im 17

(0:00) "choice, pt2"
(1:10) "divided"
(2:27) "perfume" + @tuaaandx
(3:57) "flowers decay" (ib with3r)
(5:10) "ranked" + @tuaaandx
(6:23) + @tuaaandx
(7:19) + @tuaaandx, @prodmelik
(8:27) + @so-r-u, @chewy
(9:43) "mechanism" + @okeefey
(10:41) "blue" + @2variant
(11:47) "thru the rain we glo" + @1lsdcore
(13:05) "laboratory" + @tuaaandx, @makemeapromise, @prodmelik

bday #17 + tdx, okeefey, cranes, heroine, lsdcore, melik, surgeon & variant

prod . @pw4prez @liliya

girl look into my heart
 its beating for u
like ur part of me
u kno that I been true to you
even sometimes if its hard
ever since we been apart 
theres something missin i cant lie yeah 	
i put my feelings on the side
tryna turn my wrongs to right
girl I know i cant be beside u
u know id die for ya
if I fall down ill fall for ya
if u need me ill fly to ya
()
been fucked up all the time
yea im faded got lost in the fog
in my dreams i got visions of you
but then u disappear
and i wake up feeling sick
ur love is my medicine
baby what u waitin for
i dont wanna waste no time
dont wanna play no games
no more oohh 
girl i know ur feeling cold
if i tried to lose it all
can we let it go

cover art : philip sandoval

die4u

DIE4U (sochi + liliya)

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call, I'm angry
Call, I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing in the car
Do you remember? Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
'Cause every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, what's your fantasy?
What's your, what's your, what's your
What's your
I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
To make you mine, stay with me tonight

your call

prod @skrena


im up in heaven seein starsss
ion wanna go down
i dont wanna give up
i had to get my shit up
for the bag ima risk it all...
baby come and talk to me ill listen ya
im floatin off the molly rock
i been goin up, i been up
i been seeing stars
i wrote this song for you
its all for you, id do it all for you
ima get a bag, gettin money spend it all on you

even if its fake ya
ill still think about you
cus i js really wanna do this right
but my heart is so cold
i didnt need anything
i didnt need anything 4 u
said i dont wanna lie, 
u js sitting here while im writing this song
i feel so selfish
im so selfless
i wont come in 2nd
bitch i tricked u like a method

ya,,
id do it all 4u 
ill spend it all on you 
guess ima see it thru,..
i just want something that brand new

seeing starsss ⭐ (skrena)

there's a picture of you hung up on my wall
If I see u might die it's hard to tell
Fight for me my love
You're my Iron lung
Take a capsule once a day js for one month
If well tolerated double the amount ..
break & fall apart
pills to make u numb
always crying all alone you're by yourself
ones who raised you they betrayed you tore u up ..
pain expunge my lungs
grieving years of loss
a little older, little wiser but I'm numb
chewed and threw me out js like a piece of gum 
breath warm on my tongue 
you're my iron lung

Follow

Iron lung (dimple + luvpurp)

@pyu @1luvpurp (i also added the lil guitar at 2:05)
Heavenbound_#LoveStory2k24


the ink sets
the story starts
just how i thought that it would end
i was so wrong
sometimes i feel like the blood is on my hands, it’s my fault 
trynna find my way back to the right path
it’s a long walk

next chapter, page turned
don’t let your past erase your future 
wounds heal but they still show
i knew it would hurt
girl im sorry but i gotta go
let go of this curse
chemicals made me lose control
i got them all concerned 

how i wish that life was fair
and you could get what you deserve
ups & downs i guess that today is my turn 
i know just how you feel
i think it’s all inside my head but it feels so so real

take what you want from me
my heart, it belongs to you
my dear, you’re my everything 
i care.. what you think of me
you’re scared don’t know what’s ahead
so you run every time you can
i’m right here so just hold my hand
I’m right here, right until the end

the right path (meta & luvpurp)

we made this song on 12-18-23 together irl :)

@coldspades @venusiann @ilymay @rewind214 @decago

silence - coldspades + venusiann + may + rewind (prod. decago)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

@violetxx9 <3

i never thought it would end like this
i never thought it would end at all
ill try to come to terms with it again
i never thought we would cry like this
i never thought we would cry at all
ill try to come to terms with it again

i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know things cant be the same
but thats alright though
thats alright though
i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know i cant turn the time back
ill still try though
ill still try though

you said you loved me do you though?
burning heart in the freezing cold
lovesick, you're the antidote
homesick everywhere i go
without you i don't have a home
theres a hole in my soul
you don't call anymore
passed out on the floor
its the same thing everyday
heart hurts, heavy weight
cant feel, not anything
i need another chance

need another chance
fell into your eyes it was just a glance
you can keep my heart i don't want it back
i heard every word but didn't understand
i still try to come to terms with what you said
whats a soulmate but my other half?
whats a soulmate but the one i lack?
if i heard you calling id be running back

don't touch me there it hurts
don't touch me there it hurts

i miss u prod violet & mental

cant see thru ur lies/im the #antagonist ft heroz (k1ro)

minerals w/ cloverrr (senseless)

we get our wayyy 🎶

@znth01
@coldspades
@ilymay
@ihateukidu
@rewind214
@laststardust

silence - coldspades + venusiann + may + rewind (prod. decago)

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