A reimagined Version of 9tails’ “I’m still learning”
prod. Sorrowbringer

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

music video: https://youtu.be/IREqINgtJM8?si=-5senlxvfqZjLePe

lyrics

snot pouring out of my nose
body aches
broken toes
alright
i never know where to go
it follows me home
and its making me cold
alright
bb this stop is closed
alright
im sick of getting hosed
alright
if i had died in that car u wuldve moved on and its killing my soul alright

i suprised i got this far
im sinking in tar
bb look at the stars 
were fine
im getting slower and slower
and older and older
just look at the bags on my eyes
i got some habits i formed i dont like
i got some problems im not of your kind
i think its better off if i die
ill show u  lesser of me if ud like

bb jus tell me the things on your mind
shawty jus tell me the things that u like
i make it worse even tho i dont try to
please gimme grace u know i am not like u

look at the time is high noon
im goin circles like im in a cycle
i brought a blade in the michaels
im rocking back in forth when i idle


i bite my nails till they bleed
why r u speaking to me
promise aint tryna be mean
i think id prefer if u leave

think ill push that to the back
im in the back in all black
im stepping out w the mask
i sipping out of the flask

imma be gone in a flash
imma be gone in a blast
this aint enough so i stack
this aint enough so i mash
see me n he do the dash
buddy u aint even fast
he doesnt know he aint bulletproof
im running off w the cash

problems

untitled

music video: https://youtu.be/nat_aQrXoXI?si=c5hxj_zKSHG9X_qz
100,000 miles on the dash, I’m down bad  
I was talking to the ceiling and I think it talked back   
I was looking for the answers in some mushroom caps 
I was trying rationalize it, got an itch to scratch 
I got more questions than answers, I know my ego does damage
I had a dream she was dancing and she was giving me glances 
now they talking a lot, but I don’t do the banter
I got a weight on my chest and I don’t want anymore panic 

I said "fuck this, fuck that,
Imma get my bands up"
swimming to the money, in the deep end, I can’t stand up 
they gone tell you lies that they can’t back up, it’s a standard 
I can’t do the bullshit with you baby, I can’t pander

and he feels something missing, he go and pop a prescription
he getting faced in the kitchen and he can’t make a decision 
yea that boy is so chopped, and he don’t got a vision 
he a day late, a buck short, and he ain’t never gone listen 

she did 3 damn bottles of jack back to back 
it ain’t worth your time, she gone do you like that 
she still look good, yea that’s just a fact 
I was at Joshua tree 
God was talking to me 
and yeah talking is cheap 
I just wanna be on 
I just wanna get up 
and I don’t wanna fall
fall down
it’s all gone hit the fan 

we met in a different place 
and it’s no time for a saving grace 
I’m stacking cash like a dinner plate 
she holds me down cause I do it great 
do it great
I don’t know what there’s left to say 
I’ll pay you back one day 
pay you back one day

music video

100,000 miles (prod. sheepy x staywoozy) [MV in desc]

[clip of harvey dent in batman]

lyrics

[maesk]
no spark
i just saw myself in those arms
haven't seen a fallen angel but it feels close
no clothes
she told me how it goes
she told me about the loving baby i cannot commit

all day, i've been thinking about it deeply
i can't stay, i've been holding back the tears 
can u do the same
look i don't have a phrase but its ok
just another forest that we face

it rains softly
dont hate me
our words can never travel safely
it's hard to navigate when the systems always breaking
i lost faith 'till one day u remade me

reborn
but the only difference is the tolerance
maybe i didn't play my cards right
but its too late to think about my past life
its just about tonight

[avxid]
carry me out
he cant compare to me now
he cant compare at all
my lungs are across the hall
theyre torn
from my body
but at least i know she want me
still i hurt
still it hurts u know


why the room i rot in feel so cold
all the time
it just leave me frozen
bb can u check the time
cuz i cant move my arms
and my hands sit in a jar
on ur countertop
my lord weve gone too far

not fair
its not fair
i would let u kill me if it meant ud love me more
not fair
not fair
i just let my blood drip quick on these marble floors

look me in my face while ur killing me
i could leave u here all alone and ud still feed off me
bb
i wont let u shame me
i wont let u hate me
see u in ur dreams
cuz i know that ur gonna miss me

words without armour

words without armour ft avxid (hollowpurple)

keep em up (yusei)

$ that 98'Hotboy Freestyle $

Empty Echoes (1)

I Wrote This (prod. VOLDE)

i dont miss no fade u see got my blade on me

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9 in the afternoon (prod. ihatepolar & remghost & sanctuary)

mix/master by JOJO

https://soundcloud.com/joseph-centineo
https://soundcloud.com/dannygoo

so are you gonna say sorry?
you never stay here through one morning
i'm always lying here it's so lonely
like why it feel like you don't really want me now

& cause of you i never like to get my hopes up
it isn't like me not to spill it like a full cup
every single word
i gotta learn to keep my mouth shut 
i ruin everything
i knew it was a long shot 
wasn't gonna work out

i'll mess it up i spill it all on the floor
& how i felt it had me reckless so i crash & i burn
it's like i never seem to get it right i'm losing my touch
i wanna pick up all the pieces put em back where they go

with all the red that's on your hands i know you're guilty as fuck
i learned to separate your words from what i feel in my gut
i tore up every single picture of us
& all that's left is just a memory now


i can tell you're lying yea i caught that
it's kinda like the way you said that you would come back
never got a call
it's still alot for you to unpack
you keep it all inside your bag i should've known then
you don't wanna open up

Crash & Burn w/ Danny Goo(prod. Sleye)

☦︎ Christ saves ☦︎
i'm on a new arc

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

hartwright.