like the production is amazing and the mixing is literally perfect. no one else could do it

bad timing! ✨


(luvknshi)

run away , cause i can’t feel the pain tonight ,

and i just want you out of my brain ,

and i don’t wanna sit and wait for you in the rain ,

and i’m just tired of hoping that you feel the fucking same



(nova)

you told me its-

bad timing

thought u loved me but i guess that u were lying

fuck u, bitch

no

im not crying

thought u loved me but i guess it was bad timing



(luvknshi)

play with me like i’m a charm , baby you’re the worst ,

i can’t tell you how much i despise you it just fuckin hurts ,

so won’t you tell me why i’m dying inside ,

you just wanna hurt me , i won’t fuckin lie ,



cause you running out of time ,

and i’m tired of goodbyes ,

i’m just hoping that you’ll lay with me before i fuckin die ,

so just wipe those tears , i don’t wanna see you cry ,

cause you broke my heart , so i’m turning to the lines



(luvknshi & nova)

cause i’m so sick of this ,

i got your name tatted on my wrist , oh lord ,

won’t you write back ,

cause i already know the fucking risks , i’m torn



maybe i’ll cry , cause it’s only the beginning ,

watching me now , and it hurts to see i’m winning ,

patience grew strong , but it’s slowly fucking thinning ,

but she don’t like her friends , that’s why i’m slowly going missing ,



(nova)

it was never the same

i offered love until the end

now you sayin that we're just better off friends

how u really finna say that u dont love me?

bitch u know i'll kiss u on the gang

dont tempt me



im empty-

every fucking day

pls end me

i just gotta say

i love u

i'll never go away



im finna stay till this shit stops being so-



bad timing

thought u loved me but i guess that u were lying

fuck u, bitch

no

im not crying

thought u loved me but i guess it was bad timing

bad timing! + luvknshi

bad timing! + luvknshi (prod. number48)

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

keyblayde808, musa & heroine diaries - walkingwithmyeyesclosed [prod. thislandis + keyblayde808 + musa]

this is all of our songs not just mine, we recorded this in new york earlier this month 2022

@keyblayde808 @prodmusa @thislandismusic s/o to them fr <3

cover art by https://www.instagram.com/yoah404

walkingwithmyeyesclosed w/ keyblayde808 & musa (prod. thislandis, key & musa)

feat @lileddy8
prod @dercept

Friends are saying I should let you go
But your the one that makes it feel like home
Wanna stay but baby I don't know
Growing up I realize I hate home

And realize now I'm glad I didn't get a text back
And I'm glad you went and blocked me on your snap chat
Wanna love me baby, you can come and prove that to me cuz
I been waking up in pain
Everyday I see your face
But the love is not the same
Sad to say it fades away
[edwrd]
Can you hear me out
Baby can we work this out
Girl I know I don’t deserve you
Goin through my phone
No I never meant to hurt you
(ohhhhhhh)
Bitch you really
Stabbed me in the back
Never thought that you would
Do me like that
And I don’t really wanna be here
I keep taking pain pills I probably won’t be here
Noooooooo
[fiji]
Friends are saying I should let you go
But your the one that makes it feel like home
Wanna stay but baby I don't know
Growing up I realize I hate home

And realize now I'm glad I didn't get a text back
And I'm glad you went and blocked me on your snap chat
Wanna love me baby, you can come and prove that to me cuz
I been waking up in pain
Everyday I see your face
But the love is not the same
Sad to say it fades away

all plats

let you go w/ edwrd [dercept]

(@siemspark x @sn.aywhat x @darkoivx)

Sometimes I go and I wake up and wonder is all of this worth it
Cuz I wake up and wish I was dead
But then I

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

So now I’m thinking everyday would be better if I was in the ground
Cuz every day it’s been getting harder since you’re not around
And I’m wishing I could tell you how I’m feeling can you hear me out
Know I could give you everything and I can hold it down
You’re playing with my heart like a puppet master
Ever since you left I’ve been a disaster
I fill my brain with lead cause now nothing matters to me
You broke my heart and you’re not even sorry


Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

reality [siemspark x sn.aywhat x darkoivx]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & ashes.
produced by mileage
recorded @ the gloss temple 9/3/21
art by @p4nthor

ALL PLATFORMS

like a dove w/ ashes. (+ mileage)

official music video: https://youtu.be/_9n5A6eBnc0

if u bring the camera, make my life a movie
i could b the actress if u wanna shoot me
what i mean 2 ask is how u wanna do me?
im not trynna mask, yr not trynna b a groupie
now im on my last ditch efforts of the nite
i dont wanna not hold yr hands this tite
i dont wanna stop, when we dance feels nice
and im feeling like myself, hope yr seeing this rite
when im out up on display, hold my heart up 2 the light
and im screaming every choice i made 2 lead me 2 tonite
and theyre saying that im made of star stuff, gotta shine
ive been starkid since 2 0 1 9
push 2 start it, light it up and spark it
torch it if its getting in yr way, its a target
u would think im famous when im working at a target
u dont kno what fame is, never even seen guitar picks
never had the grip tape tearing up the carpet
pedal board skateboard, amp sounds garbage
iPod touch only tunes when i charge it
i done fell in luv w/ the music when it started

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by crybabycam
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 6/30/22
art by bedhead

starkid2019 (+ crybabycam) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

even an angel couldn't save me (prod. HXRXKILLER)

stream ❄️

love story xo (prod. bixby)

☆+please dont evr give back my sweater!+☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

[Artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/ihatekamisama

★spotify★

★tell me how u really feel★ (prod. wstdyth)

on sight! (prod. nate2timez x internet joe) (contest)

unsigned, no managment
@dotcomgang
@friiidgedeath

walkingwithmyeyesclosed w/ keyblayde808 & musa (prod. thislandis, key & musa)

heroine diaries

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