Brodie  this is buatifull bro this is amazing 

Insane man frl 😞 need a feature from you

Bro hadn’t played this in months still makes me fucking cry such a good song brother

The Upload 35

Lyrics:

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

i don't talk to strangers
i don't even talk to me
waste away online
as these bugs invade my sink
sing into my microphone
and people try to leech
holes n shit called cavities waste away my teeth 
toxin from the wind just
makes it hard to breathe
it was carried from the power plant that failed back in 03
and it gave because the thing was empty of its employees 
cause they were tired of the boss that ruled their 7 seas

[cyzun]

I keep on sippin on moonshine
Hoping that I fucking flatline
I’m still Alive that’s a bad sign
Lie to my peers and say I’m fine 
If I keep retaining my thoughts
Sooner or later I will end it all 
I am a failure it’s nobodies fault
I jumped on the landmine and made it go off

You think I’m fine cause I never say shit 
Dont try cause your time will be wasted
rather sit alone in a home that is vacant
Thinking bout the noose in the basement 
I'm standing in the middle of a dark room 
Sick and tired wondering will it end soon
Serotonin hurry up I need you 
Cause I’m barely hanging on like a loose screw

[emptychest]

i think im wasting my time
fuck ur tears ion got none left to cry
got no hope but ill still give it a try
swear to god ill never work a 9 to five
five o five in the middle of the night
ion wanna fuckin die but it seems so right
buckle down or ur gonna end up dead
spend ur whole damn summer lying in ur fuckin bed
soundcloud revenue aint gon pay the rent
voices in ur head aint real js stop being depressed
yeah thats what they tell me and ion like it
and thats what they tell me imma bite it
yeah its all fun and games till its all over 
and i pull the mf-

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine
i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

landmine (w/ cyzun x emptychest) (whiteravenn)

Prod. Jake Mitchell, Jkei


Do You Ever Miss Yourself? 

Olympus Projects/glvsshouse 2021

Complicated

Darius King - Spazz 3.0 [Prod. Valious x Malloy]

<3
prod me

lyrics:

I try to pick the pieces up like I used to be able to.
I needa stop givin a fuck and honestly u do too
bc its pointless
this never ending fucking conflict its like poison to us
its killin us both and I cant fuckin wait to change
and face it on my own 
but u gon stay the same?
okay.. i guess I'm back alone

when my world turn grey 
I look for some answers 
and all that they say is 
come home

babe are u serious 
we cant hold a convo thats serious…
so distant 

what if I wake up and everyone hates well maybe they already do
cant help but tread past feelings I detached I feel a ghost sometimes 

“do u wanna talk about it?”
they treat me like bitch so I kinda highly doubt it.
I hope that all my brothers and girl dont flake cus im rly kinda fucked up and I cant find my place in this 

ghosttown 
I wish woulda knew what I know now
goin down
the spiral that im used to I know now

u told me u want me to stay away 
well maybe I will u 
cut my lips

cut my lips

spotify

cut my lips.

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out


i lost myself trying to be a better person
it was never worth it

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind

i'm too close to my mic i cant hear a thing whatd you say? (huh)
i might lose my fucking mind if i dont try to save a life
i mean i guess i know inside its fucked up i cant let you in my head
i used to paint these pictures now i scream them all instead
pretty reds i'll show you how i bled

smile for the camera be nice for your parents
cry on the inside out youre fine inside your mind
i feel inside out i wanna cry it out
but inside of my mind i pretend that im fine
and now i feel inside out i wanna cry it out

i lost myself trying to be a better person

Smile! (splashgvng)

prod by me

lyrics: 

shes like, “kade why u always gotta lie?” 
im lying cause u make me do it.
last week I saw the story in ur eyes 
tell me could u see mine

flippin through ur pages 
cant say im ever bored 
I got a lot of patience, but I hate bein ignored
ill tell u what im feelin if im up to it 
first u gotta tell me why u aint trustin me

cus i dont got a lot of time for this 
im findin all the pieces ur denyin me 
was this all u wanted from the picture in ur head
u know that im not much, u gon work me till im

dead how I been feelin lately 
in our head how we been dealin baby
im sorry if im complicating 
im not an easy read im sorry baby

but dont take me for fool I need food too 
I get deprived from the feelings that I want from u
what do u want from me I told u that i told the truth 

I told u that. I told u u should know its true. 
u should know it in ur heart I didnt lie to u
and all the times that I did 
u made it the only way out 
u say excuses can be useless
well im on my way now 
yea im on my way out 

shes like “kade do u even cry anymore”
well..
u kinda got it all outta me so its usually jus hard to breathe now

books

you made me bleed

LEGEND HAS IT❤️

Lyrics:
Had a funeral in my head, no one crying
Thought that I'd reach out, say I'm gone, think I'm dying
Ain't nobody care, that's a lie, I'm denying
I just never talk, got no words, so I'm sighing

Maybe hit the blunt, I could live, and be happy
Then it goes away, and it's done, now I'm mad G
Always wanna float, but I sink, in the vast sea
Baby kiss my neck, on my lap, call me daddy

Ain't nobody care if I'm dying on the low
Say that theyll be there if I ever wanna go
Tryna be okay and thats all I'm tryna show
Never feel okay but I guess that's how it go

I guess thats how it go
x4

Had a funeral in my head, no one crying
Thought that I'd reach out, say I'm gone, think I'm dying
Ain't nobody care, that's a lie, I'm denying
I just never talk, got no words, so I'm sighing

I dont know, I guess I'm giving up
hit the bowl, yeah my mind be kinda fucked
staying low, homie ima keep it a buck
hope that i choke, deep in my sleep, dont give a fuck

Funeral

Funeral (prod splashgvng)

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

prod. @sorrow_bringer

lyrics
--------
waking up's easy, falling asleep isn't even a fucking option
i'm laying out on the roof
tell god to come get me, i'll pack my bags real quickly
i'll catch that flight, when it's leavin', i'm leavin' too
dreamin' of moments where i ain't have no opponents
all my components assembled outside the booth
you were a phone call away, i guess your number has changed
and you weren't home on that day or something

i've been tryna gain control of my life
open up these blinds so you can dissipate the limelight
only time will tell if i'm unwell inside of my mind
tripped fell into hell and now this television sounds like
we got more to conquer
so get up outta your bed and get your shit outta your locker
we ridin' back to the seventh floor, realigning your chakras
put soul inside your body, we leavin' the past behind us

this is all i wanted from the jump
just a friend that i could talk to bout anything off the cuff
been plottin', no hesitation, the future ain't lookin' rough
i wanted it so i did it, made symphonies outta cuts

we were back at home and it was gettin' hella cold
used to pass out when the sun come up but now we gettin' old
'member summers back in 2015, we was actin' grown
built a bridge to terabithia made outta sticks and stones
had that fire pit though i'll admit, you built that on your own
brought that bedsheet out my room, we made a flag & called it home
hit that bottle with some gasoline to pass between our souls
if we make it all that glitter's fucking gold

rain, rain, go away, you fucked up another day
i was feelin' fine but then you took me to another place
we go back and forth for fourteen minutes in my hideaway
now i'm headin' north just tryna answer who am i today?

i've been tryna stay in line, gotta figure out the truth
i don't like the way i hide, i much rather be with you
full eclipse, skippin' pebbles in the water off the roof
i don't mind, rain or shine cause my skin is waterproof
go inside, hit the wine, coraline on the tube
what do i do when i feel like my life's set on loop?

follow sorrow bringer

waterproof (prod. sorrow bringer)

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void yuuuuhhhh


stabbed m e in the back again
everything u said was problematic
never rly cared enough 2 ask me how my day been
bad as shit
every single f unctions automatic 
everytime im smilin just know that i been fakin it

fake shit thats all u ever gave me
u would fuck wit all of my emotions on the daily
baby u were toxic thats all u ever were 2 me
thought that i was tripping but you really did me dirty
i see all the red flags
wish i saw em back then
u can keep my hoodies ion even want em back bitch  
only cared about the bag
all that u was chasin
wish it woulda worked out but that shit was makeshift
i been restless
cant sleep
all this fuckin weight on my chest i cant breathe
and the fuckin way that you left me with ease
made me really feel like im dying in peace
nah

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void

restless II (metlast)

i cant help it (feat. guccihighwaters)

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

truetututtetet

Castaway

[+] I should have known it'd turn out like this
* produced by @thersx)

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DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus]
I cant wait to forget you
All the pain i was put through
I be sitting in my bed
Thinkin bout whats next
I just wanna talk you cause i been such mess

And it hurts to even think of this
But i just think its time
You dont even try for this
So why else would i lie
Ya
I could read between the lines
Oh

[chorus:]
Cuz You dont even want me
I think that this time you’ll really haunt me
Pulling on my skin and now you caught me
Right where you want 
I just gotta go let it out on the song
Then im back

[verse:]
You can only love me in the past
I knew i was right you were bad
For me
I hate that in time youll get over me

I need a real one
I just gotta say what i feel love
I just gotta tell you what i deal with
You the only one that i still wish
The best for
Death score

I be high up in the west
With my best whore
She dont wanna say goodbye
What u stress for

I be geekin off the percs but im pop more

This the life that i live
i was destined for

Forget You

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forget you (prod. thersx)

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