produced by killedmyself

completely non profit 

lyrics

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

ur life is over just as its begun
she found the sun inside anothers arms
and to a brother that had sworn no harm
i think ill stay inside long until the weathers calm
she got a humble cause
tearing u in half
tryna mend ur heart
she wanna leave some scars
head
whats going on in ur head babe
eyes are feeling like an xray
honestly i think im too dazed
feeling like its been 2 days
caught up in all of my blue days
that is not worthy of news page
so how r u liking my new face
ripped the skin off of my mainframe
rolled it around in an ashtray
stapled it back onto my veins

its alright
its alright
its alright
its alright

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

poetry from a diary i found buried by my headstone (killedmyself)

Lyrics:

Riley:

the anxiety in my cup it runneth over 

oh no 
we been tryna make it work so long 
where'd it’d all go wrong 
baby oh 
workin tryna get my walls up strong
then you come around to prod

now she don’t around come no more
lay my cards down now I fold 
delete delete my camera roll
gimme gimme yo telephone 
when was the last time you was wrong 
prolly the last time I was wrong 
how did we go on for so long 
yeah I was was weak but now I’m stronger 

I’m getting tired of holding you on my shoulders
its only when you come over that I’m bipolar
over the summer thought we was sposed to get closer
but now it’s winter and my heart is frozen over 

the anxiety in my cup it runneth over 
ran out of luck 10 years ago don’t need yo clover 
give me 10 more you gone see me whippin a rover 
and all I wanted was for us to get closer


oh no 
we been tryna make it work so long 
where'd it’d all go wrong 
baby oh 
workin tryna get my walls up strong
then you come around to prod

Carter: 
mixing my drink
with the drugs hoe
i told you i wont
fall in love though
i was broke once
 i let my trust go
unless u the mfckin
plug tho

im slumped in the back 
of the whip now
bump off the ass
of this bitch now
smoking glass 
and im feelin lit now
fuck the future
im dying rich now

we been tryna make it work so long yeah

oh no 
we been tryna make it work so long 
where'd it’d all go wrong 
baby oh 
workin tryna get my walls up strong
then you come around to prod

we been tryna make it work so long yeah

make it work (ft. Carter Tomorrow) (Prod. Steven Riley)

You Wouldn't Know

You Wouldnt Know

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

mix/master: me

scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing to do but stack
did it myself I got a bag
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

saw the future, yeah I saw it all in 4K
what the fuck yeah you was right there in my doorway
fantasies of family got washed away in pouring rain
I don’t want be pessimist but I don’t know what else to say
half an inch the ********* be missing a **** we’d be getting lit
instead that motherfucker got his fist in the air he’s gonna win
feels like the wrong timeline and I don’t know how to fix it
sell the crib double the funds and buy a one way ticket

in the soho streets they all look like models
and I took her home but didn’t buy her bottles
I was doing great til I checked your page
when you crashed that sedan, did you see my face?
(please don’t scare me like that)

718 into the corners
dinner dates up in las Flores
wall of text I tried to warn ya
honest shot at California
I really thought that you were back
what am I supposed to do with that?
scent on my pillow hurt so bad
there’s nothing left to do but stack
there’s nothing left to do but pack
there’s nothing left to do but…

scent_on_my_pillow (prod. sheepy)

you dont know me, you’re no help w/ Crizzy White

motionsick +flesh +treez (whycyril)

bloodmoon

03. vito bianco - splinters (prod. 93feetofsmoke)

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z0jrQffaiJQ

recently my skins been shedding
hoping that it grow back
views get blown, dark overtones
an ocean of a world
cast off 
drop sail
hope I prevail
baby you're my harbor
sunset auburn
hoping that you know that

I will not stop loving you
when you're down around the town
I'll pick you up
"Diamond in the rust"
baby please just kiss me up
taste of red bull on your lips
yes my clover bring me luck
~
and I'm done with playing all these games
I can't fuck with all you lames
lately life been crazy but I know that I'll be with you

recently my skins been shedding
hoping that it grow back
views get blown, dark overtones
an ocean of a world
cast off 
drop sail
hope I prevail
baby you're my harbor
sunset auburn
hoping that you know that

girl I miss you I cannot kiss you
2000 miles away that's the issue
I will just smile and pray we will see new
but I know we will get through it and be two

like loving you
never gonna walk away yes we are two
like lie by you
loving you forever I rely on you

recently my skins been shedding
hoping that it grow back
views get blown, dark overtones
an ocean of a world
cast off 
drop sail
hope I prevail
baby you're my harbor
sunset auburn
hoping that you know that

Sunset Auburn [prod. theswitch]

Lyrics: 
I can't really run from, what i've become so I'm just gonna crash and burn
drifted in lane too soon, haven't been you since June
I don't really care, I hope that you're aware 
don't leave me here in my ruin
baby left me too soon
flowers outside in bloom
~
I can't see how you say it
when every bone in my body is breaking
will you still confide me and stay right beside me
till my light goes dim
I love you forever
YOU FUCKINGWITHHIM?
~
Think how you press up to him
and it didn't even happen yet
I'm caught up in my mind and I'm dripping sweat
escalate my state of mind with medicine I think that I'm better than the rest, I'm still all neck up in my stress
tryna live my best life, hopein for the best right?
I said fuck that shit it's all bout action not the best night
hard to just commit myself, when I feel like a bitch for no apparent reason
hit the ceiling, I might quit your

Crash And Burn [prod. useless]

☦︎ Christ saves ☦︎
i'm on a new arc

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

hartwright.