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WEEK #027

Never Ending 2

Upload 08.07.2019

Free Download: smarturl.it/mindrmx

When we were asked to remix this track it was a dream come true.. we have looked up to these guys for a long time.. so getting to work on a project with parts they created was incredible.. 

We tried to create a whole new vibe with this one! 
Hope you guys like it! 

[Guitars by @joshjarmusic]
[Artwork by Chadwickmak] 
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Jack Ü - Mind (Slander Remix)

Kill Me Now [Prod. Ayetac]

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it?
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i hit a bump in the road
got problems with people at home
i don’t speak on my feelings
it’s best if you leave me alone
isolation and anger issues
soak emotion up in the tissue
isolation and anger issues
something that i was always used to
and if there’s a problem
i know there’s a cause
i just gotta find it
put all my plans into force
start with me you’re crazy
fuck text fights i’m too lazy
can’t play no games
she play me
everyday in hd
my peers don’t like me
that shit is obvious
i hate this fighting
reminds me that my time is up

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness
got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness

nervous

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

https://soundcloud.com/grimeygoyard
vocals mixed by rellim
TOSSING AND TURNING 2/28

yellow stains
blank screens
dont overthink
empty seats 
pipe dreams
follow me
twisted wires
dead batteries 
are you hearing this

all the shit that you say 
got me thinkin
fuck everyone who trynna keep me in
i voice myself loud
i say what i mean proud
got some news for you
so you better fucking 
stick around
hear me yelling
so god damn loud
but its time I’ve been heard
before my lungs 
make me drown

I’ve been dying 
on the inside
for so fucking long now
i don’t belong
i don’t feel strong
i dont wanna try
i don’t want to know

yellow stains (prod grimey)

how to create
a song
with meaning
that can be
drawn from something
more than a minor
inconvenience
the basic chemistry
making up my brain
not an ounce of pain
no pity here 
I’m falling past 
a bastards tears
a fucking maniac
of passion 
we’re 
only convincing
ourselves 
of nothing
why should anything matter
if it ends 
so abruptly 
nothings funny

there was never a reason
for you to 
shut the door
so abruptly 
on your way out 

you said everything would
be okay
i never believed something
more to this day
and i still 
never have the same trust
i could begin to
say how much i regret everything
but thats so overplayed at this point
i dont know how to 
fucking recooperate
from all this mental stress
i put on myself
its nothing less
than something 
i need to see 
with a thereapist
but that is some
fucking bullshit
i got a mic and a laptop
right here
i got these words
flowing out from my head
and i dont need a pad to write them in
when im flowin off the 
top like this
i dont know how to 
fucking stop it
i dont know how to
stop this
every fucking inch
of doubt
looking for a place to make their home
and never come out

past here (prod. voka)

got this joint
ready to go
right now right now
couple feet below
pack my feelings in this pipe
right now right now
quarter bag smoked
back to being broke
scrapin up the flakes to last me
till the morn
only feel so good about
the numbers 
for a second
then its over
time to move right on
no closure
to the next one
the next song
ya dead wrong
i wont fall
if i do
ill be screamingmy all
i take the certain steps
every day
that i can
dont got a five year plan
just ideas and a pen
laptop and a mic to record them

its time to buckle down
sulking in this locked room 
fading slowly
in these sheets
buried in my dreams
fake realities 
cliques and gossiping
graduated high school 
but theres no escape
every step you make
could be the last one
you ever take

got a couple issues
i need too much time 
to explain
bothered by another
shitty artist
gaining all the fame
call me bitter 
all you want
im in it 
for all different reasons
see right through the 
fucking
bullshit
music aint no business
its not about the image
or is it

what do i need to do
to take the next step
to break on through right now
how many lines can i write before
they find me out
how many of you
gotta lie about yourselfs 
to make it now


its time to buckle down
sulking in this locked room 
fading slowly
in these sheets
buried in my dreams
fake realities 
cliques and gossiping
graduated high school 
but theres no escape
every step you make
could be the last 
you ever take

right now (prod grimey)

vocals and live guitars written and performed by barren
live drums written and performed by alec doyle and
produced by john dello at bridge east studios

sitting by myself
I’m just passing the breeze
i got nothing left to show
so theres nothing to see
paint my picture perfect self while I’m
passing the time
need a miricale to happen
or ill be ready to hide 

then i make my way on through
you won’t see me coming
till its far past due
the shine i want
but don’t deserve
you could say
i got some nerve
to say its what
i could earn
to say its what
i deserve

crashing on the highway
blowing past i 95
i could give you
ten good reasons
to let it off
and say goodbye
but I’m thinking of these lyrics
as I’m ready to pull off to
the side
how could i do this now
when i got so much left
can’t cop some sort of check
when I’m six feet 
past its scent                    
i back off of the drugs
to let my mind regroup
can’t move on
past the stoop
the traction hasn’t
set
but theres plenty of fucking 
room

sitting by myself
I’m just passing the breeze
i got nothing left to show
so theres nothing to see
paint my picture perfect self while I’m
passing the time
need a miricale to happen
or ill be ready to hide 

can i just come by to say
how lovely you look today
you always took my breath away 
but lately its 
not the same
your real self
has shown
and there can be 
no other way
back home
i need the room
to grow
and prosper
on my own
how i always
say i will
but the effort
needs to be put in
if you want
to see things
through

then i make my way on through
you won’t see me coming
till its far past due
the shine i want
but don’t deserve
you could say
i got some nerve
to say its what
i could earn
to say its what
i deserve

make my way on through (prod rust x grimey x barren)

i got a job i can’t stand
off again
in another land
way off 
deep inside my head
wrote another ten lines
way behind
I’m slowly 
fading
from any form 
of the true world

standing in the 
way of myself
one step forward 
2 steps back
the words 
don’t help
relax
myself 
whats the fucking deal
with all the people
faking health
I’m breaking belts
dont trust a soul
ill rot in hell
temporary pleasure
changes as easy as
the pressure
in my joints from
the coming measures

am i working as hard
as i drive to see
should i try to keep up
exclusivity 
i can’t breathe
when I’m not releasing
everything 
keep my head on straight
with the one thing 
i want to be
can’t you see
its all for you
never me

wait it out (prod. grimey)

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

Much love to @demxntia


Lyrics

lately i been feelin outa place
i don't really think that i can ever get away
from feeling how i feel, 
yeah i wish it wasn't real
im runnin out of words to say, 
when you ask me what's the deal

so look me in my eyes
tell me baby whatchu see?
i gotta void of nothingness
where my feelings used to be
like i'm stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from
stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from

but honestly i'm used to it
it's been a minute since i left and i'm losin it
i look around me everybody is the same
everything i do is just driving me insane

when i'm lookin at the moon it reminds me of you
connecting every star together like you always do
a thousand miles apart but my feelings stayed the same
feel a typa way every time i see your name 

and i wonder 
what would 
happen if i
left this world
would you feel alone

yeah i wonder
how you'd
feel without me
next to you
anymore
i'm not so sure but

lately i been feelin outa place
i don't really think that i can ever get away
from feeling how i feel, 
yeah i wish it wasn't real
im runnin out of words to say, 
when you ask me what's the deal

so look me in my eyes
tell me baby whatchu see?
i gotta void of nothingness
where my feelings used to be
like i'm stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from
stuck inside a dream
that i'm never waking up from

demxntia - inside a dream

you're the reason [prod. dercept]

(PROD. BY @prodlxve x @kvnny)
engineered @kvnny

lyrix

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

every single day
moving faster like a race
and im hoping that i crash
saw 200 on the dash
fuck a red light
stop sign
i cant give a fuck no
i aint got time
stopwatch
that rolly dont tick tock

woah

if i said it then i mean it
i choose you like
eenie meenie
told you that im never leaving
and you still do not believe me
so i put it in the past 
i cant see you like im stevie
so ill put it on a track
so you see me on the TV
im a rockstar
cant stop till they know it
really hoping i dont blow it
cause i really wanna show it
show show up with the flex
let em know that im up next
yung ghosty with the checks
yung ghosty with the checks

woah
yea i got the checks like its nike
running round my town i think they like me
neck and wrist is icey
baddie treat me nicely
yea
shes bad for my psyche
yea

must have met you in a past life
odd are i loved you then as well
but right now you make me so mad
make me feel so sad
woah

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

empty (p. lxve x kenny)

take back my ilys (p. useless)

(PROD. BY @prodlxve)

most of this song is aimed @ me.
i miss him.

lrix:

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

i dont wanna tell you how i think
i just wanna throw up in my sink
lets have some more to drink
pretend that you dont know im on the brink
of losing everything i hold dear
lets have another beer
lets hide away from everything we fear
i tell you as im talking in the mirror
im drinking all alone
staring at my phone
praying to a god ill never know
asking if youre coming home
i know you wont
and i think that hurts the most
im losing hope
i feel you going ghost(haha it me)


sorry bout the time i spent
sorry bout those rhymes i said 
i never meant it to reach you
had hopes to delete you and move on   
i guess that i did 
i really wanted you out of my head
guess ill just have to replace you with lead
i cant believe all this shit that i said
this shits too emo i should go to bed
i should really get some sleep
lately ive been feeling weak
havent talked in like a week
everything lately
been feeling so crazy
if you saw you would call me a mess 
bitch im depressed
i was hiding it in you
now youre gone i feel the gloom
now youre gone i feel the dark
i was terrified to part
i understand i was scared of myself
i understand you were bad for my health   
bitch i get all of that
please never call me back
when i get drunk and i dial your phone
send me a text in the morning that tells me to leave you alone
tell me that this is a warning
that im not done mourning
and ill tell you i swear that i am

im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true
im so fucking happy
that youre fucking happy
but youre only happy
cause im not sad
i lie to you
tell you im not blue
just to see your smile
and make it true

happy ur happy

happy ur happy (p. lxve)

ft. @daddydandy
p. by @producedbyaidan
i luv them

lyrix

i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new
i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new

i wanna jump on the stage
ill go insane
carry me out of the place   
ive been away
on a vacay
trying to find out who imma be
who imma be
imma be number 1 
up in a tree with my glasses on 
nigel uno with the codename
feelin sleepy no codine

i been around  
out in my town
outa my head
outa my mind
ive just been searching 
and trying to find
something thats worth all the sacrifice
i just wanna pull with my team
make sure they all eat
chillin with a baddies from my dreams
swerving in my lane 
avoiding lames 
fell insane with these big dreams trapped up in my brain
wish that i could numb the pain
novacaine on my mind
like a dentist 
lately my thoughts are relentless
lately my heart has been traveling out there in venice
maybe its paris
baby let head to to tokyo
dont care bout no fucking hoes
cant really give a shit about a thot 
cant really give a fuck about what
who the fuck are you
who the fuck are you tryna tell me
i am not the one
this shit really just begun
im just tryna fill up all the stands
im just tryna pull up my crew 
like goddamn
tell me in the best cause i am
im the yung ghost going ham
lil deadboy growing up from the sand
from the dirt
when you hear it it hurts
and i hope that it hurts bitch'

i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new
i wanna run up a check
tell all my friends that im next
i wanna flex on my ex
hundred thousand on my neck
i want a brand new whip
i want a brand new bitch
im feelin brand new bitch
im feelin brand new
brand new
brand new

im dripping off shit that im thrifting
i keep my money efficient 
i keep my honey from sticking
licking my lips in the kitchen
oh you done copped you a new fit
oh you been rocking some new shit
feel like no body else do this
homie ill tell you the truth is
you gotta stretch all you bread out
planning for decades ahead now
lately i just let my head lay
watching these niggas whose bread fade
counting the days till i get paid
stroking my dick on the feds face
i really fuck with this head space
i really fuck with this bread chase

i really fuck with the bread chase
you got called out now you red faced
spending money you dont have
designer brands thats a fad boy
catch me rockin shit i thrift
15 dollars that a fit
yea im looking clean as shit
when i go out hide your bitch 
woah

brand new

follow flowars

brand new ft. flowars (p. aidan)

cut my skin on angel wings

everyone leaves anyways w/ safehold (prod. tothegood)

black roses [prod. lil soda boi]

bad person [prod. lil soda boi]

star dust (hxrxkiller)

drifting (p. lxve)

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

Nightlight

løøkin like its løstbøy seasøn.

@hateghosty
@losemygrip
@daddydandy

seasøn (ghøsty x LøseMyGrip x fløwars)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6GOuWGiLMM0vH9qCNe05Vo?si=W8DZ_jPpThKDK9s2qx73dQ

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/nightmares/1466142478?i=1466142481

nightmares

nightmares (prod. FOREFUL)

Drawings On My Wall (prod. Jake Markow)

enjoy

GONER: 
www.sptfy.com/GONER
www.instagram.com/GONER
www.twitter.com/notGONER

Yung Kage:
@YungKage
www.instagram.com/_yungkage
www.twitter.com/_yungkage

SPOTIFY

@GONER - 350 ft. Yung Kage (prod. Exttendo)

Mix & Master by @mnnx_xo

~2300~

Lyrics:

Chorus: 
We did something wrong tonight, that’s what they keep telling me, consequence of true love, know they feelin jealousy. My pockets stay blued up, tell em keep their energy. I left you some bruises, nothing like you did to me. (x2)

Verse:
Get my fuckin heart break over the dashboard, it’s always in my head but it’s not what I asked for, you sure know how to break baby that’s what I’m best at, is there no fuckin way you could ever accept that?

Always looking over my shoulder, time is running just to find my closure, know you get around but I keep my composure, it’s what I’m expecting that you should get over.

Don’t say you wanna die, cause it could come around, hope isn’t on my side not what I know about, go baby do it right or you can deal without, don’t say you wanna die I still got many lives. Woah. (x2)

*Chorus Loop*

Something isn't right

Something Isn't Right (prod. Tricksterr)

Lyrics:
i see yall go hard, i just gotta go harder
spend some more time grinding, less whining for starters
gotta get my cash, save it up ill go farther
tryna get my future man like hasta manana

sippin perrier while i work in the booth
lemon all day in the vibe got the juice
neverstray now i rock the cat on my shoes
cartier on my girl you know how i do, ooh

spend too much cash but it aint even trouble
always comin in piling up on the double, ooh
hard time tryna keepin it subtle
still gloin up while im still in the struggle

one foot in but im one foot out
life tests me tryna see what im bout
got bad days but im still gettin clout
ima make it ion have any doubt


Im making hits you know im on a roll
im busy grinding so i dont hear when you hit my phone
im goin harder than you ever known
im in my zone i told em no one gonna take my throne
x2

Call me a prince cause I drip in gold
I'm the ice king with a flow so cold
I be home free while you all just sold
I be gettin money I still got my soul

I'm the headline but you all old news
Y'all be still flexin them same old shoes
You a take Ls cause you born to lose
Forget yo whole team ion know yo crew

Up all night you wont catch me sleep
I been workin on my grind while I'm tryna think
I cant take no blunt i cant take no drink
Can't close my eyes can't sleep a wink

I grind all day all night stay up
I got this skill dont need no luck
Dont wish it on me i be blunt
I work and work till i come up

Harder

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

produced by @lilsadeyes and @nversad

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and now i've someone that truly fucking cares
doesn't look the other way when i'm alone or in despair
doesn't act like i'm the reason that my parents wouldn't cope
with the fact that i'm a loser so they left me on my own

she won't leave me in the smoke
when i'm sad alone or broke
she gon keep me on my toes
she gon hold me hella close

she gon be there in the end
when i'm lyin in my bed
she gon tell me how she love me
she could never play pretend

i was yours, you were mine
i should've known i was wasting your time
i couldn't grow, i wanted to die
now when ever you text me i can't reply

so i guess i'll go get stoned
and wonder why you haven't come back home

i wanna give myself stick n pokes
i wanna laugh so hard i lose my throat

and my heart fuckin' bursts
when i'm lookin' at her
she's the one that i need
she's the one i deserve

she's the reason i breathe
she's the reason i heal
she's the one that i want
and that's just how i feel

stick n pokes

Prod. Kado

https://soundcloud.com/bradyponder

https://soundcloud.com/lilsadeyes

<3

Lyrics:
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
Think it’s time to cop a little place now
Maybe cop a tattoo up on my face now
Okay okay now think I’m on my way now 
Show up at the show and it’s time to bring the place down 
I just need a little space now 
I’m just hoping that you stay down 

Well okay okay is that all you’ve got to say
I’ve been keeping to myself I don’t know another way 
I don’t want to hang maybe some other day 
I don’t really want to go but I sure don’t want to stay 
I know that I’m the reason that you find it hard to care
All you needed was a friend I was never even there
But I’m tryin to improve cause I’m feeling pretty down
And I’m getting sick of no one ever wanting me around
Since I met you I re-thought a few things
My no love songs rule and the words that I mean 
I’m good on the Juul I e got my nicotine 
From the buzz that you give and the joy that it brings 
This blunt is getting short I just wish that it would last
It reminds me of the times that I’m never getting back 
I’m leaving pretty soon hope you’ll be here when I’m back 
Cause I think I think you’re  pretty cool and I thought you’d like that 

And she goes
You’re all I have and all I want but that won’t last no
That won’t last 
All alone I guess that’s fine
I feel at home when I’m inside 
I keep crying in my blanket 
I get sad but I can’t hide it 
I get low
Nobody to hold not one soul I can confide in 
I fall so quickly whenever you’re with me
But when I’m gone no you won’t miss me 
I’ve been getting high to change my feelings when I’m low 
All it does it make me choke it’s fucking up my throat 
I can’t even look at girls cause I don’t want to go 
Down another road that gets me stranded in the cold

Stay Down

Stay Down feat. Sadeyes - Prod. Kado

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

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never meant to be the bad guy

yeah i need it when i tell you 
yeah i need it when i tell you
yeah i need it when i tell you
tell you 

what the fuck phone broke on the pavement
dub my woes left those in the basement
break my fall when calls turn evasive
friend or foe can't tell feeling jaded

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

WHAT THA FUCK
PHONE BROKE ON THA PAVEMENT
DUB MY WOES
LEFT THOSE IN THA BASEMENT
BREAK MY FALL
WHEN CALLS TURN EVASIVE
FRIEND OR FOE
CAN'T TELL FEELING JADED
x2

ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u
ya i need it when i tell u

think im wasted
face my flaws
last call for the facelift
fan favorite
cool tattoo did it hurt?
r u famous?

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"I gave you everything you ever wanted but you ended up closing the door" - van

SuiSai: @sushisai
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Prod by: @tothegood
Artwork: @suicideoutside (on twitter)

I am performing in LA, July 24th. You can get tickets here: https://www.songkick.com/concerts/38254179-pink-cig-at-1720?utm_source=8123&utm_medium=partner&utm_content=fb4a0d1b9180ab41a80f71c5bea1fa9b&utm_campaign=entity

"When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai”

Lyrics-

When you say me you love me, it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I’m crying on the concrete. I don’t have strength to get up off the floor 

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again 

Crashing down on my parade
You let me love till you were bored of the game 
Open hearts and shoddy flames
You let me burn in the love that we made 

SuiSai- 
That touch of yours left cinders
Trails of your heart set a flame
Lit like embers
Of our past
Screeching stop sounds like thunder
You were my lightning
Filled my clouds with your patterns
Made the world disappear 
liked it better
Then you left me here
To the forces of the weather
Cause the cold fronts near
But I swear id never let it
Change the way that I feel

How you gon tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore
I gave you everything you ever wanted but you end up closing the door
I’m trying to carry you over my back but your legs keep on dragging the floor
I’m trying my best but I just don’t think we can ever travel back to before
Let me
Fall in love again
Let me
Fall in love again
How you gon’ tell me you love me but it doesn’t feel the same anymore 
Let me
Fall in love again

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same

When You Tell Me You Love Me, It Doesn't Feel the Same ft. SuiSai (Prod. Tothegood)

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

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