take my heart <3

**SOUNDCLOUD TOOK DOWN THIS SONG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS BECAUSE OF A BUG, AND REUPLOADED WITHOUT ANY LIKES**

prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics - 

when i walked back home
on that frostbit night
and the wind hit cold
while my chest felt tight

i was so distraught
fixating on your lies
i wrote this song
to get my thoughts aligned

amazed how I
couldn’t see the
truth behind
all your reasons

wait for a sign 
I can breathe
I’ll be alright 
if you keep me

hello?
could you please me help me dear
i know
I’m not the most sincere

below
my failing self esteem
come home
I need you next to me

(peaky blinders scene in the break)

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

prod. eeryskies

dream out
what’s that sound

i don’t recognize you baby 
you’re not who you used to be as of lately
lately missing you on the daily
even next to me i’m missing you greatly
not sure what to say
i’m really hating what you putting on display
i dunno what you did but i hate what you changed
and ever since then i haven’t given a bouquet 
new make up an ache of 
someone else did i mess up
am i really with the person that i once loved 
every time i ask you that you just brush off 
you say enough, you say i’m dumb 
ignorant to love, then bite your tongue
don’t cry to me, yeah you have a mum 
i don’t wanna talk now then i go numb 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man 

forget who you once were
i’m sure that you’re unsure
but that is my answer 
i’m nothing more than an actor 
so dance, dance 
you are in my hands
now meet my demands
you are now my man

dance

prod me<3

lyrics:

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

i'm glad you're in my life
took my by surprise
and opened up my eyes
to what love should be like
i'm glad you're in my life
glad you're by my side
glad to see you here tonight
tonight

i just wanna waste my time with you
i don't wanna spend one day without you
in my head a million words
and every single one about you
i don't wanna wait much longer darling
but you know i will for you
you know that i

you know i'll love you til the sun dies baby
god you drive me crazy
i'm addicted to you lately
and i will not apologize
think that you could save me
think that you're my everything 
oh i
oh i

til the sun dies

October Silence feat. Vails (prod. irby x jolst)

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

Amethyst Apex

This is a compilation of some songs i made about my girlfriend in our first year together (some may be missing full album on youtube)

HEAVEN OR HELL

Black Coat

prod. @trechorboy
cover art @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy, @itsyungvan

[VAN]

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im still scraping by

[VAN]

yeah i feel alone
nobody's calling me anymore
i dont even know why i have a phone
if everybody's just gonna go ghost
yeah, a 2 seater with a tube heater
ill drive out west just to go and meet her
im so fucking delusional id fly
if i wasn't afraid i would die

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i dont wanna talk to anyone

i feel all alone right now
i feel all alone way deep inside
i dont wanna talk right now
i jus wanna run away and hide

[TRECH]

i cant really talk right now
like i dont rlly think its a good time
i still be alive somehow
even when i try to die

im crying in my basemtent now
spinal fluid leaks straight into my eyes
everything that i allow
somehow im-

~still scraping by~
~still scraping by~

spotify

BIOHAZARD w/ Yung Van

Lyrics:

Dear Santa Claus,
Don't know if you hear me at all
But all I want
Is to find somebody that will love my flaws
When I find that someone
I'll never let them go
Having someone to hold...
That's better than gold

Time keeps passing by and by
Wrote so many letters but I don't know why
Last year I wanted to die
That was 'til I saw her eyes
Through the window, she said come outside
Don't wanna be alone during Christmas time
She warm me up, and my heart was like an icicle
That's why I want her
I don't wanna go through this alone
I was at a loss for words
Now I don't want anybody else but her
Been bad in the past, but I promise I learned
Know I wrote so many letters
I just hope that you heard
She's the only one on my wishlist
When I'm around her, gotta wear weights
'Cause I'm on the ceiling, she got me on the ceiling
Don't need no presents on Christmas
All I really need is my Mrs.

Letter To Santa

☦︎ Christ saves ☦︎
i'm on a new arc

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

hartwright.