too much spit 
but I think I've gotten the hang of it 
or at least I thought I did 
until you up and kicked the bucket 
(Wait! I mean... oh, f*ck it)

(Would you just get out of here? I'm trying to concentrate!)

What do you see in him? What could I say 
to convince you not to hop his way? 
I've never been too good at the ebb and sway 
much prefer the electrical current

The bees are buzzing in my mind 
that double crossing and two-timing (get it?) 
prospectors pan shifting through sand 
searching for a golden nugget

Little brains build little bridges trying to connect, but I'm already on the other side, 
you'd know a lot about that, right? I'm twice the man as he is, I'll work for you double-time

Would that be fine?

:D *SNARKY WHISTLE BREAK!* :D

(C'mon seriously?)

Of course it's fine.

(Okay, cut it out. That's it. I'm serious. No whistling.)

Primarily, I'm primary 
though some may say I'm incomplete 
and should be in a jar 
label me “DO NOT EAT”

Hope has struck me in the face 
and with his ace of clubs he shoved me 
back into the race 
cause second place still wins a trophy

I might have overheated, now remind me how I died, was it my motherboard, or just my RAM? 
Now I've found a player two in you, I'm glad I fried, I'm using every second that I can 
of Double Time, Double Time...

Double trouble bursting bubbles 
Where you go I'll follow 
Hollow-eyed and now I'm fine 
I'm only making up for lost time

Tick and tock and red and blue 
The colours and the sounds I never knew 
When they were all I saw 
Now sightless-eyed and empty-jawed

Double Time...

(...Oh geeze, what is it now? Okay, here. Give it over here. You're just making it worse.

But don't bug me anymore unless it's an emergency, okay?...)

~

Double Time

Some experimental, sort of jazzy, rather dark Equius Filk. I recommend headphones for this one.

Music/Lyrics (c)PhemieC
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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Little boy blue, don't you play too rough with your new toy
if you touch her, she'll break and her blood is so annoying
don't you like to watch, much like a shadow lost in the shade?
Make her, you'll unmake her, but you'd rather be unmade

Oh 
It's not my place to interfere, my dear
Oh, no
Will you embrace me and erase my fear?
Woah
Wipe me out like a stain, with a grin I will hang from your string
And by your judgment of my merit I'll inherit nothing

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters.

I've never had a weakness that couldn't be destroyed
And I've never had a sinful thought that couldn't be avoided
Control your temper, control your language, or anguish in languid soul
It's what you were born to do, but you'd rather be controlled

Oh
I just presumed that you’d refuse me
Oh, no
Excuse this common fool his crudity
Woah
Break this wild horse, I will not fight, 'cause of course I would win
And I'd much rather give in and bare it all 'till I inheret nothing

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks, busts, bends, rusts, upends or shatters.

I must obey the order, for I've order to restore
Each circuit sends a signal to the process in the core
and if none of this means anything than what's my anger for?
I'd rather be most anything, the dirt under your heel my king, 
a peasant or a pauper, or a knight in shining armor
what's required of your noble steed? Through your direction I am freed 
and neigh I say! I wont stand in the way of what you have decreed for-

Nothing is what I deserve
Nothing is what I have earned
If nothing is what you have chosen to give me
Then nothing is for what I yearn
Nothing lasts forever, nothing really matters
Nothing never breaks and nothing never shatters.

Inherit Nothing

Simple, sleepy Davesprite filk. Just to get the idea out of my head...

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Music/Lyircs (c) Me. PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c)Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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You were called like a curtain, split like a second, broken like a sword stuck in a rock
forged for a hero, birthed forth for a heart much purer than his/mine/ours.
It's uncertain when the tables turned, but when all of your brothers have given their lives 
for the strife you earned, you will get burned and it wont get better when put on ice.

And I wasn't going anywhere fast, and my sister said she'd seen the end of my path.
The direction that I fly, straight through the eye of our aftermath.

And you have to ignore it, don't think about before, you've got enough fight inside to fill five world wars.
It's just a game, just another cause, you're a switch and I'm a cog and last thing we need is another broken clock.
So forget about your ghost limbs and all those things that scared you most as a child of 12.
You see I'm 13 now, and if I die for the thousandth time, I'm unafraid, for I outnumber hell.

And I wasn't going anywhere good, so I straightened my glasses and I did what I could
What I had to but damn it's hard not to look back at the time.

But I wasn't going anywhere fast, so I said goodbye to walking my own path. 
The direction that I fly, straight through the eye of our aftermath.

What makes us who we are, is it our bones?
wrapped in all our scars, they're ours alone
they outweigh tails and talons, feathers, foam 
unless they're not, unless they don't.

You were called like a curtain, split like a second, broken like a sword stuck in a rock.

Our Aftermath

Lemon Demon - Aurora Borealis

Kurloz/Meulin filk. Track art by the incredibly talented <a href="http://nicholanton.tumblr.com/">Nicholanton</a>.

((NEW DOWNLOAD AT <a href="http://www.muziboo.com/mp3/thin-lines/">MUZIBOO.</a>))

Music/Lyrics (c) Me/Phemiec
Track Art (c) <a href="http://nicholanton.tumblr.com/">Nicholanton</a>
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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I said a word
it got caught in my throat, and it burned
slipped off my tongue and I choked,
you were concerned for a second 
then cries echoed into the night, lesson learned

because you heard a word 
that I said, and this word how it rang 
in your head, it was loud and glorious, yes
and from where you lay on my chest 
well, you heard it best

but you held me closely while I screamed
and I watched the thinnest trails of green 
run down your neck, and drip from your chin 
thin trails of green, thin lines, on gray skin

Thin lines on gray skin
Thin lines on gray skin
where they world ends that's were we begin
my thin line, my thin line

I said a word
was it a blessing or curse?
Nobody knows the whole story, 
nobody hears me but you 
and you would have heard more if you could have I'm sure

because you heard my word, 
you still do with your hands, eyes and rest of you too
little stray on my lap, zealot, hellcat
can't forgive what I did to my dream-maker, 
(has thou forsaken her?)

And if you knew what I knew, would you object?
Are we madmen or soothsayers? Truthfully, sweet heretic?
I bit off the bit that silenced the world for you, sewed up my sin
With thin threads of black, thin lines on gray skin

Thin lines on gray skin
Thin lines on gray skin
when they world ends, that's where our work begins
my thin line, my thin line

Thin Lines

A Beta Kids Christmas song, each stanza is a different kid. Happy Holidays folks!

Music/Lyrics (c) Me/PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie 

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LYRCS
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You call me down for Christmas cake
Although that's not a thing, I sigh
but I take a plate, I take a bite
and the look that you give me is heavy with pride

You bring me sticks that you find in the wild 
and I count every one and then hang them 
over the fire with patterns of wire and bow 
then we roll on the carpet and howl in the snow

There is a place that I'm home
In condos, apartments, in suburbs and islands
there is a face that I know
and wherever it is I find that my Christmas isn’t cold

You wake me up by dumping presents 
on my bed and forcing my head 
into a hat that's red and white, 
then it's up to the roof for a snowball fight

You get the brandy and offer me some 
although we both know I'm too young 
and when I refuse you're amused then pass out 
so I turn on the reruns and watch them with you on the couch

There is a place that I'm home
In condos, apartments, in suburbs and islands
there is a face that I know
and wherever it is I find that my Christmas isn’t cold
that my Christmas isn’t cold

It's the end of the day and it's way too late 
but I log in just to say “Hi!”
What's up? What did you get? What was your Christmas like?

There is a place that I'm home
In condos, apartments, in suburbs and islands
there is a face that I know
and wherever it is I find that my Christmas isn’t cold
my Christmas isn’t cold (x6)
Ho, ho, ho...home.

Home

An update fansong. Trickster Jane's POV. Enjoy! :)

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music/lyrics (c) phemiec/hamsters
Homestuck (c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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Hello, my candy coated darling, it's your vanilla baby
I've come to say I love you and I always have
I find it so amusing, I used to be confused and
afraid that you would never love me back

But now I see that we were always meant to be
you and me forever planting lots of family trees
counting out our children, half a zillion at least
we'll name the boys for you and we will name the girls for me

Hello, the sour peach of my skin, the sweetest poison icing
so tasty it could rot your teeth and brain
The chaotic consumption, the diabetic gumption
to do a thing like make me go insane

and leave this plane of reality completely
float among the clouds of pink and blue cotton candy
let's blast into space and race around like airplanes
spreading multicolored chem-trails, soda pop and acid rain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down...

Goodbye to heartbreak on my birthday, annoying boys who hurt me
with all the stupid things they do and say
I can't even remember, what I was so upset for
Spun sugar melts in water anyway

So no more crying, dry those tears, I'll end your pain
Soon you'll feel the cherry syrup running through your veins
Heaven is a grinning face with not a trace of shame
Take a taste of every flavour, favour anything but plain

Feels so neat! Never wanna be myself again, I just wanna be SW--E--ET!
Feels so fun! Never wanna come back down....

Sweet

A GamTav song, written for a Valentines Day contest. Veeeery angsty, Also there's a swear word! :0

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Music/Lyrics (c) PhemieC/Hamsters
Homestuck(c) Andrew Hussie

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LYRICS
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Boy, you get my guts tied up in such a twisted noisy ruckus
Heaven sent that you are, wouldn't lift a claw or cut me off 'cause
Rambling as I ever am I shamble to your chair and stables
Watch you all enraptured as you shuffle cards and stutter fables

Break my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my limbs for one of you
Two legs for two lips, now I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Drop my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my habit to get you back and I'm
Like a fool without a calling, like a heartsick fool

Boy, you like to play the martyr, but if I pray a little harder
If I close the window and come back here when I'm not so sober
If I said it plainly not in riddle-rhymes, all cagey, 
Would you answer with a smile made of brackets or look at me strangely?

Break my habit, you're my habit, I'd trade my limbs for one of you
Two legs for two lips, now I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Drop my habit, you were my habit, I'd trade my habit to get you back and 
It's you and I again just writing, shiftless, click clack clicking, grinning 
Like a fool without a calling, like a heartsick fool

Boy, you're on the floor and on my fingers, dripping from my kisses
Eyes so vacant, would you hate it, if I said you look delicious?
The laughter dies and rots inside me, brother, it is you all over
Stay beside me here and guide me, unrequited would-be lover

Took my miracle, you're my miracle, I'd trade my brains for one of you
Two gods for two voices, I'd say that's a fair trade, wouldn't you?
Need a miracle, you're my miracle, I'd trade a miracle to get you back and I'm
Left without a friend, soaked to the bone and backwards bent 
I'm seeing shades, screaming repent your sickness leave it here for lent 
Now witness, here, a fool without a calling! I'm a heartsick fool.
Still the fool without a calling, still a fucking fool.

Fool

!!!NOT MINE!!!
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My personal favorite demo.
The beautiful demo of "Time Machine" on the album Hawaii: Part II, by Miracle Musical
Found on tallyall.club

Hawaii: Part II: Part ii

Time Machine (Demo 3)

A fansong for Abigail Hobbs from NBC's Hannibal. A great show and a great character.

Music&Lyrics (C) me, PhemieC.

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LYRICS
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With closed eyes I
see the knife slide
faith born in lies
you empathize

but I know what the monster looks like
I have kept his belly full
I know what the hunter fears
We're always hunted in our souls
I know what the monster looks like
My reflection tells me, so
special I expire daily
dime a dozen dark haired doe

Devils talk from both my shoulders, always othered, faded, cold
patiently my founding fathers hide my faults and fill my bowl
Picnic for three, my guardians and me 
one thinks that he's a killer and the other made me tea
A monster and a madman and a doctor in psychology

leather and fur
use and honor
each part of her
but when's my turn?

Is this what a family feels like?
With closed eyes, I see it all
the gutting hand, the cup of trust, 
the doleful eye, the chilling touch, 
the tailored suits, the scarf tied tight
my noose and I in the headlights

Devils talk from both my shoulders, who to trust and must I choose?
Understand, my founding fathers, what to honor, what to use
I bleach my bones and tan my hide, I braid my hair and eat my pride
I hammer my nails and hold my tongue, but it wont be enough, tonight.

Funeral for five, my guilt, my guile, my guardians and I


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