midwxst + dltzk - ##GraveedUp (prod. dltzk)

its 2021 i got 20/20 vision and i weigh 130 pounds

take a stand by my side
i dont ever wanna see the light
testify read my rights
if the jurys fair ill die

lost my care
lost my way
thumb whats left of bloody pay
its a game i wont play
ima always keep my say

windows up lovely day
stay inside or go away
only step out in the rain
water wash my sins away

i take a knee
and beg forgiveness for the things ive done
i know it hurts
but it hurts better when ur on the run

lead the church
ill the be one who bleeds thereafter
they see my worth
and know that im the perfect pastor

im in the herd 
but stories tend to change in chapters
im in the ground
its perfect they cant hear my laughter

cus i laugh a lot
they dont know whats next like theyre on the dot
i dont know whats next cus i forget a lot

chorus 2x

talk to disciples like theyre sheep
theyre well aware im lying
but ik it brings them comfort
so ill brush up my speech

im shoving garbage in my mouth and soon enough im losing sleep
i look to virgin mary throwing hails like every week
they tell me keep the faith but its been getting hard to see
need things to go the right way like a compass going east
im bonding with my family im trying to find peace
ill leave it all behind my brain is up for all to see

Raise prod. rhine1k

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

spotify

Get Fucked w/ kurai

rifleman - the cover to end all covers *deleted*

small collection of songs from this summer. 

LESYUEX (p. c13)

prod / mixed by me, lov u @oxysleep for helping me get izotope vocalsynth<3

breath it   in 
take it   slow
i  wont  hurt  u
i just    need
some    1
that   i   can...
luvvv :(

idk whats goin on it hurts when i breath in
infect me like its covid-19
im so luv sic got me in quarantine
bitch ur dirty come back when ur clean
i sit right here dont rlly do anything (self quarantine)
lock myself in my room an play animal crossing (u can't visit my island lol)

(x2)
its so easy
keep my distance
stay away from ppl dont u listen?
i do it all the time
i stay hidden 
fuck all dat shit dont wanna fit in

idk whats goin on it hurts when i breath in (achoooo)
infect me like its covid-19
im so luv sic got me in quarantine
bitch ur dirty come back when ur clean
u told me i couldnt do it ur so mean ;(
i do it better sorry thats what they told me
i rlly hope u dont agree
i like when i make u mad by being everything u wanna be!!!

i   need   more  luv
i  tried   2 luv
that   didnt   go well
i   knew   id   fail
breath it   in 
take it   slow
i  wont  hurt  u
i just    need
some    1
that   i   can...

missing u from quarantine

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3wGuOZiFXDZlwD3gMYI0rt
production/backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

Spotify

agony

coni x saturn ftw!! 
love u all hope u enjoy<3
shoutout https://soundcloud.com/prodkailo and https://soundcloud.com/kggn for proddd <3 

all green on me all green on me
idky i just pick it (SLIME MODE ACTIVATED)
im just in a ally wit my bitch
we posted in a civic
i dont look no left, no right
ik we gon b alright
whenever u open ur mouth
i already kno its a lot of lies. lot of-


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh (STFU)
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine


im solo til i die u cannot tell me shit (4evr alone)
usually im polite but u flippd tha switch
if i see u walkin, aint no talkin, rataaa
ima make yo ass dance, do tha chacha (ooo)
i run away i run away i go to my special place (LOADING SECRET HIDeOUT)
residential undercover. thats my specialty
pull back the kurtain, see whats good, i got artillery (shoutout kurtains lol)
she said no matter who i am she still in love with me  


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine

saturn:

wait outside w the pack
get a bag in i gotta drop some snot hoes from my past
bullets laggin
i i dont wanna stutter when u ask
everybody lookin down when i already dropped the mask and its a shame
i i try to put a name onto da pain
i i thought money makes it all okay
but im nvr knowing how to play
nothing left 2 lose but i wont gain


U wanna b some1
wanna b some1 so bad (stop)
i dont wana be no1
so i look at you and laugh (STFU)
u killd my high, babygirl i might cry (waa)
u were never on my side
so pour me up sum mor wine
posted on the blok, its so pronto
swear you b smokin mid im smoking fronto (EW)
yeah u lied, yeah u lied but im fine
dont chek on me im fine. i said dont chek on me im fine

"im innocent, i swear it- of course im gonna walk.. think about it. no ones gonna buy a middle school kid being behind something
this horrific, who's the lawyer here, shit. besides, im just a baby, they couldnt throw the book at me even if they wanted to..."

all green on me all green on me
idky i just pick it
im just in a ally wit my bitch
we posted in a civic
i dont look no left, no right
ik we gon b alright
whenever u open ur mouth
i already kno its a lot of lies lies lies.

s0bad w/ saturn (kaito + kuru + blackheart)

i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works
i didnt give up i just lost
uve done ur damage and it works
i made 5 songs abotu dis hurt
but no one cares it never works

losing

11.02.2021 Album
Vocals by wido + features from @prodpitfall @i9bonsai and tempura + A.O (with tempura) extra production by @sadworldbeats

Decision Making

thanks

missing u from quarantine

aldn