Vibes

CYCLONE

MOODFOREVER

shoutout neostalgic for the loop
very nice song that means a lot to me
hope it will to you too <3

lyrics :)
i'm a protector
so i'ma protect her
situation fucking crazy
it's making my head hurt

look at this the right way
you don't wanna get hurt
you've already settled down
you ain't tryna get hurt

think about it clearly, feelings over near me
devil on my shoulder so i know that you don't fear me
if you cry i cry like can you hear me
i need you alive, mean it sincerely

hate me, free your heart of aching
let me look i'll face it
let your demons take me
oh maybe

from the moment i saw you
i knew it was something else
something i couldn't have
but something i was sure as hell
protecting at all costs on my life
and maybe it's wrong, but i'm alright

and we're alright
we'll be just fine
know we're alright
we'll be just fine

protector

spotify :D

video here https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb8xCct8NZI
one song 2 end an amazing year with twinnem 
@midwxst
@billsburyjoeboi
mixed by slappy
lyrics
[pre-hook]
im not the same kid that i once was
when you met me
its a lot of offers on the plate right now
and its tempting
i can act like i never saw the texts that 
you sent me
or we could skip to the part when
you're in my room undressing

[hook]
baby just tell me what you wanna do 
we could slide back to the pad 
you can stop playing mad 
and your friend and you come thru
i was never mad in the first place
and im better than your ex on my worst day
ima be in LA on thursday
i said, baby just tell me what you wanna do
i aint never been for none of that he said she said shit
man just come thru
now theres way too much in my cup
and i cant stand up
but i couldnt give one less fuck

[verse: midwst]
a lot of things in front of me this shit's getting tempting
you saw where i was at and now you're seeking redemption
cause all of a sudden you fuck with me, up in my mentions
all this shit don't add up no it don't even make sense
you cut me deep, you left me there to sit and wait
blocked your number, blocked your texts
don't care what you are sending me
hoping that im stuck up in your head and in your memories
so that you can not forget my pain and all my misery

[hook]

come thru

come thru w/ midwxst (billsburyjoeboi)

A reimagined Version of 9tails’ “I’m still learning”
prod. Sorrowbringer

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

Losing You

good intentions

Produced by mackk 

(Luvflorent)
Do you hate me?
Well I hate me 
I don’t need you 
Why you need me?

The sun stops,I’m stun locked 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Pills in the drain, I’m so scared 
I’m always fucking anxious 
It’s why I yearn for the pain pills 
My stomach is always aching 
You said you hate me

I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 
I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 

(Vails)
why’d you hate me?
baby thought u rated me 
I can’t breathe for real
So caught up in all the feels
Yeah

Dropping a pill so I feel levitated
I’m breaking the silence so now ur frustrated 
I promise to u since u left I’m so jaded 
these pictures of us really seem to be tainted 
I’m faded I can’t seem to cope with reality
Baby it’s hard cus u hated me actually
just cus I’m changing, and breaking 
Don’t mean you should leave me

luvflorent w/ vails & mackk - hide my tears

MEMORIES AND LIES

prod @neohnq
sfx @s0lemn
amv https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FxrBbGDidY @bitekivibes

igot2high  n i dont regret it..
say dat im fine :/
i jus keep forgettin../
imma decline ,, yall can keep pretendin :)
ion feel right//?ion feel right..

u can say it all u want but is it rly like tht?,??/
i jus wanted u2know tht i been fighting my death
i jus wanted u to say dat it aint rly dat bad..
is it rly dat.. bad

offda xan i canttalk do u fw me ??;]
i been steady tryna die do u luvv me?.
i be wishin suicide it get ugly..
u don wana b me im disgustin .'-('''''

say it all u want [neohn]

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy

lyrics:
do you think of me at night
cuz i think of you sometimes
and whenever i cant fall asleep
i imagine you right next to me

ur not fucking different 
from everybody else
and i don’t need to mention
all of the pain i dealt
ur full ignorance 
u don’t want any help
lie to therapist 
“oh he’s a narcissist”
oh i pray for the ones that are next in line
no matter what she fucking does, please do not make her cry
never challenge up to her, with her narcissistic mind
cause no matter what she does, she always thinks she’s right.

regret is rolling in 
can you hear me calling your name
regret is rolling in
can you hear me calling your name

do you hear my calls
your mask is falling off
i think you need a new one
the one you have is done
done 
done
done

𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 
𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦?
j̸̧͍͖͚̮͈̳̯̆̈́̈́̚͜

narcissist

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

i think ur one of the few (p. ryan kelly x jolst)

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

suck it up

prod/mix - fats'e

THX 4  20k FOLLOWERS ON HERE <3

🎈🎀

good at being lonely pt II

lyrics:


you cannot deny that in the end it
never mattered cuz you knew that we would fall
look behind the walll
funny how i know when the end of the night is here i freeze and then you calll
where did those nights go

and if i wasn’t there for you
i say if i wasn’t there for you
if i wasn’t made for you
i couldn’t tell apart what’s true

heading down to sunnyside, where the sunshine’s bright then i see you in the sky
why aren’t you right by my side

tell me where i need to hide
from you and all the ways you lie
i think i will lose my mind
if you continue in my life
had to cut you from my ties 
make it wrong or make it right 
what the fuck had you been like
before i saw your face that night
you cannot deny that in the end it
never mattered cuz you knew that we would fall
look behind the wall

those nights (prod. pinomin)

happy birthday 2 me <3 
all love to hallow
@avit69
@1hallow
cover taken by @coleslau
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/24Y6ZUvXsrLW9eIQUulaSn
[lyrics]
[verse]
she wish i was good at being something im not 
i waste all my time i think i wish it would stop 
she wake up at 10 and then she put on her makeup
and i still go to bed and hope that i never wake up
my ex just hit me up to tell me im still an asshole
im worried bout the future but im stuck on the past tho
im looking at my phone and i been talking for too long
and you thought that you knew me, you knew wrong.

[hook]
and i think its my insomnia
i could write a book on everything thats wrong with you
and i figured out that aint nobody solid uh
it started adding up i think that im the problem (x2)

[AViT]
can you, feel it
coursing through your veins just like its venom
toxic, posion, its keeping me alive but i feel dead inside
and everynight i stay up thinking how you fucked me up
and every toss and turn i do you haunt my every move
and i need you out my head
so i finally go to bed

[hook]

insomnia

insomnia w/ AViT (hallow)

☦︎ Christ saves ☦︎
i'm on a new arc

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

hartwright.