featuring: https://soundcloud.com/cypression

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

music video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dkKOD3eET-U

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself 
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest
I've been hopin' I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one 
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat 
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising yeah
Can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no 
I don't care  
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care

She's a piece of shit she treats me horribly
She really makes me hate myself
I've been having nightmares that are better than real life to be honest 
I've been hoping I never wake up again
When I was a kid I looked up her home phone number
I tried to call it but I hung up quick
Nowadays I never call no one
I just sleep until the sun is down so I never have to make no plans
I feel like a heartbeat
Riddled with clots in my arteries
I hope they block my bloodstream
I hope my lungs stop rising
I can't remember her face now
I only remember how she told me to kill myself
Every day I agree with her more than I did back then 
I know and yet 

I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care no
I don't care
I don't care

spotify

piece of shit (p. tennis player)

ily (feat. HKFiftyOne)

first day of the rest [prod. pekarot]

not home. playing his song "let me sleep" acoustic live

let me sleep acoustic

not home. - let me sleep *acoustic*

lyrics

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

so ill kick rocks in my head
i guess
im numb
i think my minds gone

i know im too much sometimes
its all right
im all right
break me till im hollow
and come see me tomorrow
i found conscious inside of the grotto
magic in a cup
im lost in a bottle
drunken sailor
im not drunk right now
just give me some time
give me some time ill be fucked up by the end of the song
ill give you a rhyme that youll like and youll want
this isnt the song that you play in your car
its the type of song you listen to when all hope is lost
youre punching your walls
theyre not picking up calls
im nothing without you baby i cant even walk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk

im so sorry every lyric sounds the same i met you at the party
big brown eyes but you want to be barbie
baby youre so perfect
i dont need anybody else
i dont need anyone else

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

chalk (p. michael harrison)

remix

lyrics

i’m moving on 
got me gone 

she loves me not, she loves 
i’m pretty fucked

no bad energy inside this song
i hope you hear this and you live a life that’s long

lift me up it’s getting late now and it’s cold 
you got to watch how it pans out in the fall
just let me love you baby i can take the fall
i got your name wrapped around my tongue just like you’re in my arms 

it’s calm being right beside me
but don’t throw away my values girl i’m not taking it likely
do you think this a game?
playing games
cut you up like tron
if it pans out that way for now i’m geeked

i told you this but we’re all in the abyss 
you keep your sixth girl you’re just taking the piss
i got a list now, you wanna become a wish?
i’m on a rocket ship right now we’re going every world

everywhere coming in hot
moving out quick like i ain’t got a spot
gas relies on loving girl can you provide or what
guess i’ll make a toast for the people that love me and helped me get this far

hey i’m lifting up the states
like who the fuck is you when talking ‘bout mistakes
yeah i made a few
but i couldn’t break

you live you learn you lose
now i’m here to make after everything i’d take

lose, lose
you can’t help it 
ohhh, we move
ohhh, you keep can’t help it 
i can’t hold it
you keep catching, falling out and i’ma melt it

what went wrong w/cypression (prod bennykaay)

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