*depression intensifies*

2023!!

Alternative.23

bOommmm pop

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/6ypK5iOX2cAY2rDkYNkZKU?si=9253c17abcc24d8a

Youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOL-WAD32dw&feature=youtu.be

hoje eu acordei cansado, isso é chato pra caralho
eu perdi os meus amigos, eu não ligo mais pra isso
eu já dei valor de mais, e sempre quebro a cara
pq sempre q eu preciso eles nunca se prestam a nada
eu aprendi da pior forma q tenho q ser fechado
(tente fazer por eles, mas nunca espere por eles)
eu aprendi da pior forma como esquecer do passado
pq as pessoas não são cartas, mas elas são selecionadas
priorize e dê valor a quem realmente quer teu bem
pra que serve essas jóias se nada disso me interessa
eu posso comprar relógios, mas quero comprar o tempo
desculpas mudam pessoas, mas elas não mudam histórias
dinheiro são como pessoas, eu não me apego a essas notas
me deixe ir para qualquer lugar,
que me distancie desse mundo e me aproxime de você,
e me aproxime de você
hoje o Henry me ligou, ele não ta tão bem
eu ando preocupado como vai ser amanhã 
o dia de amanhã 
eu to vivendo agora e to pensando no amanhã

Spotify

Pressed (Glasear)

get well soon demo

@j6u for more archives!!

[Pre-Chorus]
Crying eyes
Disguised in a smile
Lying down
As if I don't appear as vile

[Chorus]
Break me
Use me
Not good for anything
Kill me
Use me
Take everything I have
Break me
Use me
Not good for anything
Kill me
Use me
Take everything I have

[Post-Chorus]
Crying eyes
Disguised in a smile
Lying down
As if I don't appear as vile

[Chorus]
Break me
Use me
Not good for anything
Kill me
Use me
Take everything I have
Break me
Use me
Not good for anything
Kill me
Use me
Take everything I have

quannnic - vile

WWBY feat. Saturn (rhine1k)

spotify 14th jan 2023

ty @buginfestedfloorboards for main guitar :3 rest is prod me 

the stars align
the knife turns inside
i find new ways
its all the same

it hurts too badly
this story ends sadly
my pains too heavy
just end me
just end me

keep trying
keep crying
keep trying
and never stop

keep trying

produced by heylog

lyrics:
I COULD DISINTEGRATE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES
AND YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WHETHER IF I WAS DEAD OR ALIVE
NOW THEIR EYES WIDEN LIKE IT'S SOME SORT OF SURPRISE
I WAS JUST TESTIN TO SEE IF IT CROSSED YOUR MIND

in the eventide it's cold 
as i'm right beside the woods
every bug is now buzzing
in a forest, in a bush
it's that time to hibernate
animals retreat from the north
toward the south to migrate
winter streets get quickly worn
DESCEND INTO YOUR SOUL
BLOOD DRAWING FROM MY SKULL
WOULD YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT
YOU REAP WITH WHAT YOU SOW
examining your mind
hope to intertwine
oh everything aligns
beside you feeding me with lies

pokin thru the light and lost all them
being used as your personal vent
if u keep it up i might just dip
cus the words u say leave me in dents
i set my expectations way too high
it kinda sucks but i'll let this one slide
i gotta regroup and resupply
quit tryna fool me i see right through ur eyes

I COULD DISINTEGRATE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES
AND YOU WOULDN'T KNOW WHETHER IF I WAS DEAD OR ALIVE
NOW THEIR EYES WIDEN LIKE IT'S SOME SORT OF SURPRISE
I WAS JUST TESTIN TO SEE IF IT CROSSED YOUR MIND
BUT IT DIDN'T 
I SEE YOU'RE TRYNA PRY YOUR WAY INTO MY BUSINESS
YOU'LL NEVER GET IN
EVERY YEAR THE CIRCLE SHRINKS AND IT THICKENS
IT ALWAYS THICKENS

pause

she wonders why i always hangout in the dark
idk bruh just chilling playing guitar
oh it was all my fault
didn't know committing to a girl would be hard
so i should really focus on my bread
there's never a balance, music till i go to bed
baby i'm far too gone
bags under my eyes i didn't sleep until dawn

you'll never get it

spotify

disintegrate

https://derrickboo.bandcamp.com/album/last-spark

last spark

mixed by @buffalobang

it’s on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5jP3och2akqRjLSBQ4fPxn?si=BPbnDq-OTBWJw5oTsHRwzw&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A48HE1YojtJkWYMAx7H3AeA

melancholy

where i met Ü

From their studio album ok. Stream in full and buy the limited cassette at www.thirdfloortapes.com.

Blue Smiley - flower

https://kazamisuzuki.tumblr.com/seal
written by blankts & teddy
vocals by blankts
produced by knife girl

@tddybrr
@blankts


it wasn't the instant we met
maybe it isn't what you meant
you said you wanted some new friends 
and that was ok i had loose ends

i need a road with some new bends
why does it hurt when you answer the messages she sends

maybe i need some new friends
maybe i meant what i said
i said i won't listen to them
listen to my heart instead

i wanna show you my old room
tackle you onto my old bed
dad doesn't knock he remembers i told him 
we're just friends

friends (ft. blankts)

Everything Will Be Alright In The End

Eulogy For A Rock Band

New Levels New Devils

O.D.

Petal

Chon

Ghost

instagram

i try my best

@qtgf

waste time
something i cant fix
ive been spending all night
can you catch my drift

if i spent my life getting away from this shit
could i even get a break from this shit
no
love

you dont want to watch things fix
you would rather watch things burn like sticks
i would rather take blades out of my wrist
but instead they going in and im sorry to begin this

ive been taking pills 
cant cope
ive been trying to look
trying to find where to go
i got cuts i can call my own
but still no home

yeah

it will bring me down
but wont bring you around
so sad
you know that
i dont really know that
but

i hate this town
but i love you right now
i cry but
i never want to see you
frown

rest easy jd

where i met Ü

heavn