shoutout neostalgic for the loop
very nice song that means a lot to me
hope it will to you too <3

lyrics :)
i'm a protector
so i'ma protect her
situation fucking crazy
it's making my head hurt

look at this the right way
you don't wanna get hurt
you've already settled down
you ain't tryna get hurt

think about it clearly, feelings over near me
devil on my shoulder so i know that you don't fear me
if you cry i cry like can you hear me
i need you alive, mean it sincerely

hate me, free your heart of aching
let me look i'll face it
let your demons take me
oh maybe

from the moment i saw you
i knew it was something else
something i couldn't have
but something i was sure as hell
protecting at all costs on my life
and maybe it's wrong, but i'm alright

and we're alright
we'll be just fine
know we're alright
we'll be just fine

protector

spotify :D

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

will delete if you want me to aldn

I heard from someone else that you miss me and I miss you
Well is that true?
You take my breath away, but every time, I walk the other way
What can I say? And I'm fine
Drinking wine and wasting time
Just to catch another glimpse of someone new
And I cried while thinking about you
It's never someone else
I should be by myself

Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, brеak it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, brеak it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away

I have this thing that no one has
I keep it in my pocket
Everybody asks me:
"What is it that you're keeping from me?
Why are you so ugly?"
Fucked up off of codeine
I don't think you know me

Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Throw it, love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away
Love it, break it, throw it away

aldn - throw it away

worse 3-1-2021

aldn , oxysleep - 1st Guitar Bbet

prod jasey & 6chelsea1117
video: https://youtu.be/Ti_ybz4931Q?si=M0S8QI8G_fNjDlop

flop (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod / mixed by me, lov u @oxysleep for helping me get izotope vocalsynth<3

breath it   in 
take it   slow
i  wont  hurt  u
i just    need
some    1
that   i   can...
luvvv :(

idk whats goin on it hurts when i breath in
infect me like its covid-19
im so luv sic got me in quarantine
bitch ur dirty come back when ur clean
i sit right here dont rlly do anything (self quarantine)
lock myself in my room an play animal crossing (u can't visit my island lol)

(x2)
its so easy
keep my distance
stay away from ppl dont u listen?
i do it all the time
i stay hidden 
fuck all dat shit dont wanna fit in

idk whats goin on it hurts when i breath in (achoooo)
infect me like its covid-19
im so luv sic got me in quarantine
bitch ur dirty come back when ur clean
u told me i couldnt do it ur so mean ;(
i do it better sorry thats what they told me
i rlly hope u dont agree
i like when i make u mad by being everything u wanna be!!!

i   need   more  luv
i  tried   2 luv
that   didnt   go well
i   knew   id   fail
breath it   in 
take it   slow
i  wont  hurt  u
i just    need
some    1
that   i   can...

missing u from quarantine

prod me

woke up idc abt nothin but i do
i do
nd she said she like my shoes they brand new
thank u
its funnyy cus u remind me of my ex girl
thassa compliment i think u should see her
nd i try to live my life
but the keep on comin and i just dk whyy

a-a-a-a lol

6am cant go to sleep whats that sound at tha window
paranoid cant be the wind blowin i should b fine but its so annoyin
everything makes me jump now on top of the world but i cant get down
i told u not to come around >:( u got me feelin so down!
wake up make up feel urself until ur loved
thas not the way that life should go 
i know i know but take it slow
try hardr go farther sounds so simpl but its not!
got my stomach in a knot!
get tf out of my spotttt!

felt cute might delete

this song shud explain my mumbling 
ok last one i promise next song will be more happy
prod and peformed by me

upside down

lil song prod me : > not sure how long itll b on here
Lyrics:
every night it’s another problem
toss n turn thinking how to solve them
don’t get too close to me 
keeping me from falling asleep
i don’t really mean to dig too deep
think it’s time to set me free
so
watch me watch me
forget that you were in my life
leave leave 
leave me here you left me to die
so much pressure
nothing better
three love letters
damn my head hurts 
it’s always he said she said fuck you
i never even cared about the shit you do
it was said n done i got to see a new POV
true colors show after you let the light thru
skip town see ya around idk you
love to hate me like i never knew 
cause you know it’s true

and better off alone
picking up the pieces as i go along
now i’m getting second thoughts maybe i was wrong i was wrong
no
such hypocrite
the way you make up this bullshit
cause it never had to with sentiment
yea i see is jealousy 
get tf away from me
see ya later 
i’m falling in love with strangers 
like it was never anything major 
i’m done with it get away from me
so 
watch me watch me
forget that you were in my life
leave leave 
leave me here you left me to die
so much pressure
nothing better
three love letters
damn my head hurts 
so 
watch me watch me
switch up nd leave u in the past
stuck in your daydream 
knew that this shit would never last
i’m skipping the line
i can’t wait no more time
i’m bouta lose my mind 
i’m bouta lose my minddd