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sometimes when i get up at 6:20 i ask myself:
«what am I living for?»

ㅤㅤㅤそれはすべて意味がありますか？

no life left.

I AM FLOWERBOY

indeed (Remastered)

The Upload

Fire In the Scene March'21

Tomorrow, I Meet My Deadline

Breaking [prod. xmichaelwarren]

Out on all platforms now <3

Prod. Yung Spoiler
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCEvx72i83Z83UmolxnqQQ9Q
Mix & Master. Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVJdNVkPZmHUEQSoJ6zcIUg

the gram: https://www.instagram.com/blospar.music/

Say you will [prod. yungspoiler]

Kan't Feel My Face..D.C & BIG MAUT w/tags gonna release full version w/o tags on the album....

Kant B Me ft. Young Thug & Stak5

never sit in silence.

https://soundcloud.com/c-o-r-p-s-e

I was told to love myself but then went and dated it.
Shipment closing I've been clouting working up my banishment.
Keep it simple, up the hatred think up on the internet.
Everything for nothing, frightened thinking it's so imminent.
All I talk about is music speaking lonely, me, me, me
Run up through the traffic, end my life while I hear a beep, beep, beep
Thinking I'm a winner but my numbers scary e, t, c
Sayin I'm all better, up my problems, someone hurt me, please
Leaking head my issues solved thru sadness
Topple over friends to get the Madness
Level up till gaining swag to Harness
Soul is raw and crunchy like a Radish
You are my own take on hell now.
I'm sad, man, cant you fukn tell now?

COFFEE (PROD. CXRPSE)

Down und high

come up w/ suckerpunk (prod. by Malu)

Slen - Nights Like These (ft. GEMINI AALIYAH)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

Follow me <3

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

love lost (prod.dewhuan)

Buy on iTunes

Chanel Shoes! Prod. by [ Loveonfriday ]

i (prod.@darkboysanta + vendr)

space (prod.2ezzy)

@heylog

lyrics: 
i been doin better
since i removed her number
baby im alone
dont know which one i wanted
i visit ur home
only to get high though
the drive dont feel the same
when it never thunders home
i can hear the train
it remind me that i made it safe
oh how we were close
its a shame we let it go to waste
fighting off n on girl
we werent made for eachother
i wont lose these memories
but oh man i really wanna
oh its a shame
we let it go to waste
baby heal my face
im losing everyday
oh man im done
god ive had enough
i swore it on my mom
i said i wish i was gone

i been doin better
since i went and left her
i still have ur things
including ur sweater
i can give it back?
dont wanna leave a thing behind
cause u just wished me death
i hate u disrespecting mine

i been doing better
since i ever met her
why u wanna talk and shit
dont u see its over?
i cant stand to be friends
id rather call us enemies
ur eyes oh my god
theyre the fucking death of me
i hate that ur happy
i wish u were hanging
from the fucking ceiling
cause you
fucked me up
and i cant get over it
i need some revenge

i wish i never loved her
i shoulda just left her
i was doing fine
until i fucking met her
i shouldve just disposed of u
but i didnt wanna hurt u
this is how i feel
i hope youll understand me soon

better (ft. heylog)

i dont mean to be rude, i lose myself in how youre moving 💃🏻

mood ring ft. S.G. (zach sutton)

(the climax)
@1hallow
@janeremover
[lyrics]
you wanna lose me,
i think its okay
you think you're better off without me
have it your way !! 
and its fucked up in the end
i think im fresh out of friends
i put this gun to my head, let it go
and i do this shit better off on my own
i already know what it feels like all alone 
she wishin i was pretend
im wishin i was content
i wish this conflict would end, but it wont

she think im an mess up
they think im an extra
im not supposed to be here
im 'posed to be "resting" (****)
wish i was in heaven 
posted with my bestfriend
rlly miss my bestfriend
i wish i could text him
and now they wanna be mad at me
like it was my fault
used to be my hero 
you fell off and hit the asphault
full hault
i dont even know what to say
'member i felt so alive and now im digging my grave

im so lost and alone
nowhere close to my home
its 2% on my phone
its getting out of control
and i thought i could save them on my own
im playing the part, im not built for the role 
your hand became something i cant hold
and i know its hard 2 see me winning
but im sure that you will make it on your own

conflict

conflict (hallow + jane remover)

feel like i'm next  *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Raven Death Songs

Secrets (ft. gothboisoldier) [prod. Yago]

Track 1 of 4 on the Pixel Garden EP

produced by Kaii
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCm2bQMjmnZNkD5RtYwnJWyw
mix & mastered by Zonex
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVJdNVkPZmHUEQSoJ6zcIUg

Ah Shit [prod. Kaii]

I drove all the way here for this? (prod. homesick)

Hell Scene (prod. IV & minor2go)

this kinda shit never works out 

https://soundcloud.com/nothomex

Lyrics:

(bbyk9)
I’m sorry that I fell in love 
You don't gotta take me back 
No girl I never was enough 
Didn't before now I'm seeing that 

Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right 


(not home.)
Baby I’ve been trying to get it right 
I’m calling you, it’s late at night 
Your words are eating me alive 
But your smile brings me back to life 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

Garbage seeping from my mind 
Girl like you was hard to find 
I’ll give you space, I’ll give you time
Baby I’m just tryna get it right 

(bbyk9)
Come over here, and feed me lies 
Tell me everything will be alright
Babygirl give me bad advice
Hope you know I'm in my head tonight 

Tell me what’s the reason that I try 
When you never look me in the eye 
Everytime you turned away I died 
Just know that I’ve been tryna get it right

trynagetitright ft. not home. (prod. Caspr)

produced by: https://soundcloud.com/carlby x https://soundcloud.com/splashgvng

headache (prod. carlby x splashgvng)

support paroxysm: 
twitter.com/ProdPAROXYSM/

follow me: 
instagram.com/imissyouauras
twitter.com/aurasxix

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4eACLjZUXdXNndvlBaqoaT?si=oivpWXY5R_in9PGyBfyavw

BITEKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FrbalrV0U0

ty to blue rxse for the cute lil vocal chop @ 2:06 hehe 

i see through the dim lights, oh my 
every time you confide, its alright 
its alright, its alright, its alright 
getting harder to sleep all by myself now 
sorry i won’t catch you when you fall down 
i can’t stand it anymore i won’t come around 
reassuring every instance when i make a sound

chorus:
ima break away 
yeah ima break away 
ima start to fade
yeah ima start to fade 
gotchu in my sights now i see you run away

climbing mountain tops just to try and talk to you
now im at the top and you’re still out of view 
coming down i see the stars start to dim out 
i see the city start to die im on the wrong route
its getting dark 
no end in sight 
will i be lost with tired eyes? 
i start to cry there goes my light 
i think its time to stop the fight

break away (prod. paroxysm)

WELCOME 2 SAINT WRLD!
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･
PROD/MIX/MAST: @trechorboy
FEATURING: @erisucult

YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
they call me shaye saint
steady stackin up heavy lately
the underground screen queen
hit up macy’s
kiki always by my side, she my A team
its a daydream
wire therapy 
drip drop drip
in the washroom
skin tape 
what i sip
u better bet believe im up in this bitch
and when ur eyes locked in its an acid trip

elastic spastic fantastic 
im boolin by myself
although im covered in plastic, im manic and need help
i fade away 
in the day
till the night time
is when the wire therapy will make it alright
im in my own world
kiki my homegirl
she know what’s up & never talks back
+saint wrld!
.
.
.
ERISU DELPHINE:
she calls me shaye st.
i told that bitch 2 do the “HAND THING “ 
lil kiki broke her wrists on my balmainZ 
BEST believe u bust IT DOWN 
GIMMIE me “THAT GOOD BRAIN” 
LET THE BL00D RAI-i-N-N-N-N!! 
wire therapy 
i drIP drop drip 
in the washroom 
SKIN TAPE ON MY LIPS 
you know me & trech up in dis bitch 
and if UR JAWS BROKEN KITTY CANDY YOU’LL MISS ;((
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.
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YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
i call her shaye saint!
cuz they say
she so moves godly!
street walking 
you’ll be stopping for selfies!
kiki hovering around in my driveway!
like its broadway !

wire therapy

SPOTIFY

wire therapy (feat. Erisu)

I do custom beats and mixing/mastering!
for features hmu on any social media

headache (prod. carlby x splashgvng)

hazenova