Sad Vybes pt. 14

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MOODFOREVER

i'm not myself w/Zebatin

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

prod. poppy ozu

set controls to outer-space now
flying higher than ever before

i dont really like coming back here
i dont wanna relive all the hard times
i dont wanna think about weekends on the train or the way that it felt on the night drives
i don’t really know who i am now
at least not until the suns down
on another planet ko-35
its a mega voyage til i come down
i dont wanna talk about it anymore
there’s really nothing left to be said now
wish you the best with a hole in my chest
hear your scream in my head and its so loud
life kinda feels like a countdown to destruction
but its something
i do this shit for the nights where it dont make sense and i dont see options

what if i dont find you when ive landed?
would you leave me here to die and feel stranded?
what if i dont find you when i get back here?
would you leave me here to die and face my fears?

i trip about shit that i cannot fix and its fucked up
feeling so stuck
my mind is a prison, still holding me hostage, its fucked up but its all love
i do not have it in me to keep talkin', and talking as if i do all of this often
i just want forward progress and some help
its funny you switched up like everyone else
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark
come right along
tear me apart
peace the fuck out
do that shit like an art
feel like a flame in a house full of cards
seems the most haunted when im in the dark

ko-35 (prod. poppy ozu)

EXANIMIS // 113

Shudda Done (Feat. Jake Fish)

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2 (og version)

broken smile (og version)

fingers (og version)

THE FIRST TIME

KIDS ARE GROWING UP

DESERVE YOU

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Written/Produced/Mixed/Mastered by Dustin Gill

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Dragonborn Chronicles: Chapter II

homesick

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

prod. michael harrison

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

and it's all fun and games
until someone falls in love
and it's me, it's me
yeah it's always been me
when you took those three months
just to lead me on
i just wish you had come
with a warning label on
and it's got to the point
where i probably should leave
but i can't cause i still 
hope you're coming home to me
when your lips touched my hips
i thought we we're meant to be 
i just wish you could love
me a little more free

i should probably go 
ill take the long way home 
so i avoid your dorm
so i don't think of whats unknown
you could break all of my bones
you could take me out of my zone
we could smoke a blunt and get stoned
we could fall in love on the phone

warning label

prod. neverforever x weepings

I watch days march on by
See my friends live their lives
while I'm frozen in place
My passion's left no trace
~
I was once filled with life  
A glimmer in my eyes
But that boy has died
and I've no where to hide

(Do you know how tiny you are?)

I must find myself; but don't know where to look
I followed my heart; but I swallowed the hook

Now I'm being pulled in like every direction I can't make a choice
I been so damn quiet these days I fear that I'm losing my voice
I don't have a purpose; I don't have a path to break through the noise
Now all of the things that used to bring joy have left me devoid

smthn hella different

apathy [prod. neverforever]

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

i think ur one of the few (p. ryan kelly x jolst)

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

suck it up

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Lyrics - 
(Noah2000)
I THINK THAT 
I THINK THAT 
THAT YOU MIGHT LIKE ME BETTER OFF DEAD 
ALWAYS IN MY ROOM JUST THINKING BOUT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU,
AND IM FUCKED 
BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK
EVERY SINCE U LEFT I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK 
THOUGHT U WERE THE ONE WHEN U HAD ME ON MY WORST DAYS 
WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING IN THE WOODS ON MY BIRTHDAY

(SPACEMAN ZACK)
I THINK THAT YOU LOVE ME BAD,
BUT YOURE SO AFRAID TO TELL ME ALL OF THE TRUTH,
IN MY HEAD 
YOURE IN MY HEAD 
WHY CANT YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
 IM GETTING SICK OF YOU 
WISH YOU THE BEST IN THE FUTURE 
BUT RIGHT NOW I HATE YOU
I FEEL SO ABUSED 
YOU DID NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THE SHIT THAT I GO THRU 
I LOVE YOU BUT HOPE YOU HATE ALL OF MY MUSIC 

(Noah2000)
I THINK THAT 
I THINK THAT 
THAT YOU MIGHT LIKE ME BETTER OFF DEAD 
ALWAYS IN MY ROOM JUST THINKING BOUT YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU,
AND IM FUCKED 
BUT I DONT GIVE A FUCK
EVERY SINCE U LEFT I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK 
THOUGHT U WERE THE ONE WHEN U HAD ME ON MY WORST DAYS 
WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING IN THE WOODS ON MY BIRTHDAY

(SHIGARAKI)
CRYING IN MY ROOM AGAIN
THINKING ID BE IN LOVE
IF I WAS JUST DEAD 
GET THESE THOUGHTS OUT MY HEAD 
IN MY ROOM YEAH CRYING ON A THURSDAY 
NOW IM FUCKED UP OFF A STEEL ON MY BIRTHDAY
I GET IT WHY YOU LEFT ME
ITS NOT THAT HARD TO FORGET ME
IM JUST A LOST CAUSE SO JUST FUCKING HIT ME
WITH THE CAR I BOUGHT YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
YOU FOREVER CHANGED MY LIFE IN THE WORST 
WAY

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

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