w/ @i9bonsai
prod @mkne + @kiryano + @1opgloryboyz

why r u always so harsh? words cut thru just like a knife
trying 2 tell me what is, but u do not know what its like
2 be alone, all by urself
all on ur own, without no help
the challenges that i must face
all the time, evryday
i do not know what i do but i do everything that i can
i dont know what i should do cuz u could never understand
just how it feels 2 live my life
im never well, nevermind
it dont matter, dont waste ur time
leave me alone, ill waste my life
i thought u were real, it turns out ur not
u are so fake, yeah emotional fraud
you tied me up, like i was a knot
got pain like its racks, and i got a lot
runnin ur mouth yeah u need 2 stop
got something to say then say it 2 god
dnt care what u tell me ya im turnin off
u robbed my heart now i need a lock

you freezin up like a blue screen
actin like u fukkin knew me
u are so odd, u are so wack
get out my life bitch ya u need 2 pack
CCTV, bitch watch how you act
not an ATM, don't take none of that

[i9bonsai]:
(???), is that a question?
plz dont talk (???) mentions
oh no, what's this essence?
i can see, u havnt learned ur lesson
ive felt awful all the time
(???)

[chorus]

nevrmind w/i9bonsai [prod. maknae + kiryano + 1opgloryboyz]

[@sanriorose]
[@tgwog]

u came for free i hate it
give and take i trade it
i could never replay it
n u cud never repay it
oh my god im so faded
n i dont think i cud make it
bleeding out u can take it <3
im laying down on the pavement

i cant ignore it, falling for it
ur sitting dormant, i cant afford it
fall for me again i know it
im srry i cant control it :c

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i hope i didnt lose a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo its just another cold regret ;-;

i wanna be different from u
i feel like im spitting in two
i wish i knew how to tell u
everything i wish i didnt do

oh no u left me alone again
oh no i think i rlly lost a friend
oh woah but thats the way it goes i guess
solo i promise that i wont forget :(((((

spotify ^w^

thats the way it goes i guess prod. dolly & tgwog

livin out your life
knowing youre a faker
big gems yeah I know
wont see you later
You say that you cant stand her but you made her
I think you'll find my body in a crater
I think you lost a piece of art
think im fucking with you well then lets take it from the start
youre a stupid piece of shit and I have nothing left for you
but its little hard to leave when everyone sees us as two
everybody sees us as two
I dont know if this is good or bad news
What happens now its all up to you
I'll warn you though I got a short fuse
--
On a mission, feeling distant
Why shld i talk if u wont even listen
Lost in the system, everything is different
Try to help but im met with resistance
Oh i feel a little crazy
Swear to god u just cry like a baby
The damsel in distress wont you save me
Swear to god hate this curse that u gave me
Wasting all away now
Ur acting fake now
Just barricade now
Do not make a sound
In the walls i feel like echo
Spotted on the drone now i think its time to let go
Im lookin like rouge
You can try to read but u do not have a clue
Ugh whats new
Me and your boyfriend alseep in your room :(

Even Faker w/ twintails (Frikke)

p @sshinju + @cutspace

tried but i cant stay close
why r u so far
when i need u most
i just cant stay calm
stay i need u close
please dont leave me cold
i cant be alone
u cant read my tome

its so hard i confess
this truth i cannot swallow
little knives in my throat
u make me feel so hollow
i fight again and again
i need sleep i need rest
im so tired of this mess
i need this weight off my chest

u cant drain out my soul
i need the keys to my door
lock and key all my thoughts
i dont kno why ur so cold
now we're broke down n worn
lost my friends, lost my all
can u stay i need ur warmth
said i cant keep going on

hollow

hollow [shinju +cutspace]

@kydere @kojowav
@scholarship40k
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hqP534uhoY0&ab_channel=Virus
AMV OUT NOW!!
lyrics:
its so hrd lately </3
can we just speak
all these fakes on me
gtta stay true to my team
dont wnna hurt u
but i might have to ;/
ur all i wnted
but i nver had u
can you jst txt me
can u just like me
tell me ur feelings
ur just like me
and ill try
but i cant promise that ill do it right

dont fallout
dont stop now
dont write him
just lay back
u know tht ill b here till the end <3

i thought we were tethered
there was no one better
i just wanna hold her
give her my all sweatshirts
pop another downer :|
what is life without her
be with me forever
waiting on the answer

dont say it
dont break me </3
ur perfect
we can save this
im tripping
always off it
save me from this
im obsessive

i can take u outt
drive u aroundd
lets smoke loud
got the windows down
so long to u
i neva knew u
u could of had this
now i need a medic

dont fallout
dont stop now
dont write him
just lay back
u know tht ill b here till the end

#confessions「kydere + kojo」

@insijun
s/o tim the edible man !

𝕞𝕚𝕜𝕖 ....
𝕡𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕣
𝕘𝕚𝕞𝕞𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕚𝕥𝕫 𝕥𝕚𝕞 , 𝕠𝕜 ?
𝕚 𝕘𝕠𝕥 𝕒 𝕕𝕖𝕒𝕝 𝟜 𝕦 𝕓𝕣𝕠
𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕘𝕚𝕞𝕞𝕖 𝕒 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕝
𝕚𝕕 𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕠𝕟 𝕕𝕒 𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕟𝕖

bitch dont keep me w8ing
cuz i got shit 2 do
they been praying on my downfall
but im not scared 2 lose
roll up nd we faced it
runnitup like asics
i dont need ur luvv
but im sure tht itz amazing :+
keep the chopper loaded
off of da perc like oh shit
nd ive been doin bettr
but u nevr notice :/

dont kno wut happened dont kno what went wrong what went wrong
sumtimes i b livin sometimes idrk kno
brodie hml and he  said tht we finna blow blow
man wut kinda living hav i been on?
i b takin these drugz cuz they make me strong
man wut kinda living hav i been on?

nd i don wanna lose u 2 fast
i been runnin up da #s
said dont do tht
said dont do tht
well tell me where da rules @
said its 2 fast
nd i don wanna lose u

pull up in dat big body benz
i c dem lookin
like who dat b
like who dat b
ima spazz for free
bad bitch
double Ds
get her on her knees
i gotta go do a show
we in paris for da week
nd i dont wanna sleep
cuz when i wake up
dont want dis 2 b all a drm
nothings as it seems

panch0 (pr. insijun)

Cover of @imxofilo

Original Song: https://soundcloud.com/imxofilo/clumsy?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

I love you

Clumsy (phantasie)

Let You Go <3 (prod. snorkatje)

u waterboard me, baby

@9s0uls
guitars @nihil2free
additional mixing @emorave 

(pixie)
reflect on2 me
i am simply 
an aesthetic observation of violence 
r we not more than what we endure?
i don’t want to pay 4 ur procedures 
its impossible 2 love so leave her

u waterboard me, baby
i dnt wanna sleep soundly 
bother me
can red really aid me
with bravery and every blade

burned at the stake like, maybe 
its impossibly mild
never mind
the pentagrams scare you 𖤐𖤐𖤐
like ur a fucking child

(9souls)
they stare at us strangely
w scary faces
different places
i cant stay here 
and i dnt wanna be here 

i slip in a bottle no consequence 
then fall 2 the floor and lose confidence
my future calls shes adamant 
and then i can be me baby 

and what does it look like from the outside 
tiny pieces slowly collide, 
form a picture but youd never frame me. 

but they think im crazy 
hate me
blame me
for all the bad things that dnt involve me
do the wrong things
existence lonely
you control me
but im not crazy...

spotify

observations of violence w/ 9souls (pixie)

@pearlblade @x_fujioka

it my birthday! <333 23! now im ballin.. haha, i tweeted that already XD. luv u all!!!!!

mv: https://youtu.be/sFvzmAAyB-o


lyrics: 

i, i guess u didn't kno me well
and that's fine 
I thought u understood how I felt 
but who's blind ?
js do whts easier 4 u 
and if Im selfish, whts the truth?
cause you forgot the things I'd do
and that's fine xp

i tried, sorry how could I think I locked u out 
my promise knows no ending 
ur still safe inside this house <3  
take the truth here, die here, sat on the fence and it fell down 
whts the point in trying when u won't hear me out :( 

i, i guess u didn't kno me well
and that's fine 
I thought u understood how I felt 
but who's blind ?
js do whts easier 4 u 
and if Im selfish, whts the truth?
cause you forgot the things I'd do
and that's fine
×2 

that's fine (pearlblade)

i can't feel my face, i hope it's not laced
you're all up in my space, i can't move
and nothing could replace this feeling that i chase
to live by choice or fate, i can't choose

looking out the window, same view
i'm always sitting in the same room
exporting mp3's, yeah that's all i need
it's all i need

way too cold, hands frozen
leveled up with some potions
you read the script, then you're chosen
loaded up, now i'm floating

chop chop trees, third degree
listen in 3D, yeah
and what i want isn't close yet
i'll sit and wait, and i'll get.. so high
i could touch the sky-y, look in my eyes
i would never lie
i'm trapped inside, yeah, inside my mind
don't stop, just try, in time you'll fly

hollow [shinju +cutspace]

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